Robots, how do I stop wanting to suicide?
Watch K-ON! and then K-ON!! and then K-ON! The Movie
When I figure it out, I'll let you know.
>>39300168
You need to find a purpose in life.
Purpose is and has always been self-defined.
Your purpose doesn't have to involve a companion or children.
It doesn't have to involve friends or other specific people, but it should be something long term.
>>39300213
this, but also do things that make you feel satisfied. even just housework can make me feel better. it's nice to see your will imparted on the world, even if in just a small way.
>>39300186
this.
it's the happiest, comfyist thing you can watch
>>39300168
Personally, I do it by taking joy in being comfy. I do that in the following ways:
- Listening to chiling music with a slow BPM and mellow lyrics. Shoedive, ambient, dream pop and a few others give this comfy feel. I recommend Slowdive and Cigarettes After Sex.
- Hot baths. The silence and solitude of having a quiet and peaceful room all to yourself is great, and the bath itself is better. Being enveloped by hot water takes all of my stresses away, at least for a little while.
Find pictures or videos that make you feel comfy. I find comfort in pictures of lonely envirnoments, such as abandoned building, urban Japan at night and some vaporwave-esque stuff. There are also a few YouTube channels that make me feel comfy.
- ASMR. There's a type for everyone, and whilst giving you actual physical sensations, it's comfy as fuck and relaxing too.
I'm probably missing important things, but these are some of the small things I do to keep my spirits up on a day-to-day basis
why bother
the world will still be just as cruel to you
do something to keep your mind off of it.
I've never been suicidal but for some reason I wouldn't care if I was to be executed.
What does my brain even mean by this?
>>39300359
same here. I don't have an aching desire to die, but I have absolutely 0 desire to live. Since I was 13 I always thought to myself that I wouldn't care if a robber or something held a gun to my head. It's 10 years later and this feeling has only further solidified
>>39300168
It's impossible in the midst of decadence. Struggle is the default state.