how many layers of JUST are you on right now?
>page 8
another layer
>>39297326
I am on 4 layers... usually 3 but today i felt like 4 : ^)
>>39297326
How does one define a layer of JUST?
>>39297326
>can't fap to my favorite bodytype and kinks because they remind me of her
>>39298426
one JUST tier situation or predicament on top of another one
Sometimes a JUST moment and be a catalyst for another one, creating a JUSTball effect
I'm on two layers
>college starts next week
>second year
>still no friends
>khhv
At least I started exercising so I got that going for me I guess.
2, possibly more
>khv
>wagecuck
>addicted to porn
>can't feel normal without coffee / ibuprofen
>transferred university
>moved back home
>all of my friends moved away
>only meaningful contact consists of calling them occasionally and talking to e-friends
>forming relationships does not compute
>slowly realizing I peaked in high school
>would make no difference if I was a machine or a person
>feel anxiety resurfacing
People I don't remember keep recognizing me and trying to talk to me. I just want to wake up in a universe without words.
>>39300407
Holy fuck are you me? I feel every day like I peaked in high school as well. It feels the worst especially when your old high school friends tries to keep in touch and you can't let them know how much of a failure you turned out to be.
>>39300560
>It feels the worst especially when your old high school friends tries to keep in touch and you can't let them know how much of a failure you turned out to be.
I can keep this wrapped up.
I have my shit together in a practical sense and I'm not interested in sharing how my mental state has deteriorated in the same time. It just hurts me to know that they've adapted to adult life so easily and are having such a great time when it feels like I can't anymore.