Why are we so weak, guys?
>>39297106
Because they are not strong.
>>39297106
We refuse to embrace the abyss within our souls.
>>39297106
We're men who would be killed in past wars.
>>39297106
I've been thinking, scrounging up my past and reading things and I'm starting to lean towards possible emotional neglect that lead to my schizoid nature. Add to that never being challenged or given responsibility as a child, excelling at the only thing put in front of me, school, with minimal effort and it's no wonder I've grown up to a half-assing asocial sack of shit.
>>39297201
>Add to that never being challenged or given responsibility as a child
I can definitely relate to that. I've been sheltered by my parents and grandparents. They always feared for the worst and never let me make mistakes and learn from it. I slowly became the top student in my class (that was the only thing i was good at) and abandoned social development as soon as i was introduced to computer video games.
>>39297279
>>39297201
this is all me except
>getting good at school
i was always a lazy piece of shit :(
>>39297304
>i was always a lazy piece of shit :(
So was I, I'm just "intelligent" enough to learn things with notable ease. Much good it's done me.
>>39297322
I think i've gained too much self-awareness at price of being normal.
>>39297106
Bad dice roll. I've accepted my lowly place.