Always Suicidal

Hey! hope ur alright. where are you from?

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>>39295218
Me too, OP. Me too. I need to disappear. I never asked for any of this.

original comment, of course.

>>39295218
I don't have the answer even for myself, unfortunately. But the fact that you're walking around outside is good. Keep that up, but stay away from bridges so that you don't make any impulsive decisions. Do you have depression - where you just lack happiness for no discernible reason, or are there specific issues in your life which you can point to?

Maybe this will help you, anon. I don't know. It's the best I can do. I like you just the way you are.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9OqyUuCY0s

>>39295372
Just depression, everyone on my mother's side is either bipolar or depressed too. Either way, tried therapy and meds for years. I feel stuck.

>>39295380
Damn. That's the opposite of what I was hoping for, because there's no real way to fix that yet. What do you normally do each day? Is there something you'd want to do each day?

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>>39295433
I don't do much. I try to occupy myself with exercise and I work. I only have a few friends but really all they do is chat for a bit and really likely only consider me an acquaintance. I'm starting classes soon. I'm honestly not sure what to do at this point, I guess this post was more to vent. I do everything I'm told will make me better and it never makes it any better, if anything, it actually takes away from my hope that I might've had.

>>39295468
I see what you mean. Fuck. My only suggestion at this point is psychedelics and/or ketamine, which have been shown to have possible positive effects on depression