The despair and hopelessness returned

>>39269011
Sorry to read that, anon.

why is living compulsory? like if you try to kys ambulances will try to revive you and assisted suicide is only for those who have 6 months to live wtf why

and after death is there any real chance of being conscious again? i dont see how i can think and exist only once but at the same time i hope death is forever

>>39269011
same. i felt really good for 36 hours then it came back. sigh SIGH SIGHHHHHJ

>co-workers can no longer tolerate your incompetence
>working too long so being the "new guy" is no longer excuse
>co-workers don't smile at you or acknowledge you unless they want something from you

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>>39269011
hey, it's there for me 24/7 every moment is about cutting off bad memorys and thoughts and tryign to dodge feels so i don't through a tantrum.

these days simply feeling neutral for a few minutes is as good as i get.