Tfw you want to meet your life long partner/lover/best friend

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>tfw you feel like you met your lifelong partner in a thread
>talk to them on discord
>feel like they're uninterested while you try to keep the conversation going
>can't keep them out of your head even though you barely know them
>doesn't matter anyways because they live nowhere near you
>they probably barely think about you if at all
>cry uncontrollably in bed because you don't know what the real reason they had to go was, because you'll never be with them, and because they probably don't have the sort of attachment you have to them
>I know this is completely unhealthy to be like this, but I can't help it
>I can't take the thoughts and nauseating pit in my stomach anymore, I just hope I build up the courage to die tonight, there's nothing left for me, the person I've become is unsalvageable