>tfw live literally nowhere >nothing but empty fields around

>>39264842
>>too afraid to move out
>>too afraid of people in the cities
this is understandable but trust me you get desensitized to cities extremely fast.

by which i mean a part of your soul dies. the part that's uncomfortable with crowds and lack of personal space.

You've gotta try. Have you tried to find your qt? Have you tried to move out and face your fears?

DO IT!!!

>too afraid of people in the cities
>tfw live in one

>>39264905
Actually I did for college, only lasted a few months due to my gaming addiction and complete isolation. Felt out of place and uncomfortable all the time. Now back to my parents house, at least I get to eat tasty food now.

>>39264842
take pic of outside your window i wanna see

>>39264842
I really hope you have guns and you shoot them often, otherwise thats a horrible waste of your current situation

>>39264842
I find small communities more frightening than large ones. I lived in a small town for a long part of my late teen/early adult life, and everything you do can come back to you, the likelihood of running into somebody twice is much higher.

Now that I live in the "big city", I don't really worry about things. The odds of me seeing the same person twice is almost impossible, it feels more or less like I'm in with a crowd of soul-less people. Also I'm a five minute walk away from almost anything I need.

>>39264842
>>39264984
>tfw area too isolated to find anyone im interested in, area mostly populated by old people
>not isolated enough to shoot guns in my backyard
the suburbs fucking suck

>>39264976
>>39264997
it's 1:52 AM now, complete darkness outside

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Not OP but I know this feel, I am going to die alone. I'm okay with it now.