Slowly forgetting

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Alright guys, I'm 20. I haven't been with a girl since about 2 years ago. Haven't dated, haven't banged, and I haven't even hung out with any girl that I like. A bunch of the girls I do hang with are either already in relationships with people I know, or girls I just absolutely do not care about.

Here's the thing, I've found my passion in music. Been learning how to produce, playing my ukulele constantly and just trying to become an artist. I go to college and I've got this year to graduate.

The problem is, I'm very lonely. The past 2 years I've learned how to love myself, found peace in mind and learned to not worry as much anymore. I've gained my confidence in speaking to girls again. The thing is, I'm very picky.

Now it isn't your usual picky, I believe I'm a pedo. Even though I did date a girl older than I was before, the last time I had feelings for a girl was this friendship I had let go of recently. She's 17 and lives several states away and it's not possibly to date online. I'm in need of some love. In need of some affection and all that good stuff in a relationship. Every girl I run into is either fucking ugly or just outright annoying and or boring.

How do I lower my standards to date again?