Who /slowly losing it/ here?

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I've already /lostit/ my nigga. I'm looney tunes.

Slowly slipping into depression since a few weeks

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>Constantly hear people talking shit about me even when the people in question are asleep/too far away for me to hear/in another geographic location
>Growing bored with old hobbies, need to get fucked up every weekend to dull the monotony
>Keep crashing my car

>>39235442
>slowly
Hahahaha no not slowly for me

Here. It's all to do with this place. The internet is making me very unhealthy, I limit myself to prepaid just to try and curb my usage, but it's only made me unhappier to go without it.

I have no interest in women, men, other people, the real world, anything. All I care about is 2D and vidya. Which only seems to become a problem for habitual users of this place once they reach their mid-20's, it seems. Escapism stops working after a while, and once it does you'll have nothing. It's not pleasant.

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>started thinking doorbell is going or my mum is calling me when I'm listening to music
>pausing it to run downstairs to check on her
>depression rising again
>starting to think everyone hates me again

I'm losing it lads. my mind's starting to go. I should stop smoking weed.

I spent a year in a mental hospital. Compared to back then I am doing WAY better. But i still spend all my time on the PC or watching TV and never leavinng my house.

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>>39235442
Me. Executive dysfunction, severe generalized anxiety, severe depression, depersonalization and derealization feel bad mang. It's been worse since my oneitis abandoned me.

>>39237336
>weed
Log the fuck out

>>39237336
Weed is not the problem here

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>>39235442
Guys I'm so confused what should I do. I'm finally going through my NEET face
>Not going back to college this year
>Have no money at all
>Live with mom
>Have no job
>No real motivation and energy to find and work a job
>Hate being a wagecuck
>Have loans and debts to pay.
Anons, what do I do?

>>39236736

Aww poor little baby has been sad for weeks! Whole weeks!

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>5am in the morning
>talking to myself
>every time I say something really cruel or negative I just sit there repeating the phrase for 10 seconds

>Messiah complex
>need to save humanity
>See god in all beings
>Wake up one day and suddenly want to nuke humanity
>suddenly fantasising about rape and murder
>suddenly wish to hear screaming and witness human filth being destroyed

>scared that this post is going to be captured by intelligence agencies and used to defame me in the future when I inevitably rise to power

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i never really thought about suicide and i still don't, but i just want to move to the mountains in japan and live all by myslef.
>inb4 weeb
i count give a shit about japan, but i live in a country full of mountains and forests and i don't like these types of forests (i don't know what type it is but it's like those shitty mountain forests with some tumblr text all over it). don't like those aesthetics.

>>39237336
Stop smoking weed dude, its probably not the problem itself but it wil enhance your problems.

>>39238876
He probably hasn't talked to his girlfriends or friends in a few days!! Man really is down. Let's give him our sympathy like everybody else, only his whole family, girlfriend, friends and everybody he knows cares about him :(

> started living on my own
> Lost the few friends I had
> No contact with humans
> Hart going beserk al the time
> Thoughts become more clouded every day
> Mfw I think of the person I used to be.

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>>39238876
>>39239349
Detected the emo fag
>Always feels the need to make fun of people because their sadness is not as deep as his
>Responds with extreme sarcasm and passive aggressiveness with every post.

>>39235442
>trying to understand understand understand
>UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT OF LOVE
>fap all day, then install some emulators and torrent some linux distros
>the delicious poo turd i left in the microwave oven begins to sing in the key of x
>chop the onion, then complain a bit about lack of gf
>ahbloo schurzzauw urbungen durbust ubiduu fup-fup oberghaelist nif unkk turbulence
>HUSTLE BONES COMING OUT OF MY MOUUTH
>realize that the astral dimensions have been foaming in my kitchen
>my cat doesn't give a fuck
>i don't actually have a cat so i put my dick into a whiskey botte
>covfefe

No, Stallman.. you are the daemons!

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>>39239466
>cant even fukin remember anymore!!

>>39238970
same deadass