I can make others laugh, but I feel nothing myself, even when I hear a really good joke the most I'll respond is a puff with my nose.
Today an old man came up to me while we waited in line at a fast food place, he wanted to tell me jokes. Some of them had merit yet none of them I could laugh to.
I feel like an emotionless robot, God help me.
NOBODY HEARS MY SORROW
GO BACK TO POSTING IN TRAP THREADS YOU CUNTS
iktf bud. i just want life to end even though i dont have it bad. even though its pointlessninstill cant bring myself to just shoot myself because i just dont like the thought of me doing it ir messing it up or being in pain. i wouldnt trust myself to do it and plus it feels kinda fucked up just to kys all alone it has an eerie feeling and i dont wanna pull the trigger
ideally id be in either the desert or deep woods on my knees and someone shoots me in the forehead with a shotgun until i only have a neck. after the first shot you would have to be unconscious and anything after that is just assurance
how would someone befriend people or get to know someone whod be fine doing something like this one day
do you feel this way op?
>>39225007
I've had thoughts about it but I'd never do it.
Killing yourself is taking the easy way out.
If I need to suffer to get through life then I'm damn well gonna suffer, if I already want to die then what shall I fear?
>>39224561
I don't share your feel, but I share your pain
>>39224561
Old people generally aren't that funny to young people. There are some really funny oldsters tho, but everyone gives people a puff or a huff out of courtesy when jokes really aren't that funny, nothing to be upset about my good bot.
>>39224561
I don't know your feel, anon... but I do know your pain. Shit hurts... really fucking hurts. There's this massive void despite all the good things in my life, and no matter how hard I try to fill this void, it all seems for naught.
>>39224561
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E2E_RSJAhYU
thought of this song. maybe its relevant lol
>>39224561
ur such an asshole, u shouldve laughed at the old mans jokes, hes dying for christ sake! you probably made him cry..
>>39225063
So much this.
I see so many people on this board thinking they REALLY want to die
but like you said, if that's truly the case, then what do they have to actually scared of?