A-sexual autist finally gets that straight edge girl

and they said to drop my standards...

>>39222609
Did you actively go out and search for a girl to get into a relationship? When I found out that I was asexual(a year ago, I'm 22, I'm retarded I know) I decided to not care about getting a gf. My life is still horrible and everyone looks down on me but why do you care about getting a girlfriend?

>>39222609
so if you're both asexual, then aren't you just friends instead of bf gf? without sex, a romantic relationship would essentially be platonic, right?

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>>39222609
Also, do you still have that mentality of what should be attractive about a girl's body but still no reaction of any kind? If I ever actually get into a relationship in the future, I don't want someone unnatractive. With sex being everywhere and everyone wanting it I feel even shitier.

>>39223854
actually no I tried websites over and over and at one point i even joined a site for disabled people because i thought it would be the only way i would find love and nearly spent a hundred dollars on membership fees.... then i found asexual dating sites and I was off and on because i would lose inpiration but i reached out for the last time and found my partner >////< and I mean before i was a fucking wreck i wouldnt sleep i would hallucinat and talk to myself for hours at a time to a can of peaches im dead fucking serious and i mean already iim taking care of myself im sleeping im eating i jsut feel like a human

>>39223854
I needed her so i could value myself, I would honestly walk home after work jsut wanting to get hit by a fucking car. if i could explain it I was so co dependent I just needed some one special to take that place for me so i could be happy, and i mean shes everythign i could ever have wanted and we think the same on every level shes like me but smarter

>>39223914
Well If I had to explain a-sexuality or any sexual orientation We as humans do crave intimacy even asexuals believe it or not, its an artifact of our humanity to want to create life but in an asexual it must be obscured because I want that closeness that only a over can give but i dont want the sex and neither does she though she is open to experimenting if we do change. And we are partners allot of people say that if your not dicking your partner you arent together and i believe outside of sex there are other things that only you and a love can share that simple friends cant

>>39223939
check the comment i made about our mortal desire for intimacy, and with that i can absolutely understand beauty I do watch pron as well... She watches porn to but she admitted to me shes never masturbated because she doesent know how to o-o. I am atracted to women even asexualy i guess that goes into the biological intimacy thing