Things that made you turn into a robot

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>>39061375
>be me in highschool
>be huge normie
>bunch of friends, hang out with them often
>become basement dweller because I like my pc

>>39061403
You had a shot and threw it sadly.
I was never given a chance in the first place.

>>39061375
They can sense it, anon.
The normies uncounciously know if you are one of them or not.

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>>39061555
I know it now anon.
This normie advice
>fake it till you make it
turns out to be just a meme. Believing in normies' advices, i am such a retard.

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>>39061632
w-what are y-you gonna do with t-that fist, Anon?

>>39061646
You don't wanna know anon.
Step aside.

>>39061632
I played a bard in a group of quiet players so I had to become the face. It bled into my real life.

>>39061674
I don't get it. I know what a bard is, but what is a quiet player? And how did it bleed into your real life?

>>39061674
And what do you mean by "become the face"?

>>39061674
Are you talking about a MMO. What are you talking about?

>be me in uni and hs
>no job no friends then
>no job no friends now
>it only gets worse each year

>>39061375
growing up with a bpd single mom.
there should be a law that does not allow people with bpd to have children.

>>39061920
what's wrong with bpd

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>grow up sheltered
>move 3 times during middle school
>the few friends I had turned out I was only their 'backup friend'
>highschool is even worse
>the only friend I made my last year of highschool turned into a /b/tard and ditched me the day of the school trip
>3 other loners I got together with to play multiplayer with online had more in common with eachother, brought their own friends and pushed me out of the group
>most people I add on Steam have timezones that just don't work
>the one friend I'd made on Steam went full /pol/
>now the Youtuber friend I have over Twitter is going full Antifa SJW because e-celebs he looks up to
>mfw

>>39061961
impulsive, dumb, mood swings, dramatic, easily annoyed, tense, irrational . . . .

>combination of neglect and abuse at home with bullying in school
>tried to just bee myself in uni and thought i made a few close friends, brothers and sisters close
>turned out i was testing the limits of their patience all along by being clingy and way too open about things normal people dont talk about
>got a fulltime physical job and started gymming
>too exhausted and tired to feel anything but empty
>fake reciprocation of closeness to the remaining few who claim to care about me
>life is theoretically going uphill (more fit, more money etc. than ever)
>it's my day off and I'm on my bed in a pillow fort vegetating on the laptop shitposting, feeling like crying and listening to romantic songs
>the one person I thought was a soulmate of sorts I haven't had contact with outside of one meeting six months ago
>moved half the continent away since
it hurts to wake up in the morning and the pain doesn't go away

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>Be me
>Tried asking a girl out at school
>She laughed right in my face and shouted in the whole cafetaria "GUYS LOOK ANON IS ASKING ME OUT HAHAHAHAHA"
>Went to school for 2 more days after that and after that quit HS
>24yr old basement dweller now

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>>39062401
you should have smashed her in the face real hard

>>39061706
>>39061735
>>39061782
How do you guys not know tabletop? He played the bard, so he was the one who had the best rolls for dealing with other characters socially. He became the group ambassador, and it bled into how they really interacted with the group because they were more introverted than he is.

>>39061527
Failed normie, he's better than you

>>39061403
Reeeeeee failed normie BTFO REEEEEE

>>39062401
What a fucking retard you are to ask a Stacy you barely know out, it's your fault, it's like touching a wild lion and then complaining if it eats you

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>>39061375
>be me
>affluent family
>opportunity
>oh shit life gonna be good

>middle school
>mental illness begins to unfurl
>uh oh
>mom insecure about me
>psychotherapy begins

>10 years of misdiagnosis' and forced occupancies
>relationship with family decimated
>SSRIS, Benzos, general Anti anxiety meds, sleep aids
>losing my fucking shit
>everyone at school knows
>in perpetual state of despair
>attempt own life with phenobarbital

>wake up
>Jesus fuck
>heart stopped but they brought me back
>back to the psych ward
>recommended for electroshock
>I have to sign consent, if I don't I'll be held indefinitely
>sign my brain over
>7 rounds at the shock shop
>synapses fried

>19 now
>you thought I was crazy huh? Watch this
>traffick marijuana for 3 years
>almost get pinched
>survive
>PTSD/BPD

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>>39061375
>no father figure to teach me how to be a man
>alcoholic mom who constantly fed me fast food and never made me do anything constructive or intervened in my life unless it was pissing her off or making her look bad
>essentially raised by television and nintendo 64
>make a few geeky friends in high school
>try to fake being cool in college, failed miserably
>drop out due to extreme misery
>attempt suicide followed by mental hospital stay
>now unemployable, in debt, poor, and incapable of functioning in any way remotely approaching normal
>just lay in my bed and engage in temporary distractions on the road to the grave
>no friends to talk to, just mutter to myself all the time about what a fucking wretched person I am
>want to cry but no tears will come
Unironically hope I die ASAP.

>>39062025
>not going for one of the extreme
Fucking normie, you deserve it.

>>39062776
nigga relax, selling a stick a day don't make u some heavy dealer.. baka

>around puberty start eating more than I should
>hit growth spurt and keep eating
>turn into a fatso
>become self conscious about being fat but lack the knowledge and willpower to lose the weight
>turn into a fat recluse all through high school
>lose some weight and try to reinvent myself for college
>end up staying a shut in and gain weight back
>graduate and get a job I hate because my industry went to shit senior year
>work a dead end job that had me traveling to the middle of nowhere
>24 khv ready to kill myself, actually bought a bag and helium
>decided to give it one more try
>get accepted into grad school
>quit my job
>spend 6 months before school starts getting in shape
>lose 60 lbs
>force myself to go out and meet people
>find friends
>lose my virginity and find a gf
>get a job offer for when I graduate doing my dream job
>literally turn around following /fit/ memes (even used /fit/ approved pickup lines when I lost my v card)
If I can do it, you guys can too. It just takes time, about a decade for me. Just don't throw in the towel because even though it feels like you continually fuck up no matter what you try, there's always next time and you'll figure it out eventually.

>live squatting in a condemned abandoned house for my entire childhood
>abused daily
>went to school every single day
>tried to get help every single day
>literally told every adult i could find
>no adult ever noticed
>no adult ever cared
>the kids could tell and beat the shit out of me for being a smelly dumpster person
>never got help
>only got punished

That's when I realized that if a normie finds out you're not part of their worldview - ex. you're poorer and more damaged than they ever thought someone who manages to maintain school attendance could be - they just pretend you don't exist until you go away.

>>39062887
Your insecurity is palpable lol. I've lived a much more exciting life thank you

>>39062887
>>39063372
Than* orignalllllllllllllllllllllll

>>39061375
>Things that made you turn into a robot

acne

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>>39061375
>be me
>be black
>be a weird, goofy kid in elementary school, fairly extroverted, and have plenty of friends
>move to a new uptight private elementary school with completely different kids
>people hate me because of how I acted, eventually I stopped being extroverted and tried to fit in with the other kids but still never made any real friends in my new school
>start middle school
>even more new people I don't recognize
>it's a really ghetto school
>get bullied constantly because I was black but didn't "act black" (I spoke properly, didn't listen to much rap music, etc)
>become even more anti social and depressed, self esteem is pretty much fucked up beyond repair
>grow up a shy, boring person that's too nerdy to hang out with normies, but not nerdy enough to hang out with other nerds.

and here I am now.

this was more painful to recollect than I thought it would be.