25+ "where's my it gets better" editon

you get kicked out or them

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>alienated myself from the few friends I have left yet again

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>>39053855

>tfw the older I get, the more full of rage I get

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>tfw want friends however when the opportunity arose I didn't want them anymore because my mind is so fucked due to over a decade of solitude and I can't function around people.
>normies think I think i'm better than they and get asshurt for me existing
>be 27
>trying to get a low tier job
>fucked!

had to get it out

>first day in highschool
>get bullied by 3 chads
>fight the main chad on day 4
>i gain his respect
>main chad gets kicked from school due to bad grades
>other chad keeps bullying me
>can't do shit because 75% of the entire school is friends with this chad
>tell principle i get bullied
>they do nothing
>ask parents to be transferred back to my old school
>they disagree because this school is closer
>"just focus on studies despite having 0 friends and everyone hating you"
>want to drop out, miss school days alot
>dad tells me ill die in the streets if i don't finish my highschool diploma/ged
>constantly juggling between hiding bad grades/escapism/smoking weed with outcasts
>eventually manage to not come to school at all for the last 6 months before graduation
>one month later i get drafted into mandatory military
>had only 1 month to enjoy freedom with my true friends
>1 meh year in the military
>got dismissed for drugs
>get mental illness from weed
>become a shutin for 7 next years

Any other parent bots here?

I'm 31 with a five year old daughter

>>39054438
do what i do when confronted with normies

give high fives for black people
with whites try look sophisticated and cynical
with chads/turbo normies talk about some meaningless event that happened to you

>>39055056
What do you feel when you see loli posters?

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>was doing go great with my diet
>lost a shit ton of weight
>tfw not motivated anymore
>binged this Friday and ate at maintenance today

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>>39053855
>26, almost 27 never had a gf
>used to want a gf more than anything
>in the past few years of having no luck i'm at this stage now where I don't even want a gf anymore, all I want is to live by myself and be left the fuck alone and not bothered by anyone

Anyone else here like this?

>>39055261
>not sure if i want a gf
>not sure if want to get laid
>not sure i want to travel/be a foody just because i want to get laid

this is the worst thing ever

>>39055056
Why do you consider yourself to belong here?

>>39053855

>almost 25
>people my age have apartments,gf's and cars,jobs
>I have none of those
>used to want to gf extremely badly, but as I've gotten older realized that I'm probably too spergd to ever successfully commit to any relationship.

I just want someone to care for me :( I've weathered this shitty robot suit for too long and its not fair IM A HUMAN BEING TOO

Have you ever met a normie more negative, cynical, and pessimistic than this board?

I recently did and it made me realize how awful my mindset is while I browse this board. Basically one of my hardest examples of the detriments of negative thought.

The fact that I've never had a gf is has been hitting be hard recently. I hung with some friends I hadn't seen a while, and they both brought gfs. Everyone seemed so happy. It made me realize how lonely I really was, and that I'm not confident enough to attract anyone.

Not bitter, and not a virgin, just extremely lonely.

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>>39053855
>got shitty part time job
>a well paying career is out of reach unless i invest another 5-10 years of my prime into something i dont like doing
>dont enjoy vidya like i used
>dont have the looks, social skills or status to attract girls
>life feels even more meaningless than it did last year as a neet

>>39055810
There constant exposure to pessimism here is terrible for your confidence. Confidence, whether legit or fake, comes from the power of positive thought.

>>39055261
I'm exactly like that
>25
>used to want gf
>Now work 3rd driving truck
>Wake up at 7 p.m. weekdays, 10 p.m. weekends
>Just want to quietly fade out of existence in the confines of my basement.

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>tfw hope is dead
>tfw no longer feel anything when interacting with females, no fear, no hope, no nothing

Finally there is peace, it just took 27 years

Any military bots here? I'm 25, and have been seriously considering OCS for the Navy. I'm not a complete sperg so I know I could make it. I just want something that will force discipline in me.

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>>39055862
>mid to late 20s
>"""""prime"""""

Let's not kid ourselves here, we're all at the end of our rope. The only prime we had is now gone and all that is left to salvage what's left of our shitty lives in order to survive.

>>39055889
Doesn't feel too bad really.

Who's in there 30s here?
I just turned 37 last month. Friend gave me a fucking peyote cactus for my birthday (only friend I have)

I don't even do drugs anymore and never tried this one, so I just put it on my balcony.

>>39055996
32 here. I would love to try something like that if I didn't have to worry about my job.

>28
>a massive loser in comparison to the rest of my high achieving family
>khhv
>aspergers, depressed
>lost all my friends 4-5 years ago
>cut myself off from them and my family
>barely graduated college 5 years ago with a meme degree but done nothing with it
>ugly
>poor
I really don't have any reason to exist. If I died nobody would even notice for weeks. Only attendent to my funeral would be my mom, dad is a maybe, siblings not, zero friends.

>>39055238
One binge doesn't ruin everything. You'll notice tomorrow (that not).

>>39055865
true, btw I recommend an app called "5 minutes journal", really great.

>>39055996
>Who's in there 30s here?
reporting.

feel like >>39054434

>>39056528
do you know
>tfw your sister invites you to her med school PhD graduation
?

And you don't go, for obvious reasons.
And she's badly hurt, doesn't understand why you're so mean ?

>>39055056
I have 4, because I've made a lot of mistakes in my life.
>5 year old twins who live with me and their mom (we're not together but she's still here)
>3 year old who's with me full-time
>4 month old who goes back and forth between me and his mom
I just want to die. I did even before I had them. Nothing's fun anymore.

>>39056650
I can barely handle the weight of wagecuckery and existential crises, I can't even imagine how enslaved and constrained you must feel. The fact that you haven't killed yourself is a miracle, hang in there.

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>26
>fat, spic, unemployed
>live with mom
>khv, no friends, no prospects
>tomorrow i will look for jobs in vain again
every night i scream, call God a cunt, telling that bitch to finally do ot and kill me. hasnt worked yet. why couldn't i have been aborted, why do spics not believe in abortions? fuck i want to die, please kill me.

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>>39056746
I feel about the same as I always have. The main way I feel trapped is that I can't kill myself now. I always figured I'd coast until things got bad enough, then eat a bullet. Now I have other people depending on me so I can't.

>>39056751
get a fucking grip you're still in your 20s and have a nice exciting job search ahead of you. Won't it feel good to earn money again?

>>39056622
You did that?
I would have done the same. I just feel too embarrassed about myself to be around my family anymore. Its just ...imagine being forced to exist around hyper-normies who subtly mock you and push their superior lives in your face constantly. Not worth it.

>>39056777
Suicide is a human right, ultimate freedom, to have the choice to opt out. We didn't ask to be born, but you can always die on your own terms.
If you can't even do that, then you're no better than a machine, or in your case a cashcow for your spawn.

That's why I avoid roasties, commitments and intimacy like the plague. Freedom before all else.

>>39056867
It's not because of money. I've got family, their moms have family, they could have good lives. I don't want them growing up without a dad. Even if I don't see them every week, kids need a dad.

I belong in this thread. Im just like you guys. No friends, no life.

>Stressed out
>Eating like a pig
>Most likely ate 5000+ calories today.
>Still hungry.

I should have just bought alcohol and spent the day drunk.

>>39056777
>always figured I'd coast until things got bad enough
This is exactly where I am in my life right now. Also khv with no hope.

>>39055929
If i could get my shit together a bit earlier, i could still enjoy my 30s. Which is young enough to do anything without feeling like a weird old man.
In competitive sporting terms, yea we've got no chance.

>>39056936
You should know that it takes a while, then. It started at 13 for me and things just never quite got bad enough to complete lack of energy and willpower.

>>39056920
and what the fuck did that consist of?

>>39055056
How did you get THAT lucky, robot?

>>39056964
Yeah it started for me right after I got out of high school and pretty much lost hope of ever being happy. I used to think I'd just join the military as a last resort but now I feel that would be just as bad.

>>39057201
I thought about that for a while, too. I'd like to just lay down and not wake up. That seems nice.

>>39055036
Are you also khhv?
Oregani

>>39056891
You're doing good anon, hope you realize that

>>39057553
What, by being around for them?

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>>39056596
reportage. You may not get better, but everyone else still succumbs to age.

>>39053855
>26
>living at parents
>night job
>home gym
>train and instruct martial arts
>comfy community where I can practice my divination and am appreciated
It's a pretty comfy life. That 20k debt hurts but I'll be through it in no time...

Why are virgins here not simply paying an escort to lose it?

>>39055036
Why didn't you finish school?

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>>39053855
tfw just started dating a 14 yo girl

>>39055056
fuck you, you have someone who loves you unconditionally and have something to live for

go fuck yourself

>get groceries at store
>my accomplishment for the day

how fucked am i

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>>39055889
>no longer feel any need to try to impress people
>have accepted than shame and embarrassment is inevitable
>no longer afraid to fail which is making it easier to try new things
>am honest with my own desires and will make earnest attempts to fulfill them
>treat my family with love and compassion because i want them to know i care

the anxiety is almost gone, but i'm still left with the apathy and rage

>>39053855
>be normie
>post pickle rick because its a reddit normie meme
>pretend to be a robot
>????
>profit

I think I finally got this board you guys, we're all depressed but we're romanticizing our depression so that we don't feel so bad. because either way we wont put in the effort to make our lives better

>>39055996
34 here. Got a career and shit. Everything is pretty dull. Thinking about buying a remote piece of land to go die on.

>>39055889
Wow, Satania is a fucking jew!

>>39058967
Ima prolly gone do something like that in October maybe

>>39059007
comprehension, ya dingus

>>39059938
>we're romanticizing our depression so that we don't feel so bad
How does this work?

>>39059938
If it took you that long to get it i feel bad for your parents.

>>39053855
feel that op, I'm 27 and when I go to bars or the gym people want to get in a fight for some bizarre reason. Is it prison rules or some shit?

>26
>eat some comfort food
>feel disgusting and constipated all week
>drink a few beers
>all fucked up the next day
>buy new vidya and play it all night like the old days
>back pain prevents me from enjoying a single moment of it

well at least i've grown out of getting any paranoia from weed so i guess i'll just get stoned and lie on the floor

>>39060742

Nobody wants 25+ lone males hanging around. Nobody. Especially not other men. We are the true omegas.

>20 years old
>still one class to finish at community college for my associayes
>starting engineering school this semester at university
>all I've done this summer is work and eat like shit, saved very little money
>hoping to god I can lose significant amount of weight in the next ten days to look decent
>at the end of the day, at least I'm not a virgin

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>>39060734
i know i'm stupid, why do you think i'm in this mess in the first place

i'm jacking off to your post right now imagining you're a cute girl (male) who's talking down to me, and there's nothing you can do about it

>>39060825
>20

leave now

original

>>39056751
>White liberal mom actually believes in abortions
>didnt abort me
>still has the nerve to complain about how I'm a 29 year old neet loser.

I'm willing to set aside my dislike of spics and agree with you on this issue.

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>25
>40k comfy IT job
>40k saved
>not a khv
>live at home
>overweight and drink/smoke too much
>tfwngf

not too bad though really

>talk with girls who come here to get to know them cause shared feels/experiences along with interests
>they always turn out to be 17-20

Anyone else annoyed with this.

I'm 25.

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>have people over because they say they want to come over, and that I need to socialize and shit
>Sure, sounds like fun
>Part of the night is fun, the other part is literally just all of them hanging out in my room talking to each other
>Looking at me and whispering and laughing
>Making fun of my stuff
>Moron fucks up my glasses that were on my nightstand

Why are people so shitty? I just don't understand. They are SO SHITTY. They were incredibly rude and insulting towards me for absolutely no reason, and it fucking hurt. I'm 26 and I really still have to deal with people like this in my life? I thought I'd be married by now, but instead I have to deal with people like this that gossip and act like high schoolers.

I just want to find a NICE girl my age who isn't fucking shitty to everyone around her constantly, and settle down with her so I never have to see these people again

27 in a psych ward right now. There's a girl 5 years younger here that's kinda cute, but I'm pretty sure she's a liberal normie and she had an abortion. Ima try and get to know her better, see if she's worth the effort to maybe one day de-normafy but I'm not getting my hopes up

>Get a job
>Don't really do nothing
>Apparently I'm good at it
>So good a manager quits, gets another job, and recruits me there
>Somehow working 2 jobs
>Somehow get a social life to justify snapchat
>Almost had a girl over today but stumbled over it
>About to go to the movies and not sure why


Things are just happening and I can't figure out why. What?

>>39063430
Go see Spider-Man. It's good

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>tfw will be happy with a shitty job that pays enough to rent me a plot of land to raise chickens and veggies
>tfw planning on renting 2 acres of land and selling shit at the market
>I was talking to someone at the farmer's market and he makes 3k a month growing shit
>spend my spare time planting and reading literature about soils science and horticulture
>going to finish my degree in horticulture i only need 5 more classes
>27
>not even going to be the oldest person in class because there are many retired people there and people in their 30s-40s with youngfag between
>don't feel bad because no gf like i used to
>feeling content with small things like a nice day and a good meal
>can now wrap my mind around how people work mundane jobs and watch tv and do nothing else for decades
>can now understand why people commit suicide
>giving less and less of a fuck evrey day
>liberated from high expectations
>liberated from the pressure of my meme dreams