post your general feels
for today
>>39040338
>vodka and pizza for breakfast
I hate sundays, fuck being a wageslave
had a shoulder surgery on Wednesday
now im lying in bed with pain
tomorrow ill be at my doctor and get painpills
cant game because my pc is at home and im stuck at my parents'
so watching commentless lets plays
>>39040338
i realized i had/still have a lot o body stims like those autist have,but i'm not actually an official approved by a jew autist and that makes me upset for no real reason
>Woke up midday
>Feel tired still and like shit in general
>Need to do some cleaning but have zero motivation to do anything but sitting here and shitposting
>>39040338
Same shit as always, boring and annoyed.
>>39040338
no work so im feeling fine
>>39040368
sounds delicious desu
>>39040338
lethargic because I do not have any hobbies or things to be passionate about beside browsing 4chan and masturbating
>>39040338
Came to realisation that the reason I get fuck all hours at the place I work is because the head chef hates me. I have no idea why either.
He's extremely sarcastic too. I was generally kind too him. Dudes a mess.
girl I met up with won't talk to me anymore.
feels bad man
I recently started seeing a girl, and I'm already sick of it.
I just want to play video games, and she keeps messaging me.
Fuck off, bitch, I'll meet you when I'm in the mood.
Are all women this needy?
Met up with a bunch of old friends last night and had a lot of fun. Woke up a little hung over but had cute text from gf. Solid 8/10 Feels right
>>39041267
Get ready for the following;
>Asking when she can move in
>Demanding to spend more time together
>Getting pissed off with you when you're busy
Relationships were a mistake
I just wanna sleep. It's 10 AM, I've been lying in bed since 4 AM. Shit sucks. And yes I know I should stop shitposting and close my eyes but I spent hours trying that and it didn't work.
Woke up today and realized that I don't care about anything. I don't care whether I live or I die, whether I eat or not. The only thing I feel is a lethargic hatred for reality. Why am I even here, well guess it doesn't matter anyway. I'm so bored
>>39041393
you care about not caring apparently
get fugged gay retard
>>39041318
The thing is (and I think this applies to most women), she's constantly bored. This is absolutely unfathomable to me. I have enough to do for four lifetimes, video game included, while all she has is Facebook. No wonder she's being needy, I'm probably the most interesting thing in her life right now, while I'm only interested in her thighs, which I can do without just as easily.
Being a guy is amazing, when you really think about it.
Had this weird red dot next to my eye since I was 14. I think it is just a fucked up blood vessel. I cut it out with scissors a minute ago. Hopefully it heals well
>>39041545
post pics, I wanna see the damage anon
>>39041393
This is me exactly. Why do all the perfect people get to wake up happy while I sit here in bed contemplating suicide
I'm starting to feel more and more depressed about how I've allowed apathy and laziness to completely overtake my life. I can feel my dreams slipping away and I don't know what I'm going to do to replace them. I'm becoming more and more angry and lonely and isolated and it's not healthy socially, mentally or emotionally.
>>39041545
Ouch. Why didn't you visit a doctor?
>>39040338
The hottest girl I know posted a video of herself blowing vape into another girl's mouth, and it's the sexiest thing I've ever seen, but it also makes me a little sad because she used to be the sweetest little homeschooled kid, but now she's 18 and turning into a huge slut. I'm really torn.
Had to put down my cat a few days ago, so it's shit.
>>39041545
I've removed several birthmarks like this, it's gone well.
>>39040338
>party last night
>first time actually getting wasted
>ended up having to sleep in the same room where one of my oldest friends and a girl he met at the party were fucking
>half drunk
>mostly high
>very sad
>woke up
>feeling more depressed because I'm still a virgin
>got a McGriddle (Sausage and Egg, no cheese) and went home
>listened to Wonderwall
>might go out and buy a capo so i can learn how to play that today
>tfw falling for a girl
I'm scared.
smart people scare me
i'm a ~110 IQ small vocab brainlet and i'm afraid whenever i'm interacting with people who either are confirmed smart or who seem smart to me
>>39040338
Zero motivation because everything fails. On one hand, people tell me to just stop pushing for things and they'll come to me. On another, if I do stop pushing, how the fuck am I supposed to acquire shit?Yes I'm talking about getting a gf too here.
>tfw trying to stop taking Adderall
I'm so fucking tired
>>39041545
Sizzors plus eyes
>>39040338
I was eating lunch with my Chad coworkers and one of them asked me a series of questions that made me increasingly uncomfortable, ending with "have you ever had a girlfriend." I lied and said yes, but I think everyone knew I was lying. I just thought that it was rude of him to ask me a question like that, let alone in front everyone else. I had to choose between lying and humiliating myself with the truth. I still haven't forgiven him for that.
>>39043245
I had a dream this morning that I got a cute girls number, and I had a conversation with her in which I could tell that she really liked me and looked forward to our date.
I should have known I was dreaming...
>>39043245
Should've just said you don't have a gf. Chads are often okay with it and won't be assholes. Just start acknowledging that you don't have a gf because there's something wrong with you and that's it. No point lying. Nobody will beat you for it. And Chad might actually want to attempt to help you out.
>>39043293
I had it too a few times. The terrible feeling when you wake up and realize it's a dream is really uncomparable to anything else. Everything IRL is so ridiculously gray and colorless.
>>39043348
Well the problem was that everyone was in the room listening to the conversation. And he asked if I had EVER had a girlfriend. I didn't want to admit that I'm a kissless virgin to the entire room, so I lied.
>>39043461
Dude that's not a problem either. You are what you are, and the sooner you acknowledge it, the better. You think people aren't making snarky comments about you now? You're wrong.
>ex gf block me again
I don't what i am feeling. It's so "normal" to me. Almost like if that hole in my chest become part of me.
I remember a few years ago when everyday she used to break some part of me. Today I deal with college, job, money and a lot of headache. I just don't know how to express myself, anons.
i' m giving up
too retarded to do anything well
my retardation is making others laugh at me
i fuck everything up with it too
>>39040338
Everything that was happy 2 weeks ago is now sad. I feel anxious everytime i wake up and i'm not sure what to do next
>>39040338
>just checked every girl that rejected me
>all found boyfriends
>>39040338
I'm actually in a pretty good mood today. Browsing r9k before I see a roastie for some fucc to remind myself that life is actually good sometimes.
i've been caring for plants for a while and im satisfied with my room garden with a betta fish. caring for plants gives me good feels.
>>39040338
I hate today. I did stupid stuff last night when I should have just gone to sleep. Now I feel physically like shit and texted the girl I used to love fucked up shit. I hope to god she's blocked me by now. I just wish I could forget her number so I couldn't do that pathetic shit anymore.
>get pushed to get therapist so i don't hold back my feelings
>tell the guy how i really feel
>he says i'm overreacting and doesn't take me seriously
WHATS THE POINT???????????????????????????????????????