Why do you hate yourselves anons?

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>>38967209
I push myself aside from all social interaction and have pushed away alot of people yet i still miss being with them.
I constantly think of suicide but i'm not man enough to do it
I want something more out of life yet i don't want to move or do anything.

>>38967209
because, I'm too unassertive and weak.

>>38967209
I'm working on not hating myself and having more compassion for myself.

Because I have absolutely no internal drive

I've built an illusion of some ideal version of me which is not who I am in reality. I don't live up to those expectations. I can't come to terms with it.

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>>38967209
don't hate myself so much desu mostly hate my life even my life situation is great
>scandinavian
>no poverty
>can eat
>can buy clothes if needed
>health care
>buy entertainment stuff
>not homeless
>not forced into labor to survive
>can study

feel nothing dewd
also no drive to do stuff i wish i could kill myself (puss) or was forced to do something to survive

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All I want is to have enough money to live alone and take care of myself without having to deal with people.

I can't make money without interacting with people.

Therefore I find myself in a constant struggle where part of me wants to do what it takes to survive and sustain myself while the other part just wants to leave and never have to deal with listening to anyone or looking them in the face again.

Well overall I don't really hate myself, I love being alone. But if you just want to have a shitty psychoanalytic thread about inner struggles I figured I could contribute a little.

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same problem here i want a job where minimal human interaction. Then take care of all home stuff and just be my own human

you summed it all up for me

>feels good to not be alone with these simple desires most humans take for granted