feel's threads with robot buddies

I feel lost. Dont know how to explain it. I wish I knew all the right answers. I only have one life, one shot.

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i don't feel like myself anymore. i don't know how to fix this.

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I feel disillusioned with reality but I try to keep going. Sometimes I like to close my eyes and fantasize what life could be if certain events didn't happen the way they did. Right now, pathetically, I'm thinking about my ex. We split 3-4 years back, but I feel like no matter how much time has past I can't move on completely. I don't know, but I'll be okay.

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everyday is a struggle, i wake up feeling this heavy weight over me. im 32 days sober and life is starting to feel normal again, but not normal enough. i wish i put more time into my art, since its really all i have in this life, not that its that great, yet at least. we're all gonna make it anons, tomorrow will be a better day

My only two friends are dating and seeing them interact with each other wants me to rip my heart out of my chest. We've all met each other at the same time, why are they so much closer to each other than they are to me?

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the urges to self harm are getting stronger
the thoughts about suicide are getting stronger
i dont know how long i can take

>>38950631
Did you have a crush on her?
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>>38949391
I'm dead inside, too. What's your story?

>>38950653
>her
All of us are male. And yes.

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>>38950678
>All of us are male.

>>38949076
dae wagecuck? started a new job a few weeks ago. the last two jobs i quit 5 days in and 2 weeks in respectively. this is the worst job ive ever had i think but I dont really wanna quit. roll dubs and ill say what it is

>>38950712
Don't be upset over the fact I didn't fall for the tricks of the manipulative heartless female species like you did

>>38949076
i have started to have full blown hour long conversations with random voices in my head i think i might be starting to get schizophrenia since it runs in the family

>>38950735
>Implying I fall for the vaginal Jew

At least I'm not a faggot.

>>38950770
Is living the rest of your life without feeling love better than being a faggot?

i feel so alone. i don't know what to do. my friends have left. i can't find the will to leave the house. havent really been sleeping or eating. just drinking. i don't feel anything when i hurt myself now. just gonna fucking end it soon.

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I feel like one day I'm going to wake up and kill myself. I just don't see a future that's worth it. Ever since she left my life has gotten worse no matter how much effort I put into fixing it.

>>38950789
I don't feel love anyway...so however long the rest of my life will be, I'm sure that I'll be able to continue to manage without it.

>>38950944
Tell me why you don't feel love, anon

Feel like I've lost the will to change.
Not a good feeling.

>>38951004
I'm pretty much dead inside and emotionless.

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Her hair is therapy to my cold and brittle heart
Her smile is the sun yeah she got me from the start
Her lips her eyes her body and the warmth upon her face
She was always by my side yeah I never had to chase
But now it's gone or it's broken and I know that people change
I've been left and empty shell, to wither and fade away

I feel like a wind up toy where every day is the same. I repeat the same actions every day, wake up, go to work, come home, eat, sleep, repeat. I wan't some sort of direction in my life but it feels completely void of all purpose. I have nothing to look forward to, no friends and no gf. My only real communications to actual people are through the internet. :^)

I'm sick of the fucking rain. I almost wish I was a neet so I didn't have to go outside in it. It may not be coarse or rough, but it fucking gets everywhere.

If I don't get drunk before I go to sleep I lay awake for hours thinking about where i went wrong with my life. I think i'm becoming an alcoholic and I just want it to end

>>38950449
>>38950631
>>38950713
>>38950828
>>38952328
Please leave normalfriends. This is a thread specifically for robots. Thanks :)

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>>38949076
I just woke up and I already feel like shit. Might be because I only got 5 hours of sleep and have fa fucked sleep schedule but I had this dream where I got together with a qt and felt happy and then I woke up to this nightmare where I'm still a KHHV. I wish I knew how to talk to or even see girls, I know they're mostly at parties but then I have to know a guy, who knows a guy, who knows girls and I don't even know the first guy. Wouldn't really matter anyways because I'd probably fuck up and lose my normiemask during a party and reveal myself as the socially inept loser that I am. I just want a girl to cuddle, to love. be loved by and to have intimate sex with, is that really too much to ask for, everyday I feel closer to suicide or going full Elliot Rodger.

It isn't fair.

Every day is the same, I'm going to die alone, and there's nothing I can do to change it / Suicide is generally a really good option for men

I know exactly how to get out of the rut I'm in, I just can't get myself to do it

>>38949076
>Gun smoke in the air
>Friend weeping in pain
>Blood pools everywhere
>It's pouring acid rain
>Our homes destroyed
>Wishing this to end
>Hey, someone's coming here
>I hope it's a friend

>It's not fair, it's not right, there's no reason to fight
>But still that is our daily lives
>Guns loaded, blind hatred, no eyes that are kind
>And no sleep at night

>Kings and Queens of Wasteland we were
>And already forgotten the reasons to fight
>From the day we were born was bloodshed forever
>We've seen enough comrades go dead in the night

Just broke up with girlfriend. Feel devastated.

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I just want to write a fucking book but I can't even muster up the energy to start.
I can shitpost on this retarded shithole for eight hours a day but I can't write fiction for teenagers.
I want to kill myself but I'm scared of how painful it will be.
I'm in England so I can't even use a gun.