>be me
>feel constantly apathetic towards everything
>have no major hobbies or interest
>realized a while ago that I'm playing video games purely for escapism
>all I do on weekends is look at memes and play whatever garbage flash games I can find
>anyone else know that feel and know any ways to overcome it
Apply for a job overseas senpai
https://jobs.goabroad.com/
see the world and bee yourself
Write down flexible but manageable to-do lists for your day. Include plenty of time for shitposting between short bursts of productivity (vacuum your floor, practice figure drawing, go for a run whatever). Make sure you get some physical activity in. The last item on each list should be writing the list for tomorrow.
It's very generic advice but it helps me.
>>38943427
I just wanted to say op that no matter what, this polar bear will ALWAYS be walking toward you. No matter what.
>>38943427
You're depressed. Pick up hobbies you really enjoy that motivate you, get a job, work towards a gf, maybe therapy if need be
>>38943427
I know exactly how you feel believe or not. Even as far back in high school I would get spurts of energy and get good grades then "what's the point, who cares?" kicked in and I would mope around.
That attitude never goes away. I'm 34 and still deal with apathy despite being employed full time, married and owning a house in the suburbs. Everyday I realize that in grand scheme of things that my life is pointless, my accomplishments mean nothing and that I would be way more comfortable just sitting around watching the world pass me by.
For me the key was (and is) exercise. Every time I have an existential crisis or feel down I work out or clean or mow or do busy work. It releases endorphines and feeling of apathy tend to go away for a while. Everyone is different though. I just try to stay busy till the darkness passes.
I'll get called a normal fag but whatever