I need a hug. I need physical attention. I need to cuddle with a girl. My heart hurts so much why can't I just be happy
How old are you? Don't worry you'll probably get numb
Fucking hell I feel you anon
I've had wee moments of it and I've come close again but fs I just want to be cuddling a girl rn
>>38939496
19. And it's worse than never. Nobody will want an inexperienced virging. Its only going to get worse.
>>38939609
*ever
Everyone says cuddling is a necessity in life. And that the lack of physical contact scars your mind heavily. I dont know what to do.
>>38939478
girl i know gave me a sidehug today because she feels bad for me, i broke down crying imidietly after
>mfw a side hug gives me a breakdown
>couldnt stop the tears from coming
>>38939478
Do you have a pet? Pets may not exactly be as fulfilling as humans to cuddle, but damn if they don't make a pretty good substitute.
>>38939478
Well, if its any consolation here's a hug *hug*, please don't take such the wrong way.
>>38940493
What's a side-hug?
>>38939609
Nobody really cares if you are a virgin, they care much more about what you think of them frankly - humans are programmed that way. Sure it makes good gossip buts that's essentially it, all my friends have made it pretty clear that no-one really cares about your virginity unless you plan on going to clubs and such, though such cess-pits of degeneracy should be avoided at all costs in the first place.
>>38940956
>>38940493
>They won't let me . . . I can't be . . . good!
>>38939478
Me too, anon. I keep getting emotional and crying all the time lately. I don't know why.
I've been feeling very effeminate. I'm not sure what's going on.
>>38941342
It's okay man. (OP here) I lost my ability to cry about two years ago
>>38942208
These mood swings don't feel natural though. Something's not right.
They don't feel like they're caused by any drug I've been taking either.
I tried to hide how much of a failure I am from the few people I know, but I can't fool myself. they know, they all know