I think I'm losing it. My reclusive lifestyle is probably having a really corrosive effect on my mental state. My reality is really fucking weird and I know it is not normal to feel this. I've listened to this song on repeat for about an hour and a half now. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6lYDZ8xGVY
I'm so lonely. I have a bad feeling in my guy like a bomb is about to drop but it never comes. All this because I can't get a gf and don't have a normal job like some normalfag? What kind of twisted sick punishment is this. Why did I have to be born a fucking manlet skellington beta fuck. I doomed.
>>38932139
What a cute song. Too bad about your rotting brain.
sounds like you are ethier going to have a mental breakdown or descend into schizophrenia
>>38932139
You need to change your approach, anon. If you keep blaming your circumstances ("born a fucking manlet skellington beta fuck"), you'll feel like you're never at fault and you're not doing anything wrong, but you'll also feel like you're not in a position to change where you are and that doesn't help you at all. You need to start taking responsibility for your actions and become the master of your own fate.
>>38932139
>he fell for the NEET meme
Sure im a khv, autist, wagie yadda yadda but at least working helps me retain my sanity and allows me some normality
Getting and keeping a job has in every case been the best thing that has happened to me.
Get a job op.
Preferably something where you also work with women.
>>38932139
>>38932884
Some people just aren't meant to be NEET.
Then there are others who exist to be NEET anyway and who run away from a "real life" in order to try to maintain sanity.
It's a good thing that you anons know yourselves now though.
>>38932139
You have good taste, OP. I own the original aussie 45.