negative thread

>>38929287
I no longer value human life. If a mafioso came to me tomorrow, and gave me a hitman job, I'd take it.

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>>38929287
I wouldn't say I'm particularly evil, as in, I don't feel a malicious intent on a regular basis or towards certain people. However, I do feel hate. I feel hate in my soul on a regular basis. But it's generally not directed at anything, which makes it worse. It's just pointless hate at nothing and everything. I constantly like crying all the time when I feel this hate, but I haven't cried in years.

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>>38929287
I would have no qualms denying a child a copy of ROLLER TYPING

I'm very hateful.
My dad was all worried about my brother when he was in prison for the first time.
I told my dad that the big strong black men will make a prostitute out of him. He got upset but, I kept laughing and laughing.

>>38929382
A true monster

>>38929287
i get alot of detailed and violent thoughts on murder that i want to act on because I have alot of hate and anger

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>>38929382
What the fuck anon, you better be joking.

I often imagine murdering people that have witnessed me displaying weakness. I wouldn't kill someone out of hate, but I would to protect my ego. I really want to become an assassin or work at a slaughter house. I don't have a strong urge to kill random people or animals, but I know I would feel nothing doing so. I've killed some farm animals and I started hunting. I truly feel nothing after I kill them. Recently I stopped hiding my true nature. I've offered to murder multiple my friend's enemies for them. They always laugh it off think I'm joking. Not even remotely.

>>38929344
This is where I'm at. I'm not violent or sadistic.I would take no pleasure in it, but I'm just fucking jaded now so I don't value it. My old best friend died recently, didn't bat an eye. If the money was good enough, meaning equal or better current job, I would have no problem taking it.

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>>38929287
I molested a girl high out of her mind on xanax. Still fap to that memory sometimes. Pic very related

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I haven't talked to my brother in over 10 years and i don't intend to.
We live in the same house

I fucking want to die but I'm too a pussy to kill myself.

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>>38929287
things are gonna get surreal soon, normies aint gonna no what hit em

>>38929287
I feel as though I do not feel empathy anymore. I would take the Hitman route. I only have one goal: Kill the Man who wronged me. I would torture him in the most painful ways I know. After this I would become a wanderer.

>>38929644
i wish i could feel outrage and anger that way i'd be able to stand up for myself.

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I hate everything and everyone. I hate reading news because I feel everybody is stupid as hell, blinded by feelings and irrationality. I hate "progress" and I'm in a field that seems pathologically enamoured of it (Computer Science), as example I hate "self driving cars" with the most intense vitriol. I've come to hate science and its stupid optimism. But I hate myself too because I haven't succeed in anything despite believing I'm superior to pretty much anybody else, there are very few people I hold some respect, when I go outside, I look down on 99.9% of people. I hate being alone, I hate not having a girlfriend or any sort of contact with the opposite sex. But it's so absurdly hard for me to connect with anyone else I will probably end alone for the rest of my years. It doesn't help that I also hate women and their innate irrationality. I hate sociable people, I hate beautiful people, I hate the rich, I hate the poor, I hate women, I hate men, I hate blacks, I hate whites, I hate everyone, everything and myself.

All I want is to beat the rat race quickly and move to the countryside somewhere and rot alone in bitterness and solitude until I decide to blow my brains off once for all.

>>38929736
That's pessimistic nihilism not evil

>>38929762
IDK how you call it. It might not be "hate" in your opinion because I'm not aggressive, but if someone were to do something to me oh boy how would I enjoy beating him to a bloody pulp.

>>38929838
Talk is cheap shithead

i think the world should have a world breaking event, to wake it up.

something along the lines of a super disaster, war, large famine, or a huge virus outbreak.

millions or if not billions will die, but it will be for the better of society.

>>38929869
Ooh this I fantasize about ww3 a lot
Also eugenics

>>38929382
MODSS BAN THIS SICK FUCK

>>38929576
I remember reading your story a year or so ago

You're still a faggot fyi

spend lots of time burning with impotent rage

>>38929382
do kids learn typing in school anymore? do they even need to? do kids even use keyboards anymore? or just touch screens? WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?

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>talking to friend about my insecurities
>feeling exceptionally shit about myself
>friend says "You're a better person than you give yourself credit for"
>don't want to be that guy who makes the conversation awkward but say "Could you say one positive thing about me besides that I'm 'a good friend'?" anyway
>he writes a list of stuff that basically just amounts to being 'a good friend' (trustworthy, friendly etc.).
>tell him he just said "a good friend", just in more words
>he doesn't really have an answer beyond that