>want to make a post outlining my feels so that other anons might find catharsis through our shared suffering
>cant find the right words for it, feels like theres no combination of words in the english language that could describe how i feel
>give up and go back to lurking
its like im a prisoner in my own mind.
>>38905558
In a way this is that post anon, I relate to the inability to express my suffering
>>38905558
I've been trying to practice my writing, and while it's mostly technical writing, I found my vocabulary increasing. Even then, it's hard to describe abstract feels.
I feel your pain friend. If you can do your best, we're here to listen.
Iktf dear friend. I wish I could tell you how to snap out of it. Swim through the motions I guess
>>38905558
I felt the same way until I read The Catcher in the Rye. Salinger gave words to my feels through the character of holden that are just so perfectly accurate I couldn't believe it the first time I read it. I highly recommend giving it a look if you haven't yet
>>38905660
man its like
people keep doing things that i dont ask for and that i dont even think i want. they say "oh we'll just go out and get you a job/into school/both and everything will be fine" but its not fine, i can feel inside me that theres no way id be able to do anything like that in the state im in now but i cant ask for help because when i try to bring it up no one ever listens or its forgotten the next day or i cant even make the words come out in the first place and even then i dont know what i need help with because i dont know whats wrong with me
Practical advice for r9k feelers. There's tons of dank youtube videos on this stuff
>nofap
Constant masturbation messes with the dopamine levels in your head making you depressed and not want to do anything. The longer you dont fap/look at porn/think about porn the happier/productive you will be
>Sugar and carbs
These also mess up your dopamine, although not as much as masturbation. They mainly make you tired, sleep longer and brain fog. So switch a no carb diet
>20 minutes hard exercise
Getting your heart rate really high for 10-20 minutes makes your body use up all the chemicals in your brain to do with anxiety. Do this at the start of the day.
>>38905558
I know how you feel. I also feel like I come off as too whiny, blogposting about shit nobody cares about, or fishing for attention/sympathy/something.
>tfw too beta to feelpost on /r9k/
Life is a folly. I don't know exactly what you are going through, anon, but I am suffering too.
There are so many things absolutely, profoundly wrong with this world, this life.