Creepy and Stalking General

>>38879711
gdfgfdgd

>friends say try online dating
>hesistant, humour them
>see attractive guy
>message them
>get number
>ask on date
>ghosted
>they seemed really cute
>sad
>oh well
>forget online dating

>try online dating again several months later on different platform
>same guy
>huh
>same username for everything
>get really sad because we have so much in common
>periodically browse his music playlists on Youtube because we listen to the same stuff
>seriously consider going to one of his painting exhibitions to "accidentally" befriend him
>just google everything about him out of boredom
>things his dad published, newspaper editorials his mom wrote, the B movie his sister starred in
>his depressing old blog where he whines about his problems
>I relate tremendously
>end up making a dating profile that specifically highlights our common interests
>he messages me first
>asks me out
>I've never been asked out
>he's super forward
>"I've never met a girl like you, etc."
>date
>He's really nice, but not as perfect as I imagined
>He's sort of dumb, tbqh
>25, living off Mommy and Daddy until his painting career takes off
>but he's really nice and likes the same stuff so I'm still really into him
>lean in for kiss in movie theatre
>nope.jpg
>embarassed
>he tells me that he thinks we should be friends
>I start crying
>I've been rejected a lot
>but he seemed really interested in me???
>he says we can be friends
>never speaks to me again

I didn't stalk him after that. But yeah, it's been over two years and occassionally I play with the idea of checking his blog for new music, but I know not to do that again. Sometimes I'm embarassed I told my friends, but they also told me about laying their heads on train tracks so I guess everyone's a little nuts. I just have to acknowledge that cyberstalking is wrong even if the person has shit security, and learn not to idolise people. I can be better than this. Hopefully other stalkinganons feel the same.

>>38881004
You've posted this before right? Ive read it before. Still sad. Sorry that happened anon.

>>38879711
I think the closest thing I do to stalking is looking at my oneitis' pics on social media. She does follow/friends me back and so do others but all my social media is blank with 0 posts and I only use pm sometimes.

>>38879711
took many MANY creepshots my freshman/sophomore year of highschool and jacked off to everybody. only recently deleted them all. sometimes i regret it.

deleting them i mean

>>38879711
All the interesting girls IRL have a very uninteresting social media presence.

>>38881042
forgot to mention, that includes my current gf

>>38879711
>Middle school
>Follow girls I like to their houses
>Trick is to walk on the opposite side walk and couple paces behind
>Once I know their address I leave random gifts at their doorstep
>One time I did that, her neighbor found my gift and took it
>I still follow random people back to their homes when I'm bored.

>>38881031
I have! Oh gosh, now I'm nervous he'll read it. He said he didn't browse 4chan outside the art boards, but now I feel bad.

Well back in college I would dress in a dark hoodie and follow small groups of people/individuals as they were coming back from bars back to their dorms. Always made sure they could tell I was at least loosely tailing them. Got to be pretty good at it. Since I'm 6'5" it made it a bit more fun since I imagine they'd be more intimidated. I also would occasionally flash my pocket knife if they stared back at me.

>>38881114
Nah I doubt he'll read it anon. Most people don't really go to /r9k/ cause of the bad stigma associated with it. I just remember it cause it was very specific and I remember thinking that even though it was a bit obsessive, I felt bad you were let down and shit.

>>38881150
>feeling bad for a roastie
my god.
kys whiteknight fag

>>38881194
>not feeling bad for your fellow robots

I shiggy.

>>38879711
>Do you engage in stalking?
Not really, the closest I came was looking up my oneitis's instagram and facebook which I'll still check every now and then. She almost never posts anything anyway and when she does she almost never posts pictures of herself.

>>38879711
Estalk multiple exes for decades. Never say anything. Just pretend I'm involved in their lives still. Get sad.

>The only student who paid attention in hs history class.
>Crush with 40 years old Senpai all year but never have the chance to admit it.
>During college and feel regret I didn't do anything.
>Start tracking his linkin profile and send him message i had crush on him back during school.
>No reply at all whatsoever but still adding what skill I am good at.
>Found his daughter fb and start being friend with her
>One day, sneak in chat and gave her my love letter to her dad.
>Forgot this is not snail mail and she can actually read all I wrote.
>She weird out and block me.
>Still tracking his linkin to this day, just waiting for his answer.

>>38881218
thats a fucking roast beef

The most I've done was creep shots, and subsequent masturbation to these creep shots.

>>38879711
>grouped up with kid in class for a project
>seems a little quiet, but we plan ahead for a couple of weeks worth of work on this project
>at home, I stalked the kid's social media pages, got a feel for what he was like, and also found out what school groups he was in
>listened to the bands he liked, watched the movies he enjoyed, even ate the food that he took pictures of on his instagram
>over the course of the weeks we worked together, I would try to bring up the things that I knew he was interested in, he seemed to go along with it just fine and it gave the illusion that we were getting along pretty well
>I mention that I wanted to join a club that he was a part of, and I asked him if he was a part of it
>He says he went once about a month ago, and found it strange that I would know that he was a part of it
>I stammer a little bit, and just said that he seemed like a pretty well-rounded guy that was in a few different clubs and knew a lot of people
>He asked me what he has said that would give me that impression
>Try to change the subject to a movie that he had gone to the theatres to see last week, he gets visibly nervous
>Next day, teacher pulls me aside as I enter the classroom and tells me that my partner is going to finish the project outside of class and that I am going to be transferred to another teacher because my partner (surprisingly) assessed that I was stalking him
>later find out that I had accidentally liked one of his facebook posts during my "research" so he knew what was going on pretty much the entire time

I was just trying to make a friend, and instead I made a fool of myself

>Was in 8th grade
>Had a friend name, Emily
Emily stalks all her crushes when she confesses/falls out of "love" with them, she claims she hates them and had 0 chance with her.
>Emily asks if I had a Chad in any of my classes.
>I did have Chad in a class, I told her and she took note of it
Fucking weird.
>One day I'm sick and sent to the office.
>Chad is pulled into the office.
>A text message from Emily, someone told her Chad's in the office.
>She wants pictures of him.
>I creepily take pictures of Chad, send them to her.
>Pictures were of his face.
>She asks for full body pictures.
>wtf.jpg
>Takes it for her, sends it to her.
>Later that week she confesses to Chad, and he declines her.
>She goes around telling people he stalked her.

So never stalked anyone, but I did deliver.

>>38881514

>Had a girl named Emily and her cousin I think take pictures of me in middle school
>Emily puts them up in her locker

What a coincidence Anon

>>38881150
Awww, that's so sweet anon! I love when I recognise people on this site, even if I get paranoid. Why are you in this thread?

>>38881194
>>38881260
>virgin

>>38881257
Holy shit. What was he like? Was he married?

>>38881366
Awww, that sucks anon. I'm sorry that happened to you. It's good you want friends, but that's probably not the best way to do it. Feel better, my dude.

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>>38879711
>be that awkward 19 year old guy in a group of 16 year olds
>girl sitting next to me has a dirt mark on her leg
>lick finger to rub it off
>it wasn't a dirt mark

The embarrassment of it still haunts me to this day.

>>38882134
virgin isn't a insult here you worthless roastie , keep on stalking chad but he ain't gonna pump you full of cum

>>38881004
There's nothing "wrong" about cyberstalking--anything someone posts online in this day and age, they should know that it's not private.

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>>38882284
I meant I was a virgin. Nice confirmation bias, though.

>>38882292
I agree that this guy was really naive, but wrong is wrong no matter what. Just because someone walks around a dangerous neighbourhood with their wallet sticking out of their back pocket does not mean theft is moral. Pic somewhat related.

I think invading someone's privacy in a way that they would be disturbed by if they were away is wrong. Treat others as you would like to be treated.

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>>38882134
I saw your post from the main page and I was like, "I remember her!" so I just replied. Plus its 11am and I got nothing to do tomorrow so Im just doing some late night browsing. I don't have much to contribute to the main topic other than like I sometimes check the facebooks of girls I liked back in HS but thats kinda whatever.

>>38881366
This could be a chapter in pretty much every /robot/'s life.

>>38882390
Eh, I don't think browsing old FB pictures on occasion is creepy. My Stacey sister told me about how she got drunk off whine and stared at her high school bf's wedding photos while sobbing. It's standard normie behaviour (not calling you a normie).

>>38882218
Totally robotic has but not stalking

>>38882387
The difference is, taking someone's wallet leaves them missing something. Reading info on someone's social media account that they voluntarily chose to post and not make private does not take anything from them.

My state has voter registration records online that anyone can access; every time I meet someone new, I look them up to see whether they are R or D or not even registered.

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>>38882432
Yeah I don't think it's that bad at all. I know its common but thats probably the most Ive done in terms of that.
Haha don't worry I wouldnt get offended even if you did call me a normie. You posted Kant, do you like him? Honestly, I don't think what you did was "wrong" just more harmful to /you/ more than it did anything to him. Like things like that are public. It'd be a bit different if you like, got into one of his accounts and accessed stuff that wasn't public. But yeah I think it was just harmful for you, not bad of you. Idolizing people puts false expectations and all that.

>>38879711
I don't engage in stalking, but a few times in high school I'd look up social media of girls I knew and jack off to their bikini pictures.

>>38881588
I am grateful, I wasn't her cousin.

>emailed a girl saying i was her secret admirer
>she replied to me in a humorous way
>we start to exchange messages daily
>confess i'm in love with her
>she says she loves me too
>life suddenly is not the same
>world is coloured in romantic undertones
>i dance in the dark and take rain baths
>tell her that i know where she lives and that im in fact very close to her
>"well... thats pretty creepy"
>tells me she has to take a break but will email back some day in the future and in the meantime she would not respond my emails
>tell her i'll wait her forever
>she is married now and has two kids and a pretty normal life
>this happened in 2001
>i still check my inbox everyday hoping to see her email ;_;

>>38882853
Did you at least kind of soften the impact of that information when you told her? Something like
>sorry if this seems really creepy but..

>>38882552
That's not even stalking. Everybody does that.

I follow the blog of a girl who I'm infatuated with and ask her random questions. It's all nice stuff. Never hate mail. I like her posts and talk to her on there sometimes.

>>38883485
I know it's pretty tame but I didn't think it was common. I also saved a couple of them to my phone and hid them in Private Mode in case anyone went into my gallery, but I eventually deleted them.

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>See pretty smiling girl on train
>Seeing her smile makes me happy and I start smiling
>She sees me smiling at her
>She stops smiling and looks away

>>38879711

>meet a grill on train ride
>have to sit next to her, no seats left
>talk a bit
>she tells me her first name
>don't want to lose contact after i leave the train
>too beta to ask for number or full name to add on facebook or whatever
>spend the rest of the train ride picking up minute details of her person
>memorize face, backpack, see a college book she's reading and discreetly jot down the title
>she chats with a friend on her phone
>i glance at it and memorize her friends name

>once I'm home i use the collected data
>search for her friend on fb
>never saw her pic
>skin through dozens of profiles to find one with a connection to grill
>find one that has a picture of grill, but can't see friends list
>they go to the same university
>check the universities facebook group for grill
>bingo
>send her friend request literally the evening after the train ride
>when she never even gave me her full name

She never responded :'(

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>>38882495
You're still defining morality via consequences. That's wrong. What if the man was going to use the money to but child sex slaves? /b/ memes aside, most people would consider depriving him of his money as a moral good. However, you don't know that, you just robbed him, and that was still wrong. Consequences do not make an action right or wrong.

Also, it's disgusting that your state does not respect voter privacy. You should not do that.

>>38882515
Yeah, it was harmful for me - I had a panic attack and missed school the next day. That isn't the point I should focus on, the whole thing showed how obsessive I can be and I need to reign that in before somebody gets hurt. You're right about me being more directly affected, though.

>kant
He's pretty cool. Pic related. Something I'm reading for laughs.

>use omegle
>talk to blackbox that has known me for some time, he says he know where i live and has my ip adress, mentions my city correctly
>play it off as if it's nothing
>he proceeds to say that he'd been looking online for people with my same body type to find me on social media

overall he seems atleast somewhat obsessed with me, although i'm sure he's using whatever software he uses to track IPs on everyone for the sake of fucking with them. Idk if i shoud be worried or not. For sure not using omegle after that though, fuck that.

>>38884412
What the fuuuuuuuuuck.

What do you mean by blackbox? What else did they say?

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>tfw nobody will ever stalk me
I just want my perfect doll gf...

>>38884605
blackboxes are people that dont use cams, so u just see a black box.

He didn't say much, just kinda tried to flirt with me and before that we talked a bunch of random shit. I've deleted most of my social media just in case he somehow figures out my name, made my fb private as well.

What's reassuring though is that we live in relatively distant countries, so i don't expect him to come all the way over here.

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>>38884336
That sucks you got a panic attack. I've had one before and its one of the most awful things. You seem better though so thats good.
I think consequential ethics are important but I don't really like Kant. Also I don't personally place morals above myself like that.

Did this incident help shape your Kantian ethics or something? I'm curious. Also how old are you?

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>>38882218

sad kek anon

>>38883983

THIS IS THE ACTUAL REALITY OF THE BEFORE TRILOGY

>>38884730
That's smart. Sorry social media got ruined for you. What country was he from?

>>38884778
What happened in your attack?

>shape
Not really. I'm not even a true Kantian and have a lot of serious inhibitions (the murderer at the door scenario) about his beliefs.

>old
22.

I know all about muh colombian crush. She is just so cute. Its fun to dox people.

>>38885233
>Not a true Kantian
That's kind of a relief. True Kantians are really annoying. No offense of course.

As for the panic attack, I got into a really bad depression and right in the middle of it, my best friend of 7 years told me I was just being a dramatic piece of shit and he was tired of me, and that he never wanted to talk to me again. I had slowly stopped talking to all my other friends besides him cause of the depression so he was pretty much my last emotional support.
After he sent me those messages I pretty much freaked out and had a panic attack.

I-I'm okay now though. That was two years ago.

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>>38879711
If I see a cute girl sometimes I follow them for a few blocks. I stop when I realize what I'm doing and buy a soda or something somewhere to make me feel less crazy.

I should start taking photos.

>>38885233
Im thinking he's an amerifag.

I have stalked almost every girl I met on social media. I save the best pictures (bikini,feet,face) and whack it. I seriously get off faster and better to this than porn. Also creep shot a few times. Fuck I have problems.

>>38882218
how tard do you have to be to spit and rub someone you dont even know?

>>38884631
amputee is fucked but i know that feel, but unless you are some anime-protagonist-tier robot then you can kiss that dream goodbye.

>>38879711
I offer women on social media money for them to make me videos of themselves crushing food bare foot. I enjoy asking women I know under the guise of a throwaway account.

i used to stalk a trans girl and i liv in a small town
i stopped after their friends kept mocking me,
someone killed my cat, had my dad threatened, his dad threatened me at a bar

man stalking in the end aint worth it
that shits not healthy

my life is fucked now because of my insane behavior :(

>>38885779
>trans
Don't mean to be rude but that's gross, and they appear to be too much effort to get anyway.

>>38885736
>amputee is fucked
What's wrong with it? An adorable girl with no limbs who I have to take full and constant care of who I can dress as my beautiful little doll is the perfect ideal. Obviously I wouldn't want someone to chop off their perfectly healthy limbs just for that, but still.

>start thinking about girl I used to like in hs who didn't want anything to do with me
>get mad about it
>find she has shitty videos on youtube that look like attempts to be creative
>make throwaway account and leave vitriolic comments
>she changes all her videos to private

>>38885938
OK I see what you mean. But no arms to show appreciation? Come on anon, have a bit of taste!

>>38885977
To show appreciation? I'll embrace her whenever she asks, so what exactly does my precious doll need arms for?

>>38885968
The beta uprising at its climax.

>>38885895
i know anon i know ive been told so that its gross

>>38885992
I wanted to hurt her feelings and make sure she knew she wasn't creative, and I clearly accomplished that.

I have a bunch of girls tumblr links from high school and they post nudes and stuff sometimes or just diary entries complaining about their lives and whatnot and occasionally I'll take a look at them.

tell my friends that i toy with their emotions just to see what will make them mentally break

I'll take a few days to message girls back because I want to seem busy but I'll look at their social media to find clues about what to talk about in the mean time.

>>38885895
and i mean i know that its gross and it was wrong to stalk them but at the time it seemed like what i wanted

but in hindsight i realised i looked and was probs acting insane and was not thinking clearly drinking,weed and not sleeping right.

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>>38879711
>tfw no cute af virgin robot will ever stalk me

>>38879711
Say hello to a girl and have her run away.

>>38881004
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that, annonnette.
Just keep doing your thing and be open to people and I'm sure you'll find someone worthwhile.

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>>38882134
>>virgin

And you're not!

>>38882387
>>38882515
>>38881031

Are you two cucks flirting?

>>38879711

One time I hopped a girl's garden fence at like 2 or 3AM and jerked off behind her shed

>>38881257
Is this a bot?

No way in fuck is that a coherent thought

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God I'm such a terrible person for wanting a human doll, aren't I?

>>38882284
>virgin isn't a insult here you worthless roastie

It's an insult everywhere.

>>38886312
this is so fcked up lel, and i've journeyed 4chan for a long time

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>>38886347
It's the purest form of love, you filthy normie.

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>>38885938
really makes you think
originality is overrated in thought

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>>38886372
Listen, if shit happens to a body, shit happens. Robots are part of a very small group of people that understands that the human is more than the body.

On the other hand, your autistic fascination with limbs being cut off >>38884631 shows a exactly 0 fucks for your "gf"s wellbeing.

This is some form of power play, that you cucked your mind into thinking is a form of love >>38886372
>>38886312

Here's some proper limbless love, bar permanently damaging people, fettishizing infants, or whatever perverted thing you do.

You almost convinced me that you want to love the unloved. >>38885938 But this is your brain cucking you into thinking powermongering is real love.

>>38886591
Not into amputee but this anon has the right idea.

>>38886290
Mayb. Why do you ask anon?

>>38886651

Lol, just discord each other, and kick off the other 2 people that could have joined on this thread.

You guys might make something good out of it/

>>38885346
>kantians
>annoying
I didn't know there were enough to formulate a trend, haha.

>friend abandoning you
That's disgusting, anon. While I think a really depressed person can be a huge emotional burden (see David Foster Wallace's short story), the solution is to redirect them to help, not to abandon them.

Fuck that guy, stay strong, anon.

>>38885779
What did you do to warrant that reprisal? Were they out? Did his family accept him? Was the issue that they thought you were going to go full /pol/?

>>38885968
I sort of did this in high school.
>best friend since kindergarten
>new friend I met at anime convention
>best friend and new friend hang out
>cast me askde
>new friend in particular was really mean to me
>few years later
>senior year
>"new friend" shares her Tumblr everywhere
>she doesn't know I have the URL
>I make a parody of her very melodramatic blog called the Super Duper Pancake Blog
>basically I reblog everything she does, but pancake themed
>someone rats me out
>thought it was because this girl was fat
>and black
>because Aunt Jemima or something even though the logo appeared once and it was a parody of her Homestuck fanart and not racial at all

What comments did you leave? What was she posting? Singing?

Probably voyeurism on family members.

>>38886057
I never fucking understood this. One of my friend's girlfriends has a sex blog, she posted her nudes (WITH METADATA) here, etc. Even after her breakup from my friend she KEPT THE PHOTOS UP. He didn't revenge porn her because he's a good person but Jesus Christ the stupidity is astounding.

>>38886125
What was your motivation?

>>38886221
Thanks, anon.

>>38886228
Read the thread, champ.

>>38879711
Nothing, really. People may have attributed motives to me that I never had because I'm a manic weirdo and give off some sort of vibe, but I've never done anything intentionally creepy.

I'm not really obsessive with other people to want to stalk them in real life or otherwise. The most I'll do is read somebody's Facebook wall once in a while just to see their thoughts about things. I don't even look at their pictures usually. I genuinely do not care.

>>38886772
>Man how the fuck do you dig metadata out of pics, that shit's complex

also, contact via throwaway the anon you were chatting with. It'd be heartwarming

>>38886696
I wouldn't mind that but I don't know if she would.

>>38886713
Yeah being an emotional support can be taxing but that's what best friends are supposed to do for one another and shit. I was there for him and all that but yeah.

He actually tried to apologize two years later for not being there but he was more than not there for me. Some other shit happened that I don't want to get into. He also told me after he thought I had become gay for him even though he's with a man now so he was probably just being a self hating homophobe.


Which short story is that?

>>38886850
>if she would

You guys are getting a thread rocking about some fucking existentialist philosopher.

and if you could chat about that, you can talk about anything

so yeah,I gotta gut feeling you wouldn't mind each other

>"woman" starts some thread
>attention whores
>gets all the beta boys to want to talk to her
>r9k falls for it hook line and sinker

absolutely pathetic, you people deserve to get shit on by women

>>38886978
ohshitwhathaveIdone.ti-basic

that redpill went right up the ass

>>38886772
i quit stalking them but i wanted to be friends with them an i thought they were really cool and fashionable

>>38886713
i think they had a few other stalkers in town also besides me and just decided to fuck with all of them including me

someone jackass phoned child services on their kid the trans women had with a lesbian and they freaked out
its understandable that they did.

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>>38886903
I like existentialism and I enjoy philosophy so yeah. And yeah I got the same feeling that you do so I'll ask.
I got the same feeling

>>38886772
I'm the guy that recognized your story and the one who's been chatting with you about Kant/stories about anxiety/friendships.

Would you want to chat outside of this thread?
I'm a 25yr old American, who's into philosophy (pic related),politics, history, and just reading fiction in general. I have other hobbies too but I think those are the most relevant.

>>38887119
Ouch, sorry.

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>do collaborative writing online
>talked to this one guy who is married with a kid
>kept asking whether I had a boyfriend
>said no
>kept asking me why
>in 2015 I had too much stuff to deal with to consider having a bf
>he said that I should "live for romance"
>told me to dress more immodestly to try to attract someone quickly
>pissed me off a lot
>mentioned to me that he wanted to fuck a girl in his class despite being married
>his reason was that he did not want to get caught
>not that he did not want to upset his wife
>this angered me
>he used a fake name but i found his real name in an word document he sent me to review
>easily found on social media and record of his service in the US military
>found his wife also
>kept it secret until it was clear we were not going to write anymore
>he was busy with school and his wife was pregnant again
>blocked him off everything and never spoke to him again
>waited a few months
>created fake FB and messaged his heavily pregnant wife with messages about what he wanted to do to that girl in his class
>sent proof that it was him
>photo he sent me, name in the word doc, as well as information regarding location and military service
>she saw the message but didn't reply
>find out from stalking her family members that soon after they separated
>wife is now a single mother with two young children
>i don't know what has happened to the guy since but there's no obituaries so he can't be dead

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>>38887119
it's ok, we all know that feel. Didn't think it'd happen here though

I've never told this to anyone before but here goes.
>2013, second last year of high school
>complete loner, no friends, don't talk unless spoken to by a teacher. uncommon to say more than 3 words a day at school.
>new girl joins a couple of my classes. qt european girl. not overly attractive, apparently she has a nice body, but its not that that attracts me.
>notice she's very introverted. prefers to sit alone like me. we'd always sit at the front row of seats at separate ends in class.
>her personality intrigues me. add her on facebook eventually. surprised to see she posts A LOT. spams her fb with random, often intangible, day to day thoughts.
>would read every single post she made & wonder how someone like her exists
>on one of her posts one of her old friends posts a link to her deviantart account to embarass her.
>find a journal dating back years of similar stuff she posts on fb. short story lengthed entries of her day to day life & thoughts.
>also has a gallery of drawings she's made, mostly fantasy themed with a focus on woman.

just realised this is gonna take a while to write out. let me know if i should continue

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>>38887465
>>38887343
thanks guys if you notice her replies, they're like really spaced apart, so its not too late.

I hope.

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>>38886850
>thought you were gay
I don't really buy the whole "all homophobes are closeted" thing, but he sounds stupid if he thinks that's an excuse. If anything, it's worse. Dude thought you LOVED him and he fucking turned on you.

Sort of happened to me, but not as extreme.
>always there for my friends
>longpost in group chat about how my famiky vacation discended into a hysterical, violent, screaming mess
>I was now wandering around Cuba alone at night with no keys to get into the place we were at
>no replies
>get back home
>"that was fucked no one helped me"
>"un anon you can't insert niceness tokens to people and expect stuff, you're acting like a creepy friendzoned guy."

>story
The depressed person by David Foster Wallace, I believe.

>>38887054
This sounds like a wild ride. Start from the top?

>>38887119
>make a "X is a spook" joke
>brother asks me if I'm being racist.

>chatting
Sure, my dude, HMU.

What history? Pic related is my husbando. Do not believe Tudor lied. He dindu nuffin.

>politics
You're probably gonna hate mine since I'm "SJW" by 4chan standards.

>>38887839
Dude, proxy email him!

>>38887839
I don't buy into it REALLY either but its just weird he's fucking gay now.

Man that sucks your friends kinda like dicks.

All kinds of history anon. I just like world history in general.

>SJW
Nah I mean I'm not a fan of identity politics cause I feel it takes away from class struggle a lot of the time but I'm probably an SJW by 4chan standards as well.

>HMU
How do you wanna do this? What IM/chat programs do you use? I have discord among others.

Confessing here will only lead to regret and absolute misery.

Maybe jail time included.

And endless therapy sessions.

And a one way ticket to another continent.

Better safe than sorry.

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>2015
>enter therapy group
>qt there, at first mistake her for one of the staff
>initially very friendly
>find out she lives in an adult foster care home
>a few groups pass, we talk a bit
>add her on normanbook
>early 2016
>ask her if she wants to be more than friends on normanbook (this is where things started going downhill)
>butterflies.jpg
>she isn't "ready"
>tells me to wait a year reluctantly
>cry like a bitch a few times

By this time she'd quit being friendly and hardly spoke to me at all.

>start sending her shit from here (picture related)
>they creep her out
>getting progressively worse
>insult her child with down's syndrome
>culminates in me calling her dumb (the hypocrisy) and telling her I liked her a lot and blah blah all capital letters

..and then she quit speaking to me at all. I didn't stalk her but I did see her around town quite a bit.

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>>38879711
So, what has been your most successful stalk? Asking for a friend.

>>38888018
OP here, I don't stalk, I just enjoy reading about scum like you who do.

>>38888039
Its like walking into a thieves guild and asking for their fun stories.

>>38887974
.>he's gay
Sounds like paranoid projection.

>identity pol
Eh, I'm mixed. I think "I'm X, therefore I'm right" is dumb, but listening to people in specific groups is vital to hear their perspective.

>class struggle
Eh, I've had a lot of men tell me not to worry about the rampant sexism in my field (which is 70-80% male on average) because it "detracts from the class struggle". Which to me sounded a lot like "stop talking about problems where I am not the victim and therefore the hero of the narrative".

>hmu
I have zero social media outside Normiebook, which I don't wanna share on the chans. So maybe just dump some stuff and I'll check later what one I like / make an account.

>>38888082
>Sounds like paranoid projection.
On his part or mine?

>sexism
I mean yeah I'm a feminist but I wouldn't call myself one on 4chan. I care about the struggle of oppressed people, including women and minorities. I think we pretty much feel the same way on that. Class struggle effects everyone though, not just men but yeah.


I'll reply in a bit with some account information.

Where are you from btw? Like country.

>>38888170
Him.

Canuckistan.

>>38888202

Ah. Cool. Finally a cool person that's on the same continent as me.
I don't have normiebook social media stuff so
just email me here: [email protected]

I'll list all my contact stuff on there, so I won't have to post it on 4chan.

>>38888082
>>38888202
Email him dummy. Go do it.

>>38879711
>What's the creepiest thing you've ever done?

Existed as an unattractive man, within proximity to an attractive woman.

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I live in a small town with a huge ass hill next to it. I was thinking about getting a telescope and using it to sit up there and watch people in the town going about their daily lives.
Would this work fine? How far could a telescope let me see clearly?

>>38886312
Nah, I can relate too, brother.

>replace grils face in a porn scene with oneitis' face using photoshop

Those were the dark days

>>38881004
sad read, but that loser art-NEET is too entitled for an adult relationship anyway. also he sounds like a chad who would've played with your emotions and used you for awhile before letting you down hard. you maybe dodged an emotional bullet

>>38879711
When I was a teen like 15-17 I would fap to pictures of attractive girls I knew on fb. Stopped doing it and later had a gf and moved on with my life. Never felt bad about it though.

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>>38881004
i-is this creepy? i do this with every guy i crush on.

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>had a crush on girl in middle school
>middle school is a lil different in european countries
>i was 14 and she was 15 at the time
>would hang around her locker every morning,waiting until she came to school and then i just stood there, staring
>always told to myself i would initiate a conversation with her one of those times but never could
>practically kung fu-d by my physical attraction to her and also deathly afraid i would spill my autismo spaghetti
>also follow her home on a couple of occasions, then hang around her house p much every second day
>also stalk her on facebook
>her mom is one of my teachers, stalk her too occasionally
>she graduated middle school later that year
>finally i gathered up the courage to message her on facejew
>seems weirded out, gives one word replies,takes hours to reply
>don't even get to the "potentially asking her out" part
>say "sorry for bothering you, it won't happen anymore"
>never speak to her again

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>>38881514
cuckold by proxy

>>38885451
Many people jerk it to social media pics, anon. Girls know. I knew a girl who was flattered by that.