After years of lurking I finally have a good enough story to

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After years of lurking I finally have a good enough story to tell for my first post.

>Be me
>Parents force me to go to some shitty mini 2 week long computer science university course to try and get me out of the house
>Absolutely hate my time there, no one there even the teachers care about it and they just play shitty web games
>After a couple of days doing nothing except for playing web games I notice a qt3.14 sitting behind me
>Don't think much about it but after half a week of just sitting on my ass I force myself to socialise
>Start talking to the people around me most are nerdy quiet fags who are just boring to talk to
>Force myself to talk to the qt3.14 out of extreme boredom
>Find out she loves anime and games
>Start thinking she might be the one
>Time skip to the last day, not much interesting stuff happened, most of the days it was me talking to a bro I met or playing shit web games
>Over the time I had barely talked to the qt3.14 and even when I did it was me going up to her and saying 'hello' and her not looking interested
>Back to the last day, day starts off as usual just me and the bro talking, only the qt3.14 has now started coming up to me and talking
>About half way though the day the bro left early all by myself and the qt3.14
>Start hitting it off us talking all the time now.
>Last 30 minutes of the day, teachers say we can go now early
>Autism kicks in and I just get up and leave, leaving the qt3.14 behind without saying goodbye and getting her number just realising what I have done when I get outside
>Turn around see her there looking depressed, anxiety kicks in thinking about if she says 'no'
>Wait couple of seconds to build up courage
>Turn back around to reveal that she disappeared leaving me behind having no way to get in touch as she lives far from me and we don't both have facebook
>MFW I lost probably my only chance at love

I don't care if the story was shit I just needed it off my chest.