long term neet misery thread

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I don't think I'll ever be able to recover.

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who /highschooldropout/ here?

>tfw 20 and been a neet for 5 years

If anyone is interested I just had one of the worst days of my NEET life so far today. If you want I can write the story here

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>11 year NEET
>no friends
>never had a relationship of any kind
>take 6 tablets a day and still feel like utter shit

it hurts to continue existing

I'm dying, I need money, I can't buy weed, why won't anyone hire me

>>38868838
I don't care what anyone thinks about me, I don't care that I'm a piece of shit. I just want my own money and health insurance in case I get cancer.

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>>38868838
>24 yo NEET for 4 years
>khv ofc
>on day 8 of nofap
>just heard new neighbor has a 17 yo daughter
>can hear her sing loudly in the shower

>>38868863

I have a similar mindset but lately I've been cautiously optimistic. I'm starting to feel that maybe I'm not old enough to be past the point of no return just yet.

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>>38868877
dropout loser here, just started watching rom-com and coming-of -age animes recently. It fucking hurt seeing these kids doing seemingly mundane things that I will never experience.
>tfw miss out on young love
>tfw all the things I used to enjoy bring only regret

>>38868877
me - sort of. i'll be 20 in a year and the idea spooks me hard. i'm missing out on life RIGHT NOW with one month left of summer.

>>38868877
>>38869097
>>38869322
>tfw Dad beged me not to drop out end up a loser like him
>I did anyways
FUCKING REEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>38868877
yeah but look at the other side of the coin, I just turned 21, am a Highschooldropout and wish nothing more than to become a neet again, working will be the death of me, I've got work tonight, in 3 hours, I don't think you understand how soul destroying it is knowing you got to be somewhere at this time and then stay there for X amount of time doing something you hate and feeling perpetually uncomfortable

I tell you, what I'd give right this second to not go to work, or go to work tomorrow night, and stay up listening to music and posting on 4chan

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Close to my neetdom 10th Anniversary
No friends, barely got family that I never see, no responsibilities, nothing I have to care of.
Just long days to be filled consuming media.

>>38869097
i usually avoid romantic stuff since it reminds me too much of what i'll never have.
>tfw spent my whole life on the computer and thus never developed any social skills or had any friends
>tfw never got to hang out with anyone outside of school
>tfw no one ever showed any interests in me aside from wanting to bully and hurt me
>>38869322
i'm way too apathetic to really care these days but i sometimes wonder if i'll ever wake up from this mindset and realize that there's no going back and there's nothing left to look forward to
>>38869426
my mother were pretty accepting desu since she knew what i was going through. ofc they wanted me to finish my education but i was too fucked in the head by then
>>38869474
yeah i feel sorry for the robots that are forced to wageslave. i honestly couldn't imagine doing that for the rest of my life. i know i'm lucky in a sense but it's still quite shit being a complete loner who amounts to nothing. what do you work as btw?

>>38869546
Well I'll tell you, a loner is always a loner
Just because I have a job and interact with people that I don't particularly care for or like, I'm still a loner
And I wouldn't say working is amounting to anything, I'm just as much of a loser as when I was a neet

I work as a senior carer at a dementia specialty care home, I don't recommend it

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>>38869474
employed dropout here, coworkers constantly talk about their highschool years. It's even worse when they ask me about it.
>"Hey anon, how were your senior years like"
>"I... I drop out"
>"Why would you do that? Don't you regret missing out on teen love"

>>38868838
I was a long-term NEET and then I somehow got a job. The short time I've worked there, being around normalfags made me realize how far gone I am. At least it actually doesn't even bother me anymore. What bothers me is having to deal with normalfags. I don't want to fit in with them anymore but I'm forced to be around them, unless I wander off into the woods. That is a great source of misery for me.

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I still don't really understand why I became a NEET.

It was as if I was in a trance of stupidity and ignorance. Here in England you finish high school at 16 and are legally required to remain in education until you are 18. This, for virtually everybody, means going to college. College here lasts 2 years and is basically the last 2 years of high school for Americans.

I just flunked out of everything when I finished high school because I wanted to play video games and take a break. I was in my own little world and had very little understanding of what college or university even were, so I fucked up my education. It wasn't even legal, so very few people only have high school education here.

I'm nearly 20 now, it took me two and a half years of being a NEET to finally become sick of it. I'm now 3 years behind everybody else and am unemployable because I did nothing for so long.

Oops.

>>38869610
fair enough and i know it doesn't mean you amount to anything by default but i can't shake the insecurity that i'm worthless in everyone's eyes (particularly to those i'd like to be friends or have a relationship with) since i don't do shit and have nothing to talk about as a result. and yeah my mother worked in a dementia care home and she'd always talk about how awful it was. she didn't stay there too long, surprisingly.

what do you guys do for money? orge

>>38869624
I just don't talk about it, I don't care for the aggro
I left school because I was crippling depressed and on the verge of killing myself so it's not like I was attending much anyway

I try to not speak much and just get on with my work, when theres downtime they generally sit in the office and I sit in the lounge or something listening to music, I'm a different person when I'm at work, nicer, willing to speak, all that shit
just makes life easier to fake it all

>>38869682
I mean yeah there's the insecurity of not earning money, thus I guess not being on par with people your age in the eyes of your family which sucks
I don't have anything to talk about still though, and I still don't do shit outside of work
and let me tell you, in everyone's eyes, I'm still worthless
also the idea that it's worth it to work just for the money is a load of horse shit, it sincerely isn't, sure you can move out eventually to some run down apartment that you can only barely afford, and you don't feel guilty for having to rely on your parents for everything you get, but thats about it, and seeing as I've never been more depressed or suicidal since working, It's probably not worthit


I've been there for nearly 2 years, It's stressful to find another job and get used to a new job and new people though

I like these threads to be honest.

When you're a NEET anybody who isn't a NEET is a normie.

I like the sense of unity in failure.

>>38868898

Sounds a bit unpleasant lad what happened?

>>38869864
misery loves company
>mfw mother didn't even attempt getting me help when I needed it

I've got a opportunity to escape NEETdom if I can just put my depression and laziness aside.

I wish i wasn't so alone.

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dropped out of school, now I just a useless NEET

Why dont you guys just join the military? All your problems will be solved easily through hard work.

I've been a NEET for two and a half years now, when does the misery kick in? I think I enjoy this kind of life.

>>38870384

I enjoy it too but I feel like I shouldn't be.

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>>38868838
>wake up
>take shower
>eat breakfast with wife and kids
>time to go to work
>kiss my wife and kids goodbye
>Hang out with coworkers
>even get a promotion
>go home to happy family
>help kids with homework
>eat dinner
>go to sleep
>close sims3.exe

>lowest point in my life was when i was a unemployed need for two years

>>38870461
I have another one
>see crush
>today i'm going to do it
>I ask her out
>she suprisingly agrees
>we go out
>we're about to kiss for the first time in out young lives
>"sim3.exe has stop working"