>be teenager me
>try to fap for the first time
>think about fucking a girl
>it'snotveryeffective.gif
>try again, this time thinking that I am some booth babe I saw in a gaming magazine
>diamonds
>cum for the first time
>try to fap later while looking at the pic of a vagina, but with no effect
>start to fap to gender bender hentai and sissy hypnosis
>eventually starts thinking about sucking dick
>be today me, 26
>virgin, never fapped to a vagina, only sissy hypno and gender bender hentai
>when fapping to the picture of a real woman, think about being her instead of fucking her
Am I a faggot? This is not bait, but I'm confused. I still like girls I would like to have a gf, but I'm afraid I wouldn't be like to have sex with her. Did those hypnos messed with my brain?
>>38865007
No, you're okay. Just bee yourself.
Dude how come it takes you so long to realise you are just gay and need to have a cock in your mouth
It's OK, live the fantasy and stop sweating
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>>38865097
Maybe I'm not gay? Maybe I need to see the real thing up close, right? Does the boner needs to come naturally after seeing a pussy?
I got news for you, dude. You're gay. If a vagina isn't sexually appealing to you, then you aren't straight, it's really simple stuff. In fact, you're probably an autogynephilic, but the silver lining is that you didn't automatically assume that you're actually the opposite gender and cut your dick off.
My two cents? Accept your homosexuality and stop living life confounded by your fantasies of being a woman.
You're gay anon, go be a trap for all of us trap lovers.
You just have an extreme fetish - a sexual obsession so intense it clouds every other aspect of your sexuality. It's called autogynephelia, you get off to picturing yourself as a women. Not the same thing as trans and for some reason modern psychology decided it shouldn't exist anymore even though it definitely still applies to people. You could try therapy to get over your fetish. Or revel in it and become a girl
OP, you're watching gender bender porn is because you're gay, but you aren't quite ready to let go of your desire to be sexually attracted to women. You probably want to be straight and trap porn is your way of rationalizing that you might just have a weird fetish.
I honestly really feel for you, dude. Not because you're gay, but because it's obvious that you don't want to be. But there's nothing wrong with it. Just avoid /pol/.
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>>38865254
I also never fapped to idea of fucking someone: I was always the one getting fucked. I guess I went with the "it's just a phase h-haha" for too long. If I saw a trap, I would be like, "it would be so hot if I was her/him"... Well, I guess, at least this time, OP is a faggot. Thanks for the help guys.
>>38865179
If I wasn't so old, I would totally take the trap pill. I even have the right height (5'3).