anyone here not depressed but would like to not exist?
i feel like a total pussy, i sincerily wish i was never born but i would be too afraid to ever kms and wish i could just fade away. ive saw pictures of gun survivors and they eat from tubes and shit. i just feel like shit thinking i might die in hospice one day or in a hospital. i would like to have massive heart attack one day when im sitting outside behind my house
am i just a pussy? i feel like it i just worry that id fail if i ever tried and its more of a passive hate for living because life for me isnt bad but i dont enjoy much and would rather just not exist
what can i do to have a massive heart attack that kills instantly?
Sounds like you need a hobby. Besides, if you aren't depressed is there a reason to die? Might as well just see what happens
>>38858062
yeah i fear dying in a hospital and just hate how even if you get fucked up in anaccident doctors try to keep you alive
>>38858089
It sucks euthinasia isn't a thing in most countries, would save people living for the sake of it
>>38858115
all methods of suicide
besides nembutal seem shit
guns you can fuck up
hanging would have to hurt
cutting your wrists would be really hard to do
gtfo pussy faggots