Did what I thought was right.

>head home and realize I haven't showered in 2 days
>only had breakfast and it's fucking 6pm
>I'm exhausted
>sit in a car with parents for an hour in silence
>pass out
>wake up there
>there was a thunderstorm warning for a full day and I didn't put together how this would fuck this up
>festival is outside
>eat Scottish food
>if you want a nice tourist fact Scotland isn't recommended for the food
>see my brother play for only a couple minutes
>mostly had an old cunt talk forever
>apparently trudeau was there
>lots of cool Celtic nicknacks that I didn't get to look at for very long
>meet brother
>barely acknowledges me
>spend 20 minutes walking slowly with him as he talks about his life
>happy for him but he is pretty self centred
>would rather talk about his friends then ask me anything
>become a fucking ghost for 30 minutes
>suddenly thunder and rain out he ass
>have to cut the trip before we even got to buy a god damn corn dog let alone look at souvenirs
>wasted the evening driving in silence, walking in silence and driving on silence and in wet

>could have enjoyed doing literally anything else, instead I've spent 2 and a half hours being a bitch

Not falling for this shit again. I don't know why but this evening has pissed me off so far that I'm not moving my ass for him again. Seriously what the fuck

Give me acknowledgement. Give me fucking anything.

My family invited me then fucking ignored me and brushed off any attempt from me to talk and have fun.

Hell I'm still in the car. I have 4 hours after work to enjoy my fucking freedom and I've spent it doing FUCK ALL

FUCK FUCK FUCK

I feel you family

as someone whos closest relative is almost 600 miles away (iirc) its the FUCKING LIFE

just me and my gf's family, who I'm never really obligated to do shit with anyway.

I buy weed all the time, its so swagg

>>38857591
blood relative, I should say, I have a married in aunt over near me, but my actual blood uncle (maternal) travels so hes never here

>>38857105
you want a (YOU) have a fuck you instead

that is you get for being a shitty druggie son. try making something of your life if you want acknowledgement

>>38857622
I love them unconditionally but as soon as I live on my own I'm dropping off their radar.

This was me trying to come halfway for their love and got fuck all. I'm sick of feigning interest

>>38857679
Thank you guy

Nah you made the right choice. Sometimes you have to sacrifice an evening for friends and family.

>>38857679
I have never put drugs above anything else in my life.

But I'm going to be putting myself first from now on. It's fair to judge despite the lack of information you have of my life, my history as a robot is roof enough I'm not an excellent person.

>>38857699
4 REAL

Half the time if you invite them anywhere I bet they just go 'ah fuck off'

and I'll bet you ten bucks when you move out they'll stop including you in shit

happened to gf, its making her really dependent on me

are mental problem gf's still a flavor of the month?

>>38857711
But my problem is that I sacrificed an entire evening for only a "hello" from a brother. Then i get promptly ignored.
He does this always but it was never skin off my back since he visits us (me+parents) but now that I've attempted to visit him only for him to preach about his life for the millionth fucking time in tired.

I got work tomorrow and I've worked nonstop, he didn't even know i was working, he thinks I've been doing fuck all as a NEET

>>38857792
nah, just don't build her confidence up to the point where she thinks she deserves better than you.

>>38857944
exactly boiii, I'm making sure she knows I'm the only reason shes losing weight so all her confidence is tied to me with that, and also it helps that I'm the only one who can tell what her panic attack symptoms are so she thinks I'm somewhere between superman and those golden retrievers they give to autistic kids so they wont bang their head into the wal