Shut in

there's pretty much nothing for me to do out there

>>38852083
It's way too noisy outside.

It's boring. I live in a shitty town, where everything you can do is the lowest of the low commercial garbage.

There is no opportunities job wise either, so there is no point me getting a shitty minimum wage job, might as well just stay on bennies

Because I'm a mutant looking, waste of space with no skills or ambitions,leaving the house would be a waste of time.

Can we talk about family and siblings partners considering you a freak and using you as the subject as to why your family is a disaster? Every time they come round and try to talk to me all I can see is them being two faced and horrible and I just smile and get my food, run back to my room and don't come out until I hear them leave. I hate that I'm the topic of their conversations. I just want to be ignored. I'm not some psycho for them to analyse in their spare time.

>>38852083
i hate most people, i'm dysfunctional. that's basically all there is to it

>>38853540
you just figured out most people are gossiping petty little retards who judge others but refuse to deal with their own problems that's cute anon

>>38853540
sounds like they're using you as a scapegoat for their own problems.

if you stay in your room all day and don't have anything to do with the family, how could you destroy the family when you literally aren't doing anything?

>>38852083
I don't want to be a slave. I want freedom

>>38854139
I'm op
I'm in the same thing as this guy.
>child doesn't socialise
>child raised by parents
> NEET kid = bad parent
>arguments undue because of this

That's the families thought process, fucking normies thinking about themselves all the time.

Interacting with humans gives me panic attacks. I can't breathe or function in society. I'd go out & just want to lie down on the ground forever until I died.

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I am 28 or 29, I can't remember which, but I haven't left the house in 4 or so years.
All I do is sit in my room all day watching University lectures I find on the internet. The worst thing is that they are all Math and Science lectures and I don't actually understand them. I have watched maybe 3000 lectures in the last 4 years and haven't really learnt anything. But I do it because I am a failure and this helps me feel like I am a hot shot student in school still.
I have other hobbies along similar lines. For example I steal academic journal articles from free online journals and email them hundreds of times to University professors I find online pretending they are original work. I have never read any of the replies and just pretend they thanked me for my scientific contributions. I also force my parents to buy me envelopes and mail my hair and toenails to University medical departments so I can make a contribution to genetic testing. I am not sure if they actually do it, but I have threatened to kill myself if I do not receive any responses from the Universities. I know that my mother has recently been writing a fraudulent letter from a University so Iwon't kill myself but I will anyway.

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>>38854239
>child is a "failure"
>this makes me look bad in front of my friends and rest of the family
>it's HIS fault >:(
>tell him things he has to do to not be a "failure"
>wonder why he doesn't them
>yelling and giving orders instead of trying to understand his point of view
>not realizing that point of views are (probably) at a stalemate
>his point of views are twisted; he's wrong, not me >:(
>thinking that if you yell at him enough times, someday he'll agree with you
>not realizing that you can bring a horse to water, but you can't make it drink

I'm projecting a bit here, but this is the feel I'm getting.