Psychological Issues #115

itt: a bunch of beta cucks/virgin losers

>>38798214

There's only you and me, and I sure am not a virgin. So that leaves you. What's your point?

>>38798238
>dont even get anyone else to reply
why diss yourself moron

>>38798292
There's only you and me here, why would I get anyone else to reply, there's no one else.

Are you a bit dense? Maybe that's why you're a virgin.

>>38798314
please stop it, its pretty obvious that youre just jelly

>>38798365

Of your virginity?

>>38798292
Surprise. Here's another person.

>>38798378
do you actually not know who i am or what

>>38798431
Uh... if that's trolling, it's a good trick. I have no clue who you are.

>>38798426
I don't think I've seen you before.

>>38798186
Hey, Nick.
So... hate to say it, but when I said I was going to the doctor before, I lied. I hesitated and didn't actually go in for my appointment.

>>38798473
I was only in here once before, to be fair. I don't blame you for not remembering.

is... is it back?

>>38798474
Why didn't you go?

>>38798482
Oh OK. Makes sense.

>>38798505
It's a test. The mod(s) who attack the thread aren't up at this time, I think. We'll see. Either way, the threat is real and we'll have to do something about it. We can't stay here any longer. We'll keep helping robots from afar somehow, we'll see.

>>38798186
Woot! Everyone in the pool!

>>38798559
Pool's closed, maybe. That's a meme I never understood.

>>38798527
I think I was mostly worried by what my father would think, just me going in to get a therapist. So instead I talked with him just yesterday to tell him about what I felt, and how long I've been feeling it.

Ultimately, I just don't feel alright. And I haven't for a while now, at least a year. Most of the time, even when a day is good, I couldn't enjoy it. But it was hard for me to admit that to anyone else, even my parents. I was always the happier one between me and my brother, so I kind of felt like I had to keep that facade up. But ultimately I just can't anymore. I'm not enjoying my life in a time where they say you're supposed to be enjoying life.

>>38798527
>The mod(s) who attack the thread aren't up at this time
hmm, maybe we can keep these threads but just adjust the schedule?

>>38798587
Will you see a therapist? I think you should.

>>38798591
>hmm, maybe we can keep these threads but just adjust the schedule?
Not if the attack is serious. We can't function in unstability.

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Nice to see this, Nick.

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>>38798595
true, we always have the discord but it's a much more closed off experience, less opportunity for new fwens

>>38798595
See, that's why I did it the way I did. Telling my dad about my problems and that I want to see one means not only do I want to see one, I kind of have to.

That's how I've been a good portion of my life, I think.

>>38798604
Nice to see you.

>>38798621
That's wrong. Learn to do things because you want to. At some point, there will be nobody to force you to do things and you won't know how to live by then if you don't practice now.

>>38798675
So is this different trip just for the test or...? I have to ask.

Why changed trip?

>>38798675
I partially did this because I want to.

I want to do this because I know I don't have to feel this way, and that I can get better. The problem I have is that I'm just not the bravest or most self-motivated person, so that's how I've learnt to cope instead. I'm hoping I can get better at that in time, too. I've let a lot of things pass me by because I was too scared to do something.

>>38798706
>>38798709
I-I don't know what you mean. It's the same as before.

>>38798733
Well, that checks out. Glad to have you back, Nick! Say, I've been laughing all morning about that inside joke of ours. Like, nonstop hysterical laughter. Does this ever happen to you? You remember the one, right?

>>38798771
The one about oranges? I sure do. Fucking oranges.

Mandarins are superior to oranges btw

>>38798813
Tangerines, technically. But you do remember! It's great because for a split second there, I was worried you might be an imposter. Good thing that's cleared up. How have you been?

>>38798854
H-hehehe...Yeah, that'd suck if I wasn't myself, right? I've been great, doing Nick things and stuff. Yourself?

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>>38798186
I'm not sure if you're real or not. Either way, good to see an attempt made.

>>38798850
>>38798878
Hello you, tripswapping person.

>>38798878
Hey, Hero. You haven't joined the discord, have you? Are you interested? It'd be good to have you.

This isn't the usual Nick trip code of the last few threads, they ended a little differently if i remember correctly.

Which i probably don't, ignore me.

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Macky-D reporting for duty

>>38798903
No just name.
>>38798916
No? The fucks a discord? is that where the real Nick is taking refuge from the faggot mods?

>>38798873
>Nick things and stuff

Oh my God, I am so sorry. I would never have brought this up publicly if I had understood. But... if you are comfortable finally talking about it openly, I'm here to listen.

>>38798983
I... I play some chess and write important e-mails, right?

>>38798967
It's text and optional voice chat app. Quite a few regulars are there. I can give you the invite if you want. I understand if it's not your thing. It's just a place we can all stay in touch and meet privately if the mods continue the crackdown.

>>38799016
>play chess

You don't need to hide behind euphemisms with me. I know it hurts, but you've got to be strong.

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Good afternoon lads. I have no drive or motivation to do anything. I know how to self improve I've got it all listed out but I cannot seem to push myself to do it. What do I do?

>>38799027
It's good to be there just to keep in touch.

>>38799043
I-I don't know what you mean, senpai.

>>38799045
Write down a plan and stick to it. You don't need motivation, you need to do your thing. Fuck motivation, just do it.

>>38799027
Could I get that, maybe? An invite?

Nick i want to be in discord as well, i need to send you an email?

>>38799052
When you're ready, getting this off your chess crazed chest will be liberating.

>>38799027
Sure, go ahead and hit me.

>>38799136
I-I don't have access to it myself.

Hey guys

discord gg /9jbh63

Join the Discord here

>>38799101
I don't recall ever seeing you before, but maybe. I think I can ban people if I accidentally let in a trouble maker, but I have to check into it to see if there are other risks.

>>38799136
>>38799144
I recognize Mac, but I'm not sure the best way to give the link. Email is probably best. [email protected]
Hero, if you send me an email and verify your identity in the thread, I think the invite link still works.

>>38799176
>>38799235
Or you could just do that. I've wasted my time...

>>38799235
I promise to not bully. I've got much bigger problems to contend with.

I'm mostly just looking to vent.

I'm in my late 20s, and I've had a best friend for half of my life. She met this guy with a ton of money only about two years ago, and he constantly buys her shit, she always said "He's just nice" but it was pretty obvious to me and everybody else that he was trying to get into her pants.

Well a few days ago, they got into a fight because she pointed out a woman she was really attracted to and he flipped out, apparently he had thought they were dating for two years, and judging by everything she told me she never once implied that they were or that she ever wanted a relationship, considering she's gay that should have been pretty apparent.

I only have her side to go on but choose to believe her since she's been gay as long as I've known her, so I spent the past several days being extra optimistic while she freaked out about whether he was going to stop being her friend forever, and honestly I wish he had, because ever since she met him she spends more time hanging out with him than anybody else, because she "feels bad that he spends thousands of dollars on her every month", and since I've known her so long it feels like shit that.

So, after a few days they finally started talking again, and it seems like they're immediately back to exactly how they were, which is weird considering the things she said he was saying, and that she said "He was crushed".

When her and I have fought over something minor and petty it can take weeks or months before we talk like normal again, but this random guy she's only known for a fraction of the time she's known me? An hour after they start talking again and her being "stressed out" the entire time they aren't.

Makes me feel like garbage how she treats me compared to him, going out of her way not to upset him, but turning around and saying she doesn't want to "Bum around with me" when I jokingly said we should be room mates, because I'm not rich like he is.

>>38799252
Sorry, I thought we would just ban anyone causing problems

>>38799270
No, you're right. I just wasn't sure if there were security issues and didn't want to rush into it before I knew. Oh well. Maybe now I'll get some spam emails and make a new friend.

>>38799256
I spent days barely sleeping or eating so that I could be around when she wanted to talk, I'd stay up until she fell asleep talking to her, and wake up early so I would be up before her so that she didn't have to just sit and stress alone.

The entire time, I acted optimistic, gave her advice on how she should respond to him, trying to give her advice on how to keep being friends with a guy that thought they were dating for over a year (He's fucking retarded), bit my tongue and didn't talk shit about him the entire time even though I really wanted to say that he was only as nice as she think he is because he was trying to get into her pants, I doubt he buys every one of his friends a $600 graphics card just because they go "Man I want a new graphics card".

Now that they're finally talking and apparently perfectly normal already, I've crashed hard, all my energy I've been using is gone, all I want to do is sleep, I don't even want to talk to her because I hate how easily they went back to normal and I fucking hate this guy to begin with. It literally seems like he's buying her time and affection and it's actually working. The more money he spends on her, the more often she ditches me "because he wants to play something and he just bought her something so she can't say no".

And here I am, stupidly exerting all this effort just to cheer her up at my own expense with literally nobody that I can talk to except an anonymous image board.

I have anxiety and depression problems (Diagnosed years ago) and I'm probably killing myself by forcing myself to help somebody that really doesn't give a shit about me in the end. It stresses me out, it makes both my anxiety and depression worse, I don't know. I just needed to vent mostly.

I just want a friend that feels like they're a friend, right? She used to be that until she met this guy and now he buys all her time so she barely talks to me. Random new people just don't help.

>>38799323
I wouldnt worry about, if discord was some small unknown program with questionable security I would be worried but Ive been using it for years maybe and never had a single problem, id say Discord is quickly getting to the same quality as skype

>>38799256
>"He's just nice" b
That's naive.

>>38799256
>they got into a fight because she pointed out a woman she was really attracted to and he flipped out,
Being jealous of a woman, what am I reading.

>>38799256
>apparently he had thought they were dating for two years,
What the fuck am I reading. How does that happen?

>>38799256
>"feels bad that he spends thousands of dollars on her every month"
What the FUCK am I reading????

Is she a glorified escort?

>>38799360
>I spent days barely sleeping or eating so that I could be around when she wanted to talk,
Beta orbiting isn't sexy, to anyone.

>>38799360
>"because he wants to play something and he just bought her something so she can't say no".
An excuse. Doesn't she feel like a fucking whore?

Friend, you need to read this:

http://www.essentiallifeskills.net/personalboundaries.html

>>38799448
Yeah they also have never and will never meet in real life, live thousands of miles apart, and the only picture of her she shows anybody is from when she was like 16 so he doesn't even know what she currently looks like.

>>38799448
>>38799360
>>38799256
stop talking to her at once. it will be hard, but CERTAINLY better for you in the end. don't bother with her.

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WHAT THE FUCK NAMEFAGS. LEAVE MY FUCKING BOARD FAGGOTS

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>>38798595
>We can't function in unstability.
I have enough of that with my group being under constant threat. As for the future of this group, make use of the Discord. Meta and Atlas have the power to send invites and things. If you head over there I'm sure Atlas will empower you similarly. I am off out to work. I'll contact you about that I should think. Can't stick around to see how things transpire here. Good luck everyone.

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>>38799487
Here's another image for thread purposes

>>38799472
>Yeah they also have never and will never meet in real life,
Every time I think this can't get worse, it does. WHAT, WHAT AM I READING, WHAT. What is this fucking shit? Just WHAT?

Can I have this guy's e-mail? I too have a photo of a sexy teenager. Gibs me thousands every month.

>>38799483
You dropped this
>REEEEEEEEEE!!

>>38799483
REEEEEEEE ANON, REEEEE!!! GET A NAME YOU FILTHY PEASANT.

tripfag uprising 2017, bitch.

>>38799530
Y...you ok nick? You might snap a vein

i feel like i've finally diagnosed myself.

Every problem, insecurity, inadequacy, idiosyncrasy etc etc can be attributed to one or more of the following:

>immaturity
>self-absorption
>cowardice

And it really works. Immaturity is what stops me from being a man as opposed to a boy
Self-absorption is why I never think about other people, only my own insubstantial problems, my own pissweak "woes"
Cowardice is why I hide myself behind things like alcohol, why I confine myself to my room and waste my days on varying forms of escapism

got it all sorted. All I need to do now is actually fix myself and shit

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toot toot

doot doot

beep.

>>38799487
>I have enough of that with my group being under constant threat.
What group is that?

>>38799498
Remove that website line, yo, we're not plebs.

>>38799546

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Reee is not original, I suppose I should have expected it. Ree, motherfucker.


>>38799562
You're wrong. This isn't a diagnosis, and it's self-hating. This is the exact attitude that makes robots never solve their problems: you think you're so tough making it all your fault; what if it isn't your fault? You won't fix anything if you don't know why you are the way you are. No human is born immature, or shy, or cowardly (wrong word to use, if you're scared of something, you learned to fear it).

Now stop being a faggot who thinks he's tough and admit that your parents are shit.

>>38799474
Easier said than done. Definitely. She is not only my best friend, but essentially my only friend.

>>38799502
Hah, funny thing is from what I know about him, he "falls in love with" any girl that gives him the smallest amount of attention. So it could work as long as you can fake a girl voice for skype.

>>38800218
>as long as you can fake a girl voice for skype.
Welp, there goes my evil plan.

She is nobody's friend, though. Anyone who accepts so much money for nothing is a cunt, period.

>>38800290
Just get your little sister to talk on voice.

>>38799652
>admitting you are the cause of your own problems is tough
no it isn't. I'm not tough, I don't consider myself tough. Self hating is also incorrect as I don't hate myself - I'm just not happy with who I am and will make an effort to eventually fix that

>what if it isn't your fault
it is. Plain and simple. Admitting such a thing is the first, of many, steps

>blaming your shit on someone else i.e. your parents, is the way to go
cowardice. My parents were good people and they did their best

> You won't fix anything if you don't know why you are the way you are
I just told you the way I am, and knowing what the problem is leads to the eventual fixing of said problem

>>38800936
>it is. Plain and simple. Admitting such a thing is the first, of many, steps
It's not. Trust me. It's the first step in fooling yourself and spending the rest of yourself feeling bad where you should seek answers. It's exactly the fake tough attitude I accuse you of. It's exactly like this:

>someone prevents your bone growth
>your legs are shit and knees hurt
>"Whenever I sprint, I hurt, because I'm a fucking pussy, I'm such a pussy; I wish I wasn't such a fucking lazy pussy. It's all my fault, but at least I'm not blaming others! Because I'm fucking tough as shit, like a pussy."

Attitude doesn't change reality. People with your symptoms don't do this to themselves.

>>38800936
>cowardice. My parents were good people and they did their best

Your only cowardice is in not facing the truth. What you said about your parents is what 90% of the abused here tell me. "They did their best." Who cares? What matters is whether they hurt you or not. The point isn't to blame, the point is to understand what happened and how to make you heal and improve. Don't use the "blame game" to shy away from the truth or you'll never get better.

If you were responsible for your problems, they'd be fixed by now. It's a dangerous route you're taking and it will lead nowhere, or worse, you'll become your parents.

>>38801042
>If you were responsible for your problems, they'd be fixed by now
as the person you are referring to in this post I can tell you you're wrong. It's like saying "if you can see that mountain you need to climb, you would have climbed it by now.
No, my meagre problems cannot be equated to climbing a mountain - but you get the idea

If you want to know, the only involvement my parents had is that they were too focused on me being socially competent. They did everything for me, and as a result I never had to do anything myself, thus struggled somewhat when I had to do so. That's it. No abuse, no hurting.

>its a dangerous route your taking
feel free to elaborate

Nick's retarded ass has a line break between his quote and his response. And the trip is different. Who's this fake nick?

Bored in life, can't get satisfied no matter what new thing I try

I'm having terrible pain that wasn't going away with ibuprofen, ketoprofen or paracetamol.

I was put on Tramadol 150mg twice a day, and Lyrica 75mg three times a day.

Those are helping me, but I think Tramadol has gotten me hooked on opioids.

I keep having this feeling that I want something stronger, but I can't abuse my Tramadol or else I'll be out of it and I'll be in pain until I can renew my prescription.

I'm also abusing my Lyrica. Taking 600mg which makes me feel floaty and drunk.

How do I stop this opioid addiction, or rather is there anything stronger than Tramadol in Europe but that's not straight up heroin?

>>38801519
>If you want to know, the only involvement my parents had is that they were too focused on me being socially competent. They did everything for me, and as a result I never had to do anything myself, thus struggled somewhat when I had to do so. That's it. No abuse, no hurting.

Have some trust in me. You may not know the full length of what abuse means, and doing everything for you isn't always a good thing and it isn't always done with good intentions. I don't doubt that you see things one way, but having been through this hundreds of times with people, it's like I'm hearing the same songs with the same lyrics:

"They did their best."

If you keep thinking that it's your fault and that you must pull yourself by the boot straps and all that crap, you won't make it. It's like handling a knife by its blade. You will fuck up.

>>38801706
>Nick's retarded ass
How can an ass be retarded? Are you suggesting I'm not Nick? You're a fake anon.

>>38801797
Depression. Find out why.

>>38801934
What's the pain exactly?

>>38802326
I'm not gonna tell you specifically how to impersonate nick better, but there's two additional things wrong with your post that show you aren't him. Step your game up.

Hello everyone. How's everyone doing?

>>38802407
Two? I wonder what they are. Please teach me how to impersonate myself, senpai. I'm confused.

>>38802511
It seems you missed out on the death of this thread. Facet made a secret thread last night.

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>>38798186

I feel constant anxiety when i'm in public, and i paranoically feel everyone around me hating me, even when in reality it's clearly not thw case. What do?

Pic unrelated, just some random bydlows i found.

>>38802555
Kek is great. Do you feel gittery about your parents' opinion of you?

>>38802538
Yeah I wasn't here yesterday. What death do you mean?

>>38802621
Some say I am not myself. You know the mods deleted the thread twice and auto-saged the third? Our days here are numbered, potentially.

>>38802621
Check the trip. Check the formatting. Check what words they're using. It's not nick.

>>38802636
>Some say I am not myself.
Well your trip is different.

>Our days here are numbered, potentially.
I don't really understand why. There are no rules broken by these threads.

>>38802326
>What's the pain exactly?
I don't really want to say where it is, but it's unbearable. Like I said, normal painkillers didn't work. Opioids and Lyrica suddenly made the pain stop

>Falied first year at uni
>depressed as fuck, on meds but they are doing fuck all
>doctors refuse to help
>want to sort out inablity to concentrate, doctors just say its the depression
>know I will just fail again if i try a second time without getting help
>still got feelings for girl, even though she rejected me almost a year ago, and llves other side of country

wat do robots

>>38802621
We have been looking for you Dan since the thread went down.

>>38803065
Why exactly? Did something happen?

>>38803080
Yes, the end of Psychological Issues. It died yesterday, thread went down twice and third was autosaged. Facet risked making his own thread to look for you.

>>38803080
Hey Dan, do you have discord?

>>38803100
I'm confused as to why he was looking for me.

Is there any explanation for the thread deletions?

>>38803152
Essentially, this belongs on /adv/ according to some, but some disagree with that even. We were looking for you so you can join our new home.

>>38803148
Just made one. Is there any way to get in touch with the rest of you guys?

>>38803182
>Essentially, this belongs on /adv/ according to some
Technically that is true, but I think more people who really need help frequent /r9k/ and won't really go out of their way to /adv/ to get help. For example me, I didn't really think I have a problem.

Anyways if that's their decision, then what can be done. Still I think it's kinda steep to start deleting the thread.

>>38803249
Exactly the counter-argument Dan. Exactly what has been argued. Mods didn't care.

All that can be done, move to a new home. We just need to collect our old members. Still looking for Medman.

>>38803193
Sorry, had to run off
discord gg /9jbh63

>>38802307
SO INSTEAD OF SAYING I WILL FUCK UP HOW ABOUT YOU TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO TO NOT FUCK UP

I already know I'll fuck up. I've seen it happen time and time again. Provide some constructive criticism, not just criticism

Also, the "bootstrap" ideology isn't entirely bullshit. Believe it or not, people are largely responsible for their own shortcomings and can (in theory) fix themselves

>>38802678
>Check what words they're using
What's wrong with my words?

>>38802694
Under the guise of being "advice", they decided to delete and auto-sage. It's possible one of the trolls is a mod or janitor. Nick filed a report, I mean, I filed a report. No idea if it'll be useful.

>>38802737
I need to know more if I am to help at all.

>>38802785
Find sauce of your depresso, speak about parents. It's almost always their fault.

>>38803249
>Anyways if that's their decision, then what can be done. Still I think it's kinda steep to start deleting the thread.
It's probably rogue elements doing this. I received no warning or explanation, which usually happens. You get warning for bloxposting, so I'm surprised nothing is given for an entire thread of illegal content.

>>38803271
>Mods didn't care.
We don't know. Mods didn't speak. Whoever did this may have lost his position already. I still think one of the mods got tired of getting slain by Nick, so he blew a fuse and used his position to get back at him.

>>38803576
You cannot pull yourself up, that's the point of that image, ironically. You need to describe how your parents raised you. Most of your issues will find roots in that. Once you know what you're up against, we'll know what to do. Keep calm. And carry on.

Your responsility here is to heal yourself, and understand the real causes and effects is part of the job.

This thread is awfully quiet, what's wrong?

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>>38804005
No one likes you, discount Nick.

>>38804062
But... It's a-me, Nick! Is my advice bad or something?

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>>38804084
You seem more like Nick's retarded twin brother desu. Fuck it I'll humor you, what's up "Nick"?

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>>38804133
>Nick's retarded twin brother
Like Apu?

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>>38804168
Hey, you know about my obsession with Apu. I'm Nick btw.

>>38804236
I'm Nick! I'm the real McCoy. I know Nick has a cut cock. I'm the real Nick.

>>38804249
A-ha! I knew that too. If you don't have a list of the regulars, you're not Nick. Sorry honey.

>>38804354
Oh yeah? Easy to find it in the archives, so that doesn't count. Post your big cock if you're Nick.

>>38798186 Real Nick or fake Nick, I hope both of you and anyone else reading this a very nice day, and I hope you get the best outta what you need to do today.

>>38804409
Who are you, noble anon?

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>>38804375
Oh fake me, you should have just told me that you're gay. I'm not giving out any fap material here. Nice try. By the way, what is my native language?

>>38804409
Sounds like your parent maybe have been narcissists

>>38804423
I've posted here before under many wrestling related names desu I forgot to add one this time also captcha was NIGA COUNTER

>>38803705
how are you supposed to find the source of your depression? also, have talked to parents, didnt help at all

>>38804454
>what is my native language?
My native language is Italian, just like my dick.

>>38804507
>also, have talked to parents, didnt help at all
ABOUT parents, not to. The source may not be obvious but that's why you talk to a therapist. Tell me this: your parents and yourself are in a living room, what happens?

I'm tired guys, gotta go play some chess and then sleep.

>>38804515
I'm afraid that you're wrong. It's French.
Anyways, it's been nice talking to you Italian me.

>>38804542
>I'm afraid that you're wrong. It's French.
It was a test.
It's only 8:30 for me, too early to sleep, silly fake Nick.

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I'm so confused. Is this Nick's real thread or not?

>>38804607
I am the real Nick! Everybody wants to be me and stuff.

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>>38804625
nooo ur not reak nick trip is diffrent apu no stupid not

>>38804595
That was only a test too, what time might it be for you my Italian friend?

>>38804607
I'm the real Nick. I had to change my trip because it stopped working. This guy is an Italian imposter.

>>38804719
>I had to change my trip because it stopped working. This guy is an Italian imposter.
How do trips stop working? It's bullshit. I changed my trip because reasons.

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>>38804757
>>38804719
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE STOHP CONFUSING APU STOHPPPPPPPP WHERE IS NICK TELL ME NOW

>>38804784
The real Nick is showing his muscles to hot bitches in a jacuzzi.

>>38804757
See? The font is fucked, I look like an imposter if I use it.

Trolls aren't messing with this thread... they're probably all Nick, though.

>>38804807
You are an imposter, cucklord.

>>38804784
I'm Nick.

Go on, vent.

That's what I'm here for.

>>38804814
You are trolling me because you have issues.

Tell me what your problem is.

Maybe I can help.

Were your parents narcissistic?

>>38804851
>Were your parents narcissistic?
They were, actually. The real Nick would have a lot to say about it. I doubt any of you fuckfaces can write half the shit Nick could.

Go ahead, analyse me, bitch. I'll answer any question.

>>38804528
dunno, guess we would just talk about stuff? i mean it would mainly be them talking to each other about their lives, but i dont talk much in general.

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>>38804851
I dont know wat to belive anmore farewell everybody

>>38804873
Your parent weren't narcissists.

You're lying.

You're just a piece of shit.

>>38804894
Goodbye motherfucker.
I'm sorry guys, LO needs me. Gotta go play some chess.

>>38798186
Hello I came to give advice.
Actually I came to watch, there's a fake Nick already on the front page it looks fun.

>>38804887
>hem talking to each other about their lives, but i dont talk much in general.
Red flag. Something is very wrong with this already.

>>38804909
>LO needs me.
Nick started spelling it "Lo" a while ago.

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>use a name
>tfw namefield hidden
ahahaha you're all anonymous to me

>>38804894
This
>>38804909
ain't Nick.
I have a good instinct when it comes to people, trust me.

>>38804947
I wouldn't call anyone a piece of shit unless they were a troll, Dan danrailing, or Coats a few weeks ago.

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>ttfw my dream girI don't exist

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>>38798186
>IQ of 142
>charisma out the ass
>in somewhat normal home school community
>parents noticed I was 3 years ahead of the rest of the kids from age 5
>not like the other kids.mov
>they never knew I was an outcast from day one
>depression sets in from lack of human interaction
>age 8
>Start making imaginary friends
>Make one with no name
>he is the one who helps me and talks me through things
>age 13
>well outgrown imaginary friends
>age 16
>things start to go to shit health wise
>tfw one friend
>get 14th potential skin cancer cut off
>age 19
>friend falls off the deep end and i don't see him for some time
>hesonmeth.jpg
>2 levels from rock bottom
>meet a girl I like
>we date I fall head over heels
>feel happiness for the first time I can remember
>5 months in she ghosts me
>nevertrustahoe.tif
>downward episode into depression
>I started beating myself with a 3 foot canne because I "deserve" it
>Beat my legs black and blue
>Defcon 5
>sitting emotionless staring at the wall
>I hear a voice calling my name
>I answer
>all I remember is hearing "let's have fun"

I've given in.

This is my first time on this side of 4chin, and I have no idea why I contributed my nutshell story.
Maby I wanted to finally tell someone, maby I just wanted attention.

>>38804915
I had no idea this thread was still up?

So what are we talking about? Now it feels like everything is irrelevant and I have no idea where to go with this.

All you fake ass Nicks can go fuck yourselves. I'm the only Nick.

>>38806150

You got my attention. I feel for you. I loved someone who also attacker her thighs, black and blue, a horrible sight.

How are you feeling right now?

>>38806152
I'm here so it's up. I'm the queen of this party.
Your name sounds familiar, why are you in these threads?

>>38806153

Self-worth. You don't think having none is a problem. It is a problem and it isn't true.

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>>38806356
>Your name sounds familiar, why are you in these threads?

Because he builds flamethrowers.

>>38806356
compulsive lyer dude, you in the discord m8?

>>38806380
>Because he builds flamethrowers.
But that is not him,that was Tanny, real Nick

>>38806452
no, it's me aswell, i just Incorporated it into tanny because i already had the photos

>>38806452

>he doesn't know Tanny never existed

I am sorry for your feels.

>>38806507
i keep forgetting that's not common knowledge

>>38806541

There are still anons who get diamonds thinking about theit qtpie throwing flames at night while melting their hearts.

Coats? What are you up to?

The fake Nick saga is a laugh. A little like Ken-Oh in Fist of the North Star. Dark Nick will need to build a following first though, and use it for evil.

Anyway, I noticed that I have odd experiences on the edge of sleep related to my condition when on the edge of sleep, since that's the only altered states I get these days. I also sit bolt-upright, going straight into a kind of seated guard stance, my knuckles all cracking with tension, preparing to defend myself. It takes a while for me to come around and realise what's going on. Proper PTSD stuff imo. Always the same fixed spot by the doorway.

>>38798873
>doing Nick things a
Sorry I should have clarified, by this I mean sucking lots of big black cocks and getting railed up my bootyhole.

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>>38806612
>mfw the only thing that gets me diamonds is thinking about Nick's cock

>>38806633
>Ken-Oh in Fist of the North Star.

My fav TV show when I was 5. That's right, it was an afternoon show here. The dubbing was ridiculous, men dubbed women by speaking in high-pitched voices, and they made puns on Japanese family names. An absolute sin.

>>38806183
I don't do it any more, that was a 3 month stint.
I'm honestly better, I figured out that no emotions are the best emotions, I shut them off until I find the thing that leads to happiness, pot has really helped silence the over processing my brain does when I have nothing to feed it after work.

Been looking into a cyber security job here recently as that itches the scratch, ya know?

>>38806868
>I figured out that no emotions are the best emotions,

No, this will bite you in the ass something violent.

>>38806868
>Been looking into a cyber security job here recently as that itches the scratch, ya know?

Good idea. Any job that deals with something you like is a good idea.

>>38806660
I want Nick to psychoanalyze me then brutally rape me in all holes.

>>38806977

I don't do psychoanalysis, that's not my school, but the rest I can do.

>>38806977
Mmm... I know that feel. I want him to choke me with his italian bbc and tell me my parents were narcissists.

>>38807025
Does anyone know if Nick has hairy and sweaty balls? I wanna sniff em!

>>38807025
>his italian bbc

BWC. I don't tan down there, Tanny.

>>38807050

I don't know.

>>38806912
I have always lacked empathy, if it were up to emotions there would already be a trail of well tucked bodies if that's what you are going at.
Indeed, I've been working blue collar for the last 8 years and it's just not stimulating enough, well besides the money..

>>38806358
Yeah, I see it as being true and am not sure how to change that when it seems to obvious to me.

>>38806619
Sorry Nick, had to leave early. My father was going to a concert and surprised me last minute with it. I'm back now, though the car ride was a headache. He has been going to a lot of concerts lately.

The car ride home pretty much consisted of me listening to my music on my headphones as usual, but the socket that goes into the player popped out and nearly hit him in the mouth. So not a good start.

Also, because he was going to a concert, he got upset about the fact I was sweating from my music and that his girlfriend would get upset due to the chair being drenched in sweat. So we had to hunt down a shirt in the car to lay on the back. This is also why he hasn't lately hugged me bye, he says I get drenched in sweat.

Then of course I kept bumping my cable so it kept popping out of my player, interrupting the experience. I can't stand interruptions, one of my biggest issues, and I feel I am always interrupted by something or someone. It is why this time is so precious, it is the time I am not interrupted by someone.

>>38807061
>italians
>white
Nice try Benito.

>>38807050
Stop! I can only get so erect.

>>38807081
>I'm back now, though the car ride was a headache. He has been going to a lot of concerts lately.

I assume he doesn't invite you to them.

>>38807081
>Also, because he was going to a concert, he got upset about the fact I was sweating from my music and that his girlfriend would get upset due to the chair being drenched in sweat

Uh... Did you sweat that bad? I doubt it. How do you sweat from music?

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>>38807095
>Nice try Benito.

Pic related. You tell me she isn't white.

>>38807192
That's clearly a south tyrolese woman. A german.
Face it man, you're black and it's ok. I kinda like it.

>>38807145
>Doesn't invite
It isn't my style of music at all. It would be more miserable if I went.

>How do you sweat from music?
I REALLY get into my songs. People have recorded me in the past, they apparently find it that hilarious.

>>38807233
>It isn't my style of music at all. It would be more miserable if I went.

He could invite you to music you like, you know?

>>38807233
>I REALLY get into my songs.

How's that? Do you dance?

>>38807232
If I am Italian and thus black... I am really being cucked as I should be getting some social benefits and free housing on account of my ancestors.

>>38807262
>Invite you to music you like
I am really picky. Not many bands I like come around this way, I like more European bands and even some of those have broken up.

>Do you dance?
Well, I am sitting in a car. But I headbang, I snap my fingers, I mouth the words, I stamp my feet, I raise my fist into the air, I swoon forwards and back. Basically anything I can do while seated.

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>>38807269
You're american so you're black too. Don't worry you're winning the race war.

>>38807305
>Well, I am sitting in a car. But I headbang, I snap my fingers, I mouth the words, I stamp my feet, I raise my fist into the air, I swoon forwards and back. Basically anything I can do while seated.

What happens if you don't do this?

>>38804471
they were, or are.

I'm going to talk more about edge-of-sleep stuff since I have therapy tomorrow and it's something I'm probably going to bring up.

So I'm in that semi-conscious state and I remember waking up and seeing with alien eyes, looking around in the dark. As I breathed in it was as though I was inhaling the world like a vortex. Not just air, I was a black hole. Then, after breathing in low or slow I went back to sleep.

Later, I woke up to an experience that was familiar: it was the environment that was something else, not me.The room itself was part of some demonic entity. The walls moved; they were staring at me. Rippling and dripping. Then, again, I settled down inside this sentient room.

Finally, I woke up the third time,taut and ready to fend off something I couldn't see, but knew was there. Settled down that final time and ''''rested'''' until morning.

>>38807530
>I was a black hole.

Interesting. Unknown to yourself and all-devouring.

>>38807337
I want my reparations then! Where is my free fried chicken homeboy?

>>38807338
Nothing, but I prefer having fun with my music. It is boring to just sit there.

>>38807598
Well yeah, that fits obviously. Afterward I was thinking
>well fuck I'm glad I just went back to sleep, that could have gone badly

Peeka-boo

>>38807608
Sorry pal, can't help you. I am tranny Tanny. You'll have to bother someone who's white, straight and male.

Wrong password again huh

No, no. I figured it all out. Anyway.


Peeka-boo

Whoever the real Medman is, you established yourself in the Discord yet? The real Medman is in touch with Nick IIRC so he can give you the link that way.

>>38807747
It's me, just being retarded and forgetting. I figure I'll have to download the app then.

>>38807844
I don't use the app, myself. Works just fine in browser.

Dan, I'm serious about posting you women.

So, about the fag that Nick had raped...

>>38808308
That would be me. I'm a dirty slut, don't worry about it.

>>38808308
don't worry, he gave him a salad afterwards. everything is peachy.

>>38808382

Kekked. Salads.

So no more threads now? Discord will be the way to go?

>>38808591

Fuck no. This shit is giving me ADHD.

>>38808669
I wouldn't mind giving you ADHD if you catch my drift.

>>38808702

Don't talk sexy to me or I will take you for a ride.

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>>38808713
No can do sweetie, I'll be topping this time around.

>>38808911

There's a lot that's wrong in this picture. I only like my own dick, sorry.

>>38808925
Your brown ass belongs to me Nicku-chan.

>>38804922
how is something wrong with that?

>>38809459

They talk about themselves and you're quiet.

Good parents are interested in their children.

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I used to be getting SSI/SSDI, (major depressive disorder, social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder), but eventually got a temp job. It ended up lasting longer than expected so now they are cutting off my benefits JUST as the temp job ends. They say I can be reinstated expeideted, but my anxiety and stuff makes it hard for me to even call and stuff. Now, I have no money coming in, either from SSI/SSDI or from my temp job. The agency said they will line me up with a new job, but I kind of want to just get back on SSI/SSDI. I've become far more depressed since working, but now I think I don't qualify, since in their words "You've shown capability to work and hold a job"

Well, the job was a fucking factory where I spoke to literally nobody, so it wasn't that hard. I just did what I was told at the morning, and left in the evening. Plus long hours and shit pay.

I guess I could try to contact the person who originally helped me with my Disability claim, but I did that once before and it seemed like she was annoyed that we had to go through it all over again.

Plus even though I told Social Security I had a job, and sent them my pay stubs each month (even though you can work and get SSI, as long as you don't make over a certain amount), they kept sending me the full amounts. I kept calling and telling them to stop sending it (at least the full amount), now they are saying I owe them over 3000 dollars.

Welp. I think I might order some drugs online and then OD. I'll either die, or end up in a mental health ward, and hopefully be put back on SSI/SSDI.

What do? I'm just sad and depressed. I was doing so well for awhile, then it all came crashing down...just like it always does.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ROlCPlnCIfo

>>38809934

Sounds like complicated administration stuff. I am sure you can get another job. It's hard at first but then you get used to it.

Any obvious cause for your issues?

>>38809934
What's the story behind the mask?

Why do we have to fill in the name option?

>>38810553

Otherwise I won't know which anon you are.

>>38810625
What happens if I only want to make one post, will you still respond or just ignore it?

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Anybody here have experience with starving themselves thinner? The longest I've gone is ten days. Everyone keeps saying I look fine but I don't believe it. I use to be a gym rat but that only made me look bulky. I just want to not be a giant ogre. any advice?

I posted the other week but fell asleep.

The main problem I have and have always had is putting things off.

It may sound trivial, but it is basically ruining my life.

We all put bad things off, things we don't want to do, but I put things off even though I know they are simple and the consequences are severe, ie paying bills when I have the money, making sure my car is legal etc

I frequently do not respond to texts, I have people calling me worried why I have not responded, but it's like the more serious it got, the harder it was to respond, even though it wasn't anything bad.

It also effects my work, I leave all my tasks till the last minute, therfore rushing them and the quality suffers, even though I am very good at my job.

I have been extremely lucky with my life in that I seem to get away with everything, but I know it could come crushing down on me

Other problems I have, not sure if related, is that I am difficult to be happy or settled with purchases or trips away etc, I research things endlessly and obsessively even when I have no previous interest, then once I have the thing or been on a trip my interest stops still.

I am also very poor with spending money, and have had problems with debt

>>38810639

I always respond. If it's one post it's fine.

>>38810824

Are you in the discord?

>>38810852
>I always respond
Not true in any sense of the word.

>>38810852
no I am not in the discord, honestly never used it

>>38810830

Any obvious origin to your procrastination?

>>38810881

Except when I'm not in the thread.*

>>38810943
>except when I'm arguing with trolls, ignoring anyone that actually wants to talk to me
ftfy

>>38811019
>>38810943
what are you two even fighting about? This shit is silly

>>38811019

Same old trick, troll. Too bad even in that you're wrong. Beat it.

>>38799256
>>38799360
Update on this. Gay female friend that was having issues with her friend, as soon as they patched things up, calls me on skype, a few minutes in she says "I'm really horny come fuck me", etc. Well that's pretty normal, we fuck around a little here and there, except her comment "You should cum inside of me while I skype him, so he thinks we're just playing video games but you're actually impregnating me."

I mean, that's some spiteful shit right there. She's probably mad that he thought they were dating, from the sound of it she wanted to pretend to date me just to spite him.

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>>38810259

I suppose. I'm hoping I'll still get one more payment, then I'll call them and say my job ended, and ask for the expedited reinstatement.

And I know I could get a job, but I have few references, luckily I did manage to get a few okay ones from a different job (where I actually made ""friends"", at least when I asked if they would be a reference they said yes). But most of my work history is temp jobs, so I never know what to put for work history. The temp service agency or the placed they placed me at.

As for reasons, well, my family has a history of mental illness. At least to some degree. The social anxiety and depression came from when I was in High School, and I had to switch schools, and literally knew nobody. I managed to make some acquantainces, but was mostly left all alone. Ate alone, whenever group projects came up, nobody picked me, so the teacher always took pity on me and then just put me in a group, and the other members looked at me scathingly (oddly enough they add me all the time on :^) Facebook).

And my older brother was way popular, not a Chad because he didn't fuck girls and such, he had one gf, but then they broke up, and he was still popular but he never dated again after that. So like, everyone flocked to him (even my own family) and I was always left out in the cold.

As for the Borderline, I think that's just well, you're born with it. It didn't start to manifest until after High School, as it seems to in young adult males. It sucks because there isn't actually any cure for it, no meds really, and plus I have no health insurance so I couldn't get meds even if I wanted to. It's just something you have to "manage", which I suck at. Usually I cope with benzos or alcohol, which only exacerbates the situation and makes it far worse. Ruined many things because of my drinking. I can go for long periods of time without drinking, but when something bad happens, like this whole no job, no SSI/SSDI, no money, I get scared and drink.

>>38810516

If I take if off will you die?

Actually, I just found that on another site, and it fit my feelings. Guy looking despondent curled up in fetal position.

Never played Majora's Mask, only OoT, so idk, really.

>>38811094
Umm dude don't you follow rule 1

Don't stick your dick in crazy. Also getting someone knocked up for shits sounds like a bad fucking idea

>>38811130
Majora's mask is my favorite. Its also easily one of the saddest games I've played. It deals a lot with sadness and death

>>38811173
Unfortunately only crazy girls are into me. I also attract lesbians for some reason. She's probably the 3rd lesbian that has said something along the lines of "You're a guy but I'm comfortable around you, almost like you're a girl, I think you're the only guy I'd have sex with". It happens strangely often.

Anyways, I think the actual impregnation thing was a joke. Though, she does want me to buy a fleshlight, cum inside of it, and give it to her so she can play with my cum.

We are not normal people.

>>38811234
no offense but they really don't sound like lesbians. They sound more like BIs playing the field.

>>38811294
Eh, I'm mildly effeminate just because of bone structure, have long hair and nicer skin than most women. One of them thought I was a trap, she thought I was a girl until she saw my dick.

I don't do it on purpose, just built like that.

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>tfw no cock in my little hole

God I'm such a faggot.

>>38811224

Well, I should say, I did play it, just never BEAT it. I know what you mean about the sadness and death.

1) The Milk Bar Man. I love his quote:

"As you can see, all of our customers have taken refuge. It may be my undoing, but I'm the sort of fellow who'll stay at his business through thick and thin.

And I continue standing here at the counter hoping one of my favorite customers will appear...And I wasn't wrong. See? You stopped in." -- Mr. Barten

2) The Terminian Postman

Don't really know if he had any quotes, just know that he was so determined to his post route, that he was willing to die, rather than to escape, just to make sure to get people their mail. I know you can choose to save him or not, but the fact that he's willing to die over a menial thing, and then when you do save him, he runs away crying in happiness or something.

Keep meaning to play it and beat it, but just never have. :/

Any other sad stuff? Actually any other games that deal with sadness, death, apathy, etc. My friend keeps saying Final Fantasy 6 I think.

>>38810904
No, for aslong as I remember I have done it, even as a young kid I put off doing basic homework.

>>38811350
Not to be that person but in all honesty as far as Indie games go LISA and undertale deal a lot in the emotional realm as far as games go. Theyre both really fucking depressing and emotional. No joke, I almost cried multiple times playing both.

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>>38810852
Alright, I don't know much about these threads, but I'll thank you in advance anyway. I recently got out of a long distance relationship maybe 1-2 months ago, we were together for about 3 years and tried seeing each other every few months. The last time I visited her I didn't enjoy myself in the slightest I thought out a thousand reasons why we shouldn't be together. I reckon she felt the same way because after a while of returning home from seeing her, we didn't speak for weeks. And when we finally did, we split up we still remained friends but breaking up with her felt like a huge weight on my chest had been lifted I felt "free" and I haven't thought about her at all for a while. That's until around last monday when out of the blue I suddenly can't stop thinking about her. She's in my head constantly, we used to play a lot of games so I always see her playing games with orbiters or her old friends who I despised I think that's what it all stems down too really. I just want this feeling in my chest to go and to stop thinking about her, my last option is removing her from everything and just moving on, but we were together for so long I don't want it to come to that. Any advice would be helpful. Thanks.

>>38811597
You say that you didn't think about her for a while after breaking up but now you suddenly do because you see her playing online with other people? To me it sounds like you have some jealously especially if you felt a weight off your chest after breaking up. I would recommend getting rid of anything that might show you her current status like the online status or social media. Let her know that your not ghosting her but rather just need some time to cool down and shell probably be ok with it. Theres nothing wrong with remaining as friends but your going to have to deal with those reoccurring feelings since you were in a relationship for 3 years. Honestly, its only been a month so going cold turkey for a bit would probably be for the best. Only time will heal this.

>>38811749
It's a strange type of jealousy, I don't really want to take her back, but it would still hurt painfully if I found out she was going out with another one of her online friends. If it was within someone from her country or local I don't think I'd even be that bothered about it all. About the online status the only problem is that I have her on Battle.net and steam. And there doesn't seem to be an option to block out someone without removing them, which is not what I would like to do. We've also maybe spoken once or twice since it happened so I doubt she even thinks about me the same way I think about her if that makes sense. I start working again next week so I guess my mind will be occupied for the next few months. Thank you for the advice <3

>>38811597
How do you just get over someone that quickly after 3 years? Fucking normies

>>38811963
No problem glad I could help. And like I said just remember time will heal this.

>>38812004
I don't know how to really respond, but in the end it was coming and I just wanted it to be over, before we broke up it felt like it was over we were barely speaking ect. And I'm not a normie, if we didn't meet I'd still be a virgin and alone.

>>38812098
Did you two fight a lot or something? Something must have caused this. I just find it to be so weird.

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Nick pleae fuck me I want ur cokc now

>>38812098
don't feed the trolls man

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>>38812150
Barely ever, what caused it for me was a little mix of everything, like I said the last time I visited I didn't enjoy myself at all, I don't think her parents liked me too much (I think they preferred someone a little more social), we weren't playing any games together and barely speaking ect. What caused it for her? I'm really not sure and that's what I also keep thinking about, she used to be really clingy but suddenly changed, I have this thought in the back of my mind that maybe she liked someone else, but it's been months so I would've at least caught wind if one of them were at least together. I should also state that when I said I could visit she wasn't really enthusiastic about it, she also dropped hints about it being unlikely she'd move country to ever be with me. Looking at it now, I really shouldn't of gone to see her but it had been almost 7 months since I last saw her. Apart from that I really hope it wasn't because of someone else. Thanks for listening I guess.