>Waves of depression and anxiety come back out of nowhere.exe
Oh fuck. It's been happening to me. I honestly can't do another round. Oh god. It doesn't go away! Holy shit! Tfw it's so crippling.
have you tried self-medicating, anon?
dark net markets are a bit shit at the moment, but you can pretty much have everything delivered to your doorstep
>>38790283
>wake up this morning and slightly happy and self-confident
>don't want to indulge in this feeling too much as I'll probebly want to kill myself by tomorrow again
>>38790327
>can it deliver friendship?
>>38790283
Did you check your sleeping schedule? rapid changes could fuck up your hormones
>>38790283
>Tfw sometimes i'm in a happy-depression type mood, where i enjoy my solitude and thank myself for not being social, and just being a loser who no one likes, and enjoy sleeping all day
>tfw most days it's just constant desolation and feeling like shit
At least on the good days, even though i still want to kms, atleast it doesn't make me sad and i can enjoy my worthless day.
I don't know what's going on kads.