>feel a sudden surge of energy
>all anxiety goes away
>become super confident
>other people's opinions no longer matter
>I can achieve anything
>next day I'm back to my robot self
Fuck
Recreate steps that gave you this confidence boost.
Also, get off /r9k/
>>38777823
>he relies on emotional states to get work done
>>38777823
I used to be like you until depression hit. You know, confidence and enrergy are worth zilch if you have no friends, skills, or gf
>>38777823
Drink this quickly when you first wake up
>>38777823
You sound manic depressive. Just do something that can be accomplished in the course of your manic episode and take it easy during your depressive one.