weird confessions thread

>I've wanted to be a female my entire life
Fuck it feels weird to finally type that out

>>38759808
im 27 and always nap in comfy places, i always have..
>under my bed
>floor in the guest bedroom
>various places in the garage
I even have a shelter in a really quiet part of the woods where i used to go walking my dog that i made, very comfy out there

I'm attracted to decomposition so I can't take out the trash or go to funerals without getting aroused.

I wish my roommates and family could understand

>>38759808
I have insanely homicidal thoughts. I want them to go away but they don't, and sometimes when I'm at the range, I'm tempted to turn to the side and shoot every other person on the firing line, then turn the gun on myself. Another time, I was thinking about ramming someone against a SUV in the parking lot and crushing their pelvis against the rear bumper of another car. I think I'm going crazy. Send help.

>>38760906
I know these feels so well. Turns out I have a very serious case of OCD. Meds and exposure therapy have helped so enormously I can't even tell you. You could try talking to a doctor anon. So long as you make it very clear that you have no INTENT to harm anyone, only thoughts, they won't lock you up.

>>38759808
I repress dreams of being who I am not. In my dream world, I want to be like the Wolf of Wall Street or Donald Trump. That brash, aggressive, 80s- like guy. Not exactly a Chad, but you get it. I've been trying to act, for example, like Tony Montana when I was in high school, but since then I'm stopping myself, by fear it does not stick with who I really am