>Yesterday was ten years ago
>Tomorrow was last year
>>38748197
Praise OP for the wisdom bestowed
>>38748197
wtf time isnt real
>>38748197
What the hell, yesterday seems like it was just last week. Crazy.
>>38748245
Fuck off retard, it's a meme
>yesterday all my troubles seemed so far away
>now it seems they're here to stay
>>38748271
>>38748271
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNqZkSEOObE
Seems like just yesterday I was still in school just fucking around
>>38748197
>the end of this month is already here
Each day takes forever, but the months and years pass in a blur.
I'm still here; no goals accomplished; no novels written, no symphony composed. Just older and less capable.
I just pulled a turd out of my ass in the shower, I'm glad I waited until then and didn't check my ass in my room
>ywn wake up 5 years old again in 2001 and the last 16 years were just a nightmare and you can actually do your life over
>>38748500
And they all happen exactly like they did before. Nothing you do changes anything.
And then today arrives, and you wake up in 2001 at 5 years old again...
>The Ride Never Ends
>>38748500
>tfw it was already too late for me in 2001
I don't even want to redo my life again at this point. I used to dream about what I'd do different, but in retrospect I wouldn't want to relive losing everyone again, one at a time.
>tfw there is no stopping the inexorable march of time
>tfw you want to be stoic and ignore past mistakes but you can't and they haunt you every minute of every hour of every day
>tfw you want to cease to exist but can't muster the nerve or willpower to overcome the instinctual fear of death
>tfw you've condemned yourself to a life of suffering and mental agony due to your own poor decisions and apathy
>tfw you know deep down you still have it better than a lot of people and you should be grateful but that doesn't make you any happier
>>38748525
What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more' ... Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.'
>>38748535
the past just haunts me so much. even if I couldn't change anything I would give anything to go back to a day as a little kid and relive that day just once when I was happy and not an anxious depressed failure
>>38748605
>tfw you don't even enjoy doing anything anymore; all your activities are done simply to try and stave off the suicidal thoughts
>tfw the black sheep of the family ended up being you
>tfw you've been depressed for so long that you'd rather just go down with the ship instead of trying to bail out the water
>tfw the hole you've dug yourself into will end up being your grave
>>38748197
>you had the time, resources, and proper environmental circumstances to do whatever you wanted with your life
>you squandered all of it
>You coulda been a contendah