Who else hoping for /afterlife/ here?

I want to fuck my dead cousin she was so pretty.

Living in eternal paradise with God sounds so comfy.
But I'm so conditioned to expect reality to fuck my expectations I'm afraid to believe in it.
I'd rather expect the worst and be right than get excited for the best and be wrong. That feeling of being let down is intolerable to me.

>>38730091
>That feeling of being let down is intolerable to me
well if there is "nothing" after death than you can't be let down

>>38729775
I can't picture an afterlife all I see is darkness

>>38729775
Are you living a life free of sin and judgement, anon?

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>>38730128
I don't
I live a life of sloth and lust, mostly sloth and I keep making excuses for myself
Almost every night I pray while I lay in my bed for forgiveness, I know God forgives but I still fell so full of guilt and filth

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>Have the inane fantasy that when I die I can live out my dream of being an officer and Viper pilot in the Colonial Fleet even if it meant dying in combat

This is all I want

I want to be reincarnated as a qt japanese girl

>>38730228
No one can help you but yourself anon. Good luck.