JUST

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Who else /JUST/ here?
I'm a 21yo ameature comedian and I just found out the girl I wanted to marry settled in with another guy.

>first GF cheated
>2nd was confusing
>3rd cheated
>4th cheated
>5th psychotic feminist

Now before you permavirgins say that I had the privilege of dating, I would hardly consider it dating since all were those high school shams, the only real legit in adulthood was the 4th.

I never has any sexual relations with any of the girls and after being cheated I resorted to having sex with prostitutes. I used to think it was because I'm horny but really it's just me coping.

There was only one thing helping me be positive and that was my best friend Amber because we're close enough to be family. That's the idea, I wanted to get married To her in the future, I honestly thought after all this bullshit we can get married when she's ready.
>I find out today she moved in with a guy she's only known for 4 months.

How fucking stupid am I for believing the marriage meme? For literally hanging my life on woman to the point what they do affects me. I lost her, it explains why she hasn't answered me in over a week. I used comedy to mask depression.