Alone

>geeky girls
>alone

i never asked them out because they were always taken by more attractive dudes

Idk I was insecure I guess.

She made fun of me to try and get cool points with the popular kids

I thought that I was normal in Highschool but it turned out I had no friends and looked absolutely retarded.

>>38725068
why didnt you fucking ask him out you dumb bimbo? if you really liked him and were really alone you would've, dumb cunt

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>Implying I was ever liked by any women

ow listen here you little shit...

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>>38725140
I wasn't. I got asked out on a date once but the guy wanted to date me and my best friend at the same time.

I only had one friend and she ditched me for the same guy.

>>38725158
You shouldn't have been. I would have liked spending time with you.

>>38725160
I never did that, but I'm sorry other girls did.

>>38725194
I would have talked to you if you approached me. We might have hit it off.

>>38725202
I wanted him to make the first move. I'm shy and guys are supposed to ask.

Geeky girls from gen z only want Chad.

>>38725225
>waah waah i was liked by a guy

go kill yourself you fucking waste of space. youre a fucking roastie

Nobody ever talked to this girl in one of my classes, and when I could muster the courage I tried on a few occasions to include her in things somehow despite my being an absolute loser and show my interest in her in some way without terribly embarrassing us both in the middle of class, which was the only time I could have any remote chance to have pretense to interact with her, and she just never followed through on her end and ignored me, though I don't blame her at all because I was and am awkward as fuck and I figured she just wanted me to leave her alone. Primarily I just didn't want to bother her by being my usual loser self and making her think, "Oh, great, the only person to talk to me is this retard."
>you have to make the first move
Fuck this. If there was a girl interested in me, she never showed it in the slightest way.

I know this thread is implying implications really hard for the sake of discussion and imagination, but I still lament that there really was zero chance for me then. There was no such girl.

>but you have to make the first move

This is the reason.
Why the fuck is it the guys job to take initiative? Why is it the guy who has to gather the courage and potentially face rejection and embarrasment? Why is the girl blaming the guy for something she also could've done? I just dont get it

>>38725068
>tfw richbot
>tfw all boys no girls private school
>No qt geek girl
>it was either gay or the highway

>>38725211
Even George had some girls who liked him. Jews help their kind find good Jew wives.

>>38725225
>I'm shy and guys are supposed to ask.

Get the fuck out of this place

>>38725225
>You shouldn't have been
Well I was. I can't change the past anymore, as much as it pains me.

>>38725068
Girls never interested me senpai I was too busy having the time of my life on 2006 era videogames.
Absolute blast.
I get that you think you're supposed to be the center of attention but nah I don't even know you, and you never took the time to make me any more aware.

It's not my loss at all.

>>38725241
>implying you're gen z
>born after 2000
>it's 2017

Enjoy your ban kid.

>Why didn't you ask out the cute, geeky girl you knew in high school?
i was going to but then i moved to new mexico

>>38725255
Because that's how it works, faggot. Deal with it.

>>38725298
Gen Z is from the 90s, ie the younger half of millenials that everyone complains about. You are thinking of Gen Alpha.

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>>38725241
I didn't then and I don't know. You can't say otherwise.

>>38725244
I'm a virgin. How can I be a "roastie." What if you liked me, would I then be useless?

>>38725250
I showed my interest as best I could but he was only into Stacy.

>>38725255
Human history? We want you to overpower us with charm?

>>38725262
But... I thought this was a safe space for non-normies.

>>38725264
As does it pain me. I'm so sorry, anon.

>>38725296
Sorry to hear that but if you're happy...

>>38725298
Maybe I should? You guys don't want me here...

>>38725312
It's 2017 fampai fluid gender roles are the meme now ask out nerdbody they might bake you treats
Anything can happen

>>38725068

Because I realized I didn't need love or a relationship in my life. As edgy as it sounds, loving someone just makes it harder on you when they leave, and you get so many more problems in your life when you're in a relationship rather than being single.

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>>38725068
>tfw there was no cute geeky girl that you knew in high school

Funny thing I was her first kiss. I was pretty drunk and high then pretended nothing happened.
It's not like we were friends or anything. I guess no one tried to kiss her before. Saw her the other day on the street with her boyfriend, hope she's happy now.

>>38725330
>Sorry to hear that but if you're happy...
You do realise men are emotionless robots that just do whats logical right.

Happy and unhappy are background noise to doing what makes sense, and talking to strange mopey girls makes zero sense.

If you want anything try saying hi and asking. Then it begins to make sense.

>>38725068
she rejected me lmao

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>Go on board where everyone is ugly, shy, and out-casted

GUISE WAI DEDENT U SPEEK TO THIS FUKKEN WOIYM!!!???!?!

>>38725068
she was black.... and very ugly

So I basically did. I really liked this girl in French class. Some douche wigger wanna-bes were bullying her one day. they were throwing paper into her hair and stuff, and probably because she was kind of a loner.

later in the day i was playing guitar at the stairs to the second floor. she opens the door and walks up and i see her. i had no balls but still i asked her if she wanted to listen to some shit i was playing -- i.e. to hang out with me. she got super shy, said "i have to see my friends now."

I realize this was an anxious moment for her, but I realized that women are just as cowardly as us guys. I never had the balls to ask her out again.

>>38725068
I did tho...
Spaghetti were spilled, and the rejection crippled my confidence for the next 8 years.
Don't fall for this Hollywood cliche

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>>38725331
I'm a traditional girl. Isn't that good?

>>38725340
If you're happy..

>>38725341
I was there...

>>38725346
I hope you're happy some day.

>>38725359
But men need to be loved. Women need to be wanted.

>>38725360
Was she a Stacy?

>>38725380
I'm white. Irish is white, yeah? Or does auburn hair and freckles disqualify me?

>>38725408
I bet she wishes you did.

>>38725461
Sorry, anon...

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>>38725538
no, you literally weren't.
the weeb girls I had in my school were all acne ridden and horribly unattractive to where even an actual autist (aspie) such as myself wouldn't even consider. Not to mention they were all into kpop and I hate kpop. Stop roleplaying as a fembot pls

>>38725538

Jesus fucking christ, if you think all girls act like this, you truly deserve to be a fembot.

They'll ruin your fucking life.
https://youtu.be/96JZtu_f-6o

I was beta/sperg as fuck lol
She had asked me on five separate occasions if I liked her and I sheepishly said no every time

>>38725068
>You know she liked you,
>She really cared about you.
No, she didn't.

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>>38725576
I had acne as a middle schooler but it cleared up by my sophomore year. I liked some jpop, but only what I heard in anime. I went to a couple Sakura events in DC with jpop performers but that's it...

I am only 5'1", and kinda thick with glasses but I'm not hideous?

>>38725602
We'll, I am a fembot.

>>38725068
>You know she liked you
I know for a fact that she didn't liked me (in fact is more likely that she liked my friend).
If i had even the slightest hint of atraction from her, i would have asked her out in the spot.

Now, answering the question.
>Why didn't you ask out the cute, geeky girl you knew in high school?
Honestly, because i felt that i wasn't enough for her, i didn't fear rejection, i feared aceptance, i feared that even if i was with her i wouldn't be able to make her happy. However, this didn't means that i gave up on her, in fact i obsessed with her to the point i memorised her entire name, birthday, her pets (6 dogs, 4 cats and a turtle), every piece of clothing that i saw her wearing, every conversation that we had, etc (basically everything about her).

it's been years and i still can't get her off my mind, i thought that i didn't love her anymore, but i saw her a few months ago and i felt the same that i felt in highschool, i'm afraid that i will literaly never be able to love anyone else, my brain just doesn't want to let it go.
Now i have to even be careful when i think about her, i haven't said her name in years, even if i'm not refering to her, i just can't say her name out loud. I also try to avoid thinking her name, i still know her full name and a lot of other shit, but i can't think about it or i immediatly start feeling like shit.

If you're anything like her then i want to tell you this, i'm really thankful that i met you, but you're both the source of my happiest moments and my worse sorrow.

I still think that i'm not worthy of being with you, but if i ever see you again, i might not resist the temptation and end up talking to you trying desperatedly to get even a little closer to you.

>>38725330
>We want you to overpower us with charm?
>>38725241
>only want Chad.

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>>38725609
That sucks, anon.

>>38725637
I did like this robot-ish guy, but he never asked me out.

>>38725676
I'm still alone, so I'd love it if the right guy asked me out.

>>38725538
>I'm a traditional girl. Isn't that good?
Not in the current year it's not. How many traditional men do you know? If you're a guy, playing by 50s rules is asking to get chewed up and spat out by family court abusing roasties.
Adapt or you'll get whats left, discarded manhusks and naive idiots.
>But men need to be loved. Women need to be wanted.
Idk what this means but you have no idea what men think they need fampai. Men will do or not do very extreme things all the time if it makes sense. Talking to women right now doesn't make sense at all. I got no money, women don't need my help, I couldn't help a woman if I wanted to.
Zero reasons. And don't say love that's an emotion and no guy acts on emotions. Ever.

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>>38725690
You don't need to be Chad to be charming in your own way. Just be nice to me, maybe say I'm pretty or give me some little homemade gift. Invite me over, listen to be rant about vidya or anime, I dunno, maybe crack a joke or two?

>>38725733

But not all girls are like this. Hell, Stacies are the complete opposite, but most of the girls you meet in high school can't/won't be charmed by that. You might be charmed, but they won't.

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Your right OP, I should have asked out the geeky girl in school and if I could go back I would.

So femanon OP, to make up for all the anon robots that never asked out the geeky girls in their schools,

d-do you wanna go out with me some time?

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>>38725773
So you want Stacy then? I guess all men do...

>>38725783
Maybe?

>>38725835

Definitely not, I despise Stacies. What I was saying was that Stacies don't get charmed the way you do, it's the exact opposite. That doesn't mean I like them, I'm just saying not every girl has the same interests.

This thread is making me depressed as fuck, and the fact that she was short haired and had a calm expression like Nagato Yuki doesn't help much.

Why are you doing this, op?
Do you enjoy seeing us suffer?

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>>38725835
Awesome, now what happens? D-do we eat a spaghetti diner together? I don't wanna spill my spaghetti

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>>38725873
Oh...

>>38725878
I thought it would be reassuring and help you not give up, I'm sorry.

>>38725881
Too heavy a meal.

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>>38725943
Wait a minute, since your a girl (supposedly) what is your ideal date? And how to carry out a conversation topic?

I've always wondered this
Oh, and you look very pretty tonight femanon

>>38725068
>cute

I bet you're a pimple faced, overweight 4/10 if you'd lose those extra 55 pounds. Get the fuck outta here, you mentally ill cunt.

>>38725068
She was non-white

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>>38726027
I'm kind of a homebody. Don't get me wrong, I do go out from time to time, work and such, but I'd rather stay in most of the time.

Ideally, I'd like a guy to bring food or let me cook, either place, we'd spend time together watching movies, anime, playing some video games, talking, maybe go on a walk. I don't need fancy dinners, or whatever. We can talk about whatever, because we hopefully have shared interests. Just be natural as possible. If you think you're embarrassed or like, I dunno, shy, just shrug it off as best as you can and/or say something to make me equally flustered.

>>38726068
I'm sorry you're so angry.

>>38726086
I never got an answer, is Irish white?

>>38725068
She was always busy
She's a professional chemist now with a fit husband and kids
It's for the best

>You know she liked you, but you have to make the first move
If the rule is that I have to make the first move, then no, before that, I could not have already known a girl liked me. I did not have psychic powers or the arrogance to assume by default everyone had a crush on me.
>muh obvious positive signals
That would be her making the first move, and it did not happen.

>>38726140
Yes their white you stupid fucking whore

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>>38726140
What kind of movies and games do you Like? I've been getting into reading books and drawing lately, and after watching the illusionist I think I might learn some magic tricks for a hobbie. I like conversation that's comfy and fun, but for the most part with women I get pretty nervous about being judged or rejected, I like to be honest but that's a quality a lot of people don't seem to like about me. You're Irish, do you live in Ireland currently?

>>38725068
There werent any, i went to some shitty IT trade school where 90% of the populace was men including teachers. I guess i wasted my only chance for any relationship by going there didnt even learn shit, but maybe that was the lesson, get fuked son.

>>38726249
They're*
I mean, if you're going to rip on people, at least do it right anon

>>38725328
Wasnt the Gen Z supposed to be the last generation before the end? Well Heck

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>>38726146
What about your happiness?

>>38726191
If a girl talks to you, touches your arm, smiles when she sees you or touches her hair, she likes you.

>>38726249
I've seen guys from /pol/ say otherwise. I'm sorry. I didn't know that made me a whore.

>>38726263
Don't do the magic. Seriously. I'm not all that interested, to be honest and if I'm not, most girls won't be either.

No, I'm American. Second generation.

>>38726276
Don't give up!

>>38726316
>If a girl talks to you, touches your arm, smiles when she sees you or touches her hair, she likes you.
>>38726191
>and it did not happen.

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>>38726316
Oh, well I wanted to learn magic for my own sake lol but I see your point. What part of murrica? I live in Canada though I'm from Massachusetts and I've lived on a sailboat in Florida for two years.

Ok but srs question, I sometimes get looks from girls on the subway and bus, and I mean like more than just glances. Does that mean they find me attractive? I avoid eye contact mostly because I don't want to get arrested or pepper sprayed for being a creep

Mom and dad got divorced when I was four, was never really around any couples for me to idealize relationships or believe they work out well, plus I had a bad stutter and complex human relationships caused my anxiety to spiral.

>>38725068
I did ask her out, I knew she liked me but the two times I asked her if she wanted something serious she just said no, despite telling me in one occasion that she did like me (the last day before moving to another state and it seemed like I wasn't coming back, I did 6 months later, oops)
One year later, in college and without communication she is sending nudes and wanting to fuck, she still liked me (more than ever) but I couldn't bring myself to tell her I love her and fuck her so she got angry with me and became distant from that day on.
I still don't know if she was serious about loving me or she just wanted to lose her virginity.
>inb4 you messed up
I just want a good relationship, even if short lived, not a cheap imitation.

>>38725068
Because I'm mexican

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>>38726497
>I just want a good relationship, even if short lived, not a cheap imitation
Me too anon, I just want to have someone in my arms at night, to wake up to and talk with about anything with not a care in the world. I miss being loved

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>>38726419
Just don't make a big deal about it until the girl knows you. Unless your super charismatic and a performer type, then go ahead! We decide within a couple seconds whether or not we like a guy. If we don't look disgusting by you and don't ignore you, that's a good sign, but lots of girls are tricky and want to use guys. I'll admit that much.

>>38726482
I was raised by my dad, so I kinda get it.
My mom wasn't the woman dad thought she was, but he did okay, apart from my insecurities.

>>38726497
>>38726551
I hope you find what you're looking for.

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>>38726482
oh fug man breddy much same on the relationship ideas, parents divorced at 7, 2 aunts and a uncle divorced, when i was still at school alot of my classmates had divorced parents pretty much convinced me of how meaningless relationships are fuck humans being social animals its only drama all chemicals till they fade away and then they force new life into this torment without second thought and then divorce leaving the child in pain and doubt and mostly having to grow up on its own alot of lessons unlearnt.

>>38726582
Cool, thanks femanon I'll keep that in mind next time.

She asked me out, she said she loved me. She left me, I never got over it. She started dating my best friend, our friendship got ruined. They were together for years, moved in together, and broke up. They both have found new partners, and have no ill feelings towards each other.

I've been stuck on her for ten years. We never kissed or had sex. She recognized one of my anonymous drunken posts on an imageboard, and said she wanted to help me to get over her. She asked why I was so stuck on her, even though she was never actually in love with me. She claimed she didn't know what she was talking about when we were young.

I wanted to marry that girl. I thought I was actually loved at one point in my life, and now, ten years after the break-up, I realize it was all a lie. I was the only one from my teenage "friend" group who ended up alone and fucked up in the head for the most pathetic reason ever, over a relationship that never went anywhere, but still meant the world to me.

I'm so fucking sick of being alive at this point. I should have just managed to kill myself when I first tried it eight years ago. I've ruined my whole life over a girl who never did more than have pity for me.

I can't even cry the pain away anymore. It's just a gut wrenching feeling I can't get rid of. It hurts so much.

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>>38725068
>You knew she liked you
Hahaha, oh boy are you as clueless as i was at high school
Ill tell you the reason i personally never asked anyone out ever
>raised by single mother after the divorce
>mother was a bit of a dumbass and naive to the boot
>raised me to respect women, treat them like they were made of glass and never to bully them etc
>end up just hanging out with boys, thought you would have to act certain way to talk to girls, all my interactions are artificial and forced
>one time there was a dance competition (shit rewards) but i wanted to participate, i tried asking girls i saw alone to join me in the dance competition
>after getting laughed at multiple times asked this geeky looking girl to come dance with me, apparently the dance competition had already ended by that time
>i go "oh well never mind i guess we missed it"
>she goes "that's okay we can still dance if you want"
>activate autism "nah it's okay, i only wanted to dance so i could win *shitty price X*"
>heres the shocking part "actually, i really wanted to dance, would you still dance with me?"
>get really embarrassed, autism activate i start thinking of what others will think
>start to think everyone will make fun of us if i do the dance, i start to back peddle saying "i don't know, aren't you worried others will be staring and spreading rumors at us?"
>she goes "lets give them something to talk about"
>wtf never gotten any positive response from a girl, kind of shocked
>she lightly pulls my hand towards the dance floor, slow dance song starting just my luck
>we slow dance one dance, most of the time was avoiding eye contact with other people and feeling judged by everyone around us
>dance ends, start to think she did that to make fun of me
>she "thanks for the dance" *smiles at me*
>autism (i knew it, she was making fun of me)
>i go "you're welcome!" and walk off angry, found out years later that she was interested in me and that was one of her most romantic nights in HS

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She asked me. We dated for a while, but I knew she wasn't happy, and we ended it after a couple months. I was an entitled, narcissistic prick back then and only really needed other people to validate me. After burning quite a few bridges, I started working on myself and on being more authentic and actually caring about the few people left in my life. Maybe if I met someone like her today, I wouldn't be such a disappointment...

>>38726582
I don't really blame either of my parents even if they were flawed. Because it's just the modern world we live in. Few relationships go the long haul and I was afraid of being in one that caved in on me.

>>38726599
I think deep down, even if we don't think about it consciously, our mind is telling us to pause and maybe not get with someone if we end up having a kid whose raised without two parents like we were. Or maybe we just don't know how to have a complete family so we avoid trying.

>>38725068
Time to eat your greens 4ch
>2011, 10th grade
>be complete sperg edgelord
>into occultism/wicca, /mu/core music, smoking marijuana, beating off to the most degenerate shit I have fapped to in my life
>meet a freshman in the school choir
>adorable little normie blonde girl who writes Harry Potter fanfiction and calls herself a nerd
>we get to know each other and have a science class together next year
>by 11th grade I'm sure she likes me
>walks home with me on days I don't have to stay late for homework lab (she is good student I am retardo)
>learn she comes from a very Christian family
>she sees something I have one day that has a pentacle on it and freaks the fuck out
>I end up explaining to her the difference between a pentacle, pentagram, and inverted pentagram which really weirds her out
>but she gets I'm not a satanist so she still likes me
>asks me one day "Anon, would you ever smoke weed?"
>I'm high
>"Nah, probly not"
>moment of truth.wav
>"I didn't think so. I knew you were smarter than that."

Her parents didn't let her have facebook at the time so I have no idea where she is.
I think sometimes that it was a window to true normiehood I could have taken but I wouldn't have been able to fool her long term in a relationship.

>>38726705
fuck senpai, that hit really close. Do you still have contact with her?

>>38726849
We are FB pals but i have not talked to her in years, my other friend from HS tried to play matchmaker for us but at that time i was deep in depression and hitting the bottle pretty hard, and i thought her feelings for me had died a long time ago so i didn't even try to rekindle what was lost, she saw i was a drunk with no direction for future and gave up her "chase" if there was any, i think she came looking for closure

I did ask her out
She cheated on me with a black friend one month later.

>>38726876
And do you want to start something with her?, i mean you don't lose anything trying. You'll have to create the opportunity tho

>>38726929
I am a NEET, what is there to start with her? relationship where i am an unemployable burden to her? how long do you think she will look at some neetbux loser that is beyond employment at this point because of gaps in CV?

>>38726705
>I-It's my mother's fault I'm an omega, not m-mine, I swear

Kill yourself.

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We were both too nervous to ask each other out that's why

>>38726963
anon, calm down. All im saying is that you don't lose anything by trying, even with the odds against you i think it's better, so at least you don't end regreting you didn't.

why didnt she ask me out
stupid women
now we're both alone

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>>38725068
Call me pretentious though having knowledge of the most surface material science-fiction and superhero films that are targeted towards children is not something that would designate someone as "geeky" to me under any circumstances. That word has long lost its meaning since such has became something of a fashion with many females attempting to fit the bill of "geekyness" to attract a male partner. Don't get me wrong, there may be some who genuinely enjoy this material though may very well ignore material that is of far greater historical relevance and critical acclaim such as 2001: A Space Odyssey, Lord of Light, The Rise and Fall of Hyperion etc. and where video-games are concerned I've yet to see a female even mention Gradius or Mother. That being said I've witnessed something of a trend where the girls who stylize themselves on their self-perceived "geekyness" will often endorse Nintendo whilst those who aren't interested in the medium as a form of mental wallpaper will usually tend towards Microsoft or Sony.

Anyhow I've never asked anyone out that I like due to my anxiety and dissociation that results from initiating conversation with them, I feel like I'm internally forbidden from speaking to them. Per result I believe that to strike a relationship with someone that I've had feelings for would result in long-term hardship and toil for the both of us, which would not be healthy in the slightest. Rather I prefer to erase any connection I have to them and ghost them in the hopes that they will find someone else and that I may not spoil their days. Most likely I'll form a relationship with someone I do not like, simply because I'd at least be able to speak to them. That and I desire a partner who is disciplined and has a strong sense of self-respect (without the entitlement that can often cross-over), Since I work constantly and put in the effort to maintain myself it is only fair that any partner I have lives up to the same standards.

>>38725068
>You know she liked you
No, I do not know any of that sort. I can at best guess, your female signals could as well be in suaheli when it comes to me

>but you have to make the first move
No I do not have to, and after sufficient rebukes I do not even care to try anymore.
If you are interested, come on to me yourself or wait for Chad.

>>38726981
>my mother had mental issues, she was institutionalized briefly causing me to be send to my family members for 1.5years
>she would take out her anger towards my fathers drinking to me, there was nothing she deemed "maybe i shouldn't tell that to a kid" tier stuff
>always neurotic and screaming at the top of her lungs over little things, she would every now and then change her preferences so there was no way of doing it the right way and avoid punishment
>learn how to interact with other people from her, end up fighting all the time because conflict resolution whats that?
>social services ladies come to our place regularly for few weeks, ask me how im doing "well apart from mom yelling all the time im ok i guess" get a ass whooping after SS lady left
>beg my drunk father to take me in so i don't have to live with my mother anymore, dad says SS ladies won't let him take care of me apart from weekend meetings
>sister leaves the house, she raised me more than my mother ever did
>stuck alone with crazy mother
>eventually stop trying to please her because nothing i did was ever right, became distant from her
>come home from school, see mom puking in the toilet due to her new medication, look at her with contempt and go to my room
>i start to loathe her weakness and inability to man the fuck up and be the head of the house hold she pretends to be
>end up having to be her emotional support when she got her little episodes
>she still treats me like a little kid
>finally move out of her house, enter 10 years of depression from combined sources that roots back to my time with my mother
>adopt the bottle from dad and try to cope by drinking and NEETing
And that is the story of how i became a man

>>38727029
I think my chance came and went when my HS friend tried to match make us, she hasn't made any contact since then

>>38727121
that's why i said.
>You'll have to create the opportunity tho
But only if you want to actually do it

>>38725068
>Why didn't you ask out the cute, geeky girl you knew in high school? You know she liked you

Yeah you lost me here

>>38725068
I was scared of failure.
See, because of autism, I had a warped logic that, because I'd never been on a date I wouldn't know what to do on a date and I would just embarrass myself and annoy her. So I figured it was safer to never ask.

Three years later I realise what an coward I was. I'm sorry I never asked you out Bianca.

Jokes on you, my class didn't have any girls in it

>>38727263
What a coincidence. This thread doesn't have any girls in it, either.

>>38725068
Because geeky girls seek Chad's cock too, my NORMIE friend

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>>38727279
Well said sir, well said indeed!

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Too much of a pussy I guess. She even grabbed my ass and said I was cute once. I dropped out shortly after and cut all ties. My childhood was full of missed opportunities like that, dunno what's wrong with me.

>>38725538
>Irish
>freckles
>autumn hair
>geeky
This is torture, I live in a town filled with nerds but they're all guys because of the technical university, why can't I find such a nice girl

Because she was not cute. She was fat, stupid, and obnoxious. You're not some adorable anime archetype, OP. You were fucking annoying just like every other teenager in high school.

>>38726659
Sorry anon, I hope you find happiness

>>38727420
I never approached any other girls after the break-up, because I thought that sticking to the promise of always loving her was somehow worth it despite our break-up and her getting over it with my best friend. I can't believe I ever thought it was worth anything. All those years for fucking nothing. The only girl that ever showed any interest in me.

I don't think I want to live anymore. I can't drown this feeling into anything else, I'm so sick of being lonely and never having anyone hugging me and telling me she'd love me. It's not like I had any chances back when it was truly important, but at this point all my actions have amounted to nothing but my own misery. No one else cared. They never even thought I was this fucked up in the head, because that's not how normal people act. They don't get stuck for ten years to a relationship that didn't mean jack shit. Fucking elementary school children get more action than I've ever got in my life. A definition of a human waste.

I was fucking the cheerleaders.
I really just wanted you to do my homework but couldn't figure out how to ask.

>>38725068
That anime was really bad

>>38725068
I did after I dumped my stacy high school ex for being a hoor. geek girl and I had a semi serious thing for bout a year and a half before I dumped her for being a fucking womanchild whose life consisted of Harry Potter and IRL drumpfposting. She was insufferable. Very nice ass though.

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>>38725068
>tfw friends with an autistic girl who loves anime in school
>we have lots of long conversations about the anime we both watch and video games
>eventually ask her out
>she rejects me
>starts dating a Chad guy instead
To this day it still hurts

>>38725068

>you know she liked you

AhahahahahahahahahaAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

no. She hated me like everyone else. The only person who ever showed interest in me was a lesbian trying to convince herself she isn't one.

>>38725068
I don't think there was one that liked me

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Because she didnt exist
Also because in high school i never talked to women
Made friends with one girl and she was a socially awkward lesbian
All my friends were guys, only guys were ever in our groups, and the few girls I did talk to were taken and not my type

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i was an unatractive overweight loser in highschool, and nothing has changed 5 years later.
if a girl ever showed interest in me i never saw it

no point, never was

>tfw went to all guys high school
>lack of female interaction leaves you totally unprepared for uni so you just give up
it's ok being sad all the time fits my aesthetic

>>38725068
Cos the geeky girl that liked me was a landwhale

>>38725068
The nerdy girl in my class who showed interest in my was a marxist who wouldn't stop larping as a revolutionary

>>38725068
I did, though I guess she was more of a "horse girl" because she owned an actual horse. I'd come over to her house to hang out and often we would end up doing yard work outside which I hated but tolerated because I wuv'd her.

Lost our virginity to each other and dated for 4 years.

Now I've been single for 8 years and have no idea how to even meet someone new

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>>38728352
Get off my board you fucking normie scum! Original enough for ya?!