I want to be a real girl :(

>>38718403
be my gf then. its a start!

>>38718403
But then you would have a disgusting vagina.

Why would you want that? Dicks are much better.

>>38718403
Are you a man looking like a man or are you a trap

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>>38718403
You can never be a real girl even if you get your dick cut off and take medication. Never.

>>38718468
my benis makes me cry
>>38718439
I'm taken
>>38718485
I was never meant to be a man so trap I guess
>>38718505
:(

>>38718523
Did you fall for the sissy hypnosis meme?

>>38718603
no, I have gender dysphoria disorder

>>38718523
>I'm taken

Wow im so sorry. Your life must be so difficult. Hope you die desu.

>>38718403
You can't and you never will, please just give up and end yourself

>>38718523
ouch. Must suck to have gender dysphoria

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>>38718403
Hey anon, I know those feels. Is there something wrong today specifically, or is it just dysphoria? I know for me at least, dysphoria snaps on me every once in a while, and provides me with a night of hardcore sadness. I'm here if you want to talk about something though!

>>38718638
I'm trying anon
>>38718666
:(
>>38718687
just feeling really sad today, really wish I had someone here to hold me right now desu

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>>38718666
Who cares about the mentally disabled boy. Nice trips.

>>38718632
>be my gf
>says no
>die!
real autism hours

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>>38718732
Aww, I would totally cuddle you anon. You said you where taken, BF away? Mine left for 2 days, and he just came back, so I'm really happy. Is there anything on your mind at all, or do you just want to cuddle up and feel better?

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>>38718762
I don't like being mentally ill anon
>>38718791
I'm going to be moving in with my gf soon, want her to hold me badly rn
want the surgery but can't get it

>>38718830
Is your gf a transbian?

>>38718850
yup, I love her

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>>38718830
Moving in together, thats really nice! I'm kinda jealous tbqh
>want the surgery but can't get it
;_; I'm sorry anon, I know it's hard. Maybe someday, right?

>>38718403
>I want to be a real girl
fuggg me too, stop reminding me
i couldnt even pass though and its really fucking killing me inside
you know i did actually have a dream last night about transitioning, i looked like a completely different person in the beginning though, all i can remember from the dream is standing in the mirror for a few seconds while time passed at the speed of about a month a second, so after a few seconds i looked like a girl.

>tfw I'll never have a femboy gf
I don't want a trap I want a feminine boy as a gf
Still male but more fem than me
I'm 18 btw if anyone is interested

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>>38718403
And I want to be a real boy. We can't all have what we want.

>>38718902
>Maybe someday, right?
unlikely, costs way too much, can't use benis so sex is going to be pretty limited, she knows that and will probably be the top for me

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>>38719001
Oh, you two have never done it before? cuuuuute
I'm relatively okay with my lower parts, although I don't like to refer to them by name, and I hate them during all nonsexal times with my BF. I don't think I could ever top him though, even though he wants me to.

>>38718523
>Im taken
Maybe we can share you, at least for one night.

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>>38718403
>you will never be born a cute girl
>you will never experience life in a functioning loving nuclear family
>you'll never do normal family things and be well liked at school
>you'll never share a sweet lesbian kiss with another girl

Life isn't fair.

>>38719078
I'm a virgin, I might let her touch it eventually but only because I love her, she'd never ask me to do anything I was uncomfortable with
>even though he wants me to
sounds like a red flag desu
>>38719126
at least got the kiss part :(
>>38719106
gross

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>>38719126
>tfw the pain will never abate and you aren't a psychopath that wants to mutilate his own genitals and look like disfigured man in a dress

The worst part is I don't just want to be a girl,
I want to be a cute Asian girl.

>>38719211
>I want to be a cute Asian girl.

there's nothing I want more than to be a cute Japanese high school lesbian

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>>38719126
This, one of the things that hurts me the most is never having been able to experience being a kid as a girl. I never had my mom teach me how to do things, and instead I have a bunch of memories of a boys childhood that I would rather forget.
>>38719185
>sounds like a red flag desu
I-I know it is, but I'm fairly ugly and he's probably the only guy that would accept me. Please don't do anything before you're ready though, I've been hurt doing things I wasn't ready for. For clarity, not things with him, things online.

>>38719126
>>38719211
A G P A G P

G

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read through this if you havent already https://pastebin.com/yNitU0eR

>>38719247
maybe find someone who does'nt just care about your genitals? it's a really clear sign they are a chaser

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>>38719285
>who would win, the consensus of countless psychologists about a mental condition, or a page long pastebin posted by a random anonymous user of 4chan

>>38719285
is that you anon-kun!?

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>>38719235
God this. Being born a cute Japanese girl, being able to wear whatever you want and look cool, having long black hair.

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>>38719301
I don't know if I would call him a chaser. He's a really nice person overall, and he's helped me out so much already. I'm okay with letting him touch said parts, I just don't know if I could take a dominant role in sex.

>>38718985
>Blackpill
I know that feel anon, I know that feel.

>>38719418
if he keeps pestering you about it he is one

>>38719285
But mines not a fetish, I just really really really wish I were a cute girl.

However i'm not a sick fuck and don't want to cut my dick off. Especially after reading that story about the guy who did it and regretted it.

It's a type of pain I can live with I suppose. It fuels my creative side.

>>38719358
i dont know, maybe. are you who i think you are?
are you the OP of >>38625120 ?
this post >>38718924 is also me by the way

but you'll never be one
you're just a guy
so stop half assing being a real female and act like a man

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>>38719444
Maybe so, but if someones willing to be with me, I can deal with it.

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I want to be a anime girl

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>>38719514
That's a nice original post

>>38719493
anon-kun!!!! how are you doing!!!! did you talk to a therapist yet?

>>38719445
>Especially after reading that story about the guy who did it and regretted it.

I agree. Every natural hole in the body has a way of cleaning itself:
>ears release wax to flush out dirt
>eyes make tears
>nose produces snot
>mouth makes saliva
>you pee out your dick which keeps it clean
>your anus shits out crap
>bellybutton isn't that deep but has thick skin
>vagina is naturally acidic to kill germs and bleeds out rotten eggs once a month

A fake vagina is just an extra deep skin hole. It has no way of naturally cleaning itself. Plus all the pain that goes with it.

I'd rather be a "chick" with a dick than have a mutilated penis that reduces my quality of life.

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>>38719493

I don't get transitioning or HRT. I had a dream once I looked in the mirror and was an actual girl. No amount of transitioning can make that actually happen.

I feel like people aren't listening when I say I want to be a real girl and think it means tranny. I mean an actual biologically born female. And that is impossible.

And anyone who cuts their dick off is insane.

>>38719498
not the op, but i'm far cuter as a girl than as a guy :(

>>38719499
you shouldn't have to see your self so negatively :(

>>38719394
>tfw not born a cute asian girl
>tfw asian tranny instead
;-; at least i'm cute and kinda close to the real thing

>>38719604
Yeah, I mean if you want to be a girl that's fine but don't cut your dick off. That shit is horrifying. It's really the fucking worst thing you can do, worse than breast implants. even HRT is better than that shit. It will ruin you.

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>>38719619
Maybe if I wasn't so uggu, but that's the unfortunate reality.

>>38719657
As long as you have a dick anon. Asian boys make good looking girls.

>>38719673
some people care more about emotional stuff the physical, get a gf instead

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>>38719696
Maybe someday anon. Do you have a discord or something, theres some stuff I would rather not post on the chan that I would like some advice on. It's fine if you don't though.

>>38719725
I'm not comfortable giving it out, this place is anonymous, I've been a tranny awhile so I know some stuff

>>38719592
>how are you doing
im pretty ok during the day when im able to forget about it. also when i first wake up its pretty terrible but as i get more awake and start doing shit it isnt as bad. how are you though?
>did you talk to a therapist yet
not yet, im a neet without a drivers license so id have to ask my parents to take me to one. i really dont want to make them worry though.

>>38719687
but i hate my dick :( and it's way too small for anyone to play with even if i let them (2". my pubes are longer)

>>38719764
>this place is anonymous
I know some people who lurk around these threads though. Like I said, it's fine.

>>38719764
i'm not who you replied to, but why not share it through a throwaway email?

>>38719564
Didn't tell me it wasn't original.

>>38719817
I know anon but whatever you do do NOT have it fucked with using surgery. It will destroy your health permanently.

But hey small dicks are nice. Just a big clit. And pubes are hot. I like my Asian girls with pubes imo.

I know how you feel but we gotta work with what we were born with. Luckily you're Asian, you got it easier. You could find a bf easy peasy. I'd date you.

>>38719809
>im pretty ok during the day when im able to forget about it
awww :(
anon I really think you should at least attempt transition, dysphoria will keep getting worse, I've talked to a lot of trannies and that's a common theme with people who have repressed


you can ask your parents to see one for depression maybe? you can keep it all confidential, it's illegal in the usa not too, I remember you lived there from the pol thread

I've been doing pretty good lately, making good progress on getting thicc, I do worry about you anon :(

>>38719848
I'm paranoid
>>38719828
if your in tranny threads here often I guess we'll speak again :)

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>>38719921
I'm here pretty often, I don't always avatar though, because mods like to give me warnings. You seem pretty nice though anon, maybe I'll see you some other time. Have a good rest of the night!

>>38719946
goodnight anon! drop the bf though

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>>38720003
No can do. Night~!

>>38718403
I honestly think that most of you fell for the tranny meme.

>>38719894
it's kind of messed up you keep trying to convert people, to end people's bloodlines like this. how much do they pay you?

>>38719894
>ask to see one for depression
honestly i already told them about this shit about a year ago, but ended up saying that it went away out of embarrassment. if i asked to go to a therapist they would know thats why. i also dont want them to worry about it though.
>at least attempt transition
but if i did that, none of my friends or family(that isnt my parents) would want to talk to me again. everyone i know would be so dissapointed in me.
also almost of my friends are national socialists or fascists, they are all completely disgusted by trannies and think that they should all be gassed.
i remember you saying in that one /pol/ thread that
>you can still be a fash and a tranny
but that doesnt really make sense though because in any true fascist state, trannies would either end up in a labor camp or just killed in some way.
also im germanic, and as you may have seen, even most german women have man faces. im also 6'2"
id also feel like id be wasting the germanic genes if i became a tranny

>>38720126
I want to be a real girl, not a mutilated abomination with necrosis in his eternally gaping genital wound.

>It's another sad and depressed tranny who has a BF and probably 20 orbiters episode

Fuck off.

>>38719887
but even if i can't get a vagina, i want to get rid of this penis at all costs... it just makes me feel so horrible just to have it on me...

and i want to have children someday, too. sigh, guess some things were just not meant to be

>>38720220
I know, I totally get you. I just don't want you to make a permanent mistake you will regret. There's no taking it back and it can get ugly. I've been having sympathy pains for the guy who did it and regretted it for days. It's sad.

I understand the desire to be a girl, if I had a button I could press and become a real girl i'd press it no hesitation.

>>38720220
>>38720296
I should add you can be a girl and keep your dick. A lot of people won't even blink at that. It's totally fine, especially in this day and age.

yeah yeah and i want to be dead
Back of the line

>>38720324
>>38720296
yeah, maybe i'm just being greedy. idk. i've been on hrt for a few years and i haven't been clocked in forever, but i still want more

are you transitioning? either way, i hope your life goes well!

>>38720159
really anon, you should go and see a therapist, there is no shame and getting help
> they are all completely disgusted by trannies and think that they should all be gassed
I assume people from pol? most people on 4chan have jerked it to traps before desu, lots of the stuff on pol is exaggerated for fun and shitposting as well, I've found quite a few sympathetic people posting on pol
>because in any true fascist state
anon, you gotta understand that a irl fash state is never going to happen sadly, we have to live in the reality we have, I am a hitler dindu nothin type of course though, most I can do is vote for those who will keep darkies out and not do so many gibs, you have to chase after your own well being, let the more mentally well people lead the charge and cheer them on okay?


if your having a rough night this might cheer you up anon-kun! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpCqSaufFak

I wish I had a qt like OP to come and live with me. I would pay for their HRT and also cute girly things. I would work while they just stay at home and do their best to be cute by pampering themselves with my money. Eventually they will be a perfect girl just for me.

>>38720387
No. I thought about it a lot for a few years but it won't work out the way I want it to. I'll never be the girl I want to be.

I'm kinda envious of you. Being Asian would make it totally worth it imo. It's so easy to get cute fast. I used to know this Chinese guy who crossdressed for fun. We used to hang out at his place, play video games, fool around. He just did it as a hobby but was cuter than most girls I know.

>>38720469
op here, creepy

>>38720469
Please do this to me. ;_; please please

>>38720195
Is that what you really want or what you've been taught to want. There are people with legit problems but I've also seen people get led down the wrong path to a cult like culture where you're taught to hate your male body.

>>38720404
>I assume people from pol
nah they're not from pol, they're childhood friends who i actually redpilled into going natsoc, i really wouldnt want to lose them as friends
i really do think that my family would like me alot less too if i actually did it
maybe if i was manlet highth i would be fine as a tranny, but with my highth and the germanic man face, i really think people would be able to tell that i was a tranny and not an actual girl in public.

>>38720523
I wanted it since I was ten years old. I used to lie in bed at night for hours in the dark imagining what my perfect life would be like. The friends i'd have, the things i'd do from the mundane to the life changing.

I could have been someone. I could have been worth something. I could have been happy. I could look in the mirror and see someone I want to be.

If I woke up as a girl tomorrow i'd not be able to stop smiling all day.

>>38720523
>>38720622
And no, I was never taught to hate my male body. Where i'm from, the kinda place I grew up being a guy was considered the best. I just never felt right with it personally.

I know where you're coming from. I hate feminists and sjw's too but they didn't have an effect on me personally growing up.

>>38720622
Iktf. And if I could be a girl even for a day, I'd be the happiest girl alive for that day. I'd probably kill myself the next day, of course.

>>38718403
Maybe in your next life OP.

>>38720591
anon-kun helping yourself feel better is much more important then what others think of you, if your the one who got them into it in the first place I don't think they'd cut you off, your still pretty young, you can still make it to where you at least can tolerate you body instead of feeling like shit everything single day. I really would be glad if you saw that therapist to at least talk to someone in private irl about this, I care about you anon-kun, there's a certain kinship between those who suffer from gdd, wish I could give you a big hug and tell you it'd all be okay :(

>>38720838
I'll make one sometime tomorrow maybe and add you on there, you can delete the post if you want now, I got it written down

>>38720907
ok, also dont loose that paper!

>>38720919
I won't it's on my desktop, I care about you anon-kun, we seem to keep having chance meetings too

>>38720946
>we seem to keep having chance meetings too
well ya thats because we go to the same types of threads, although i come to them to post that one pastebin because it does make me feel a little better every time i post it

>>38720975
to verify it's me tomorrow I'll tell you what the op was on the pol thread we spoke in, I should get around to making a throwaway email and get a discord account setup by tomorrow night, day after at the latest

I really hope you have a nice night anon-kun! I'm going to bed soon

>>38721040
>to verify it's me tomorrow I'll tell you what the op was on the pol thread we spoke in
i was actually planning on asking exactly that once you added me
>I really hope you have a nice night anon-kun!
i hope you do too

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>tfw you've reached the point where you've accepted that nothing you could ever achieve in life would be worth anything if you have to be a man or some freaky looking hon with endless anxiety about your body

>>38721203
Do you think in Ghost in the Shell it's common to have full body sex changes? Seems the way to go.

I can't wait until we have Matrix style VR.

>>38721249
No idea, but I wish that were actually a thing. I feel like Matrix style VR would just make me kill myself sooner since leaving the VR would feel so god damn awful every time.

>>38718924
>you know i did actually have a dream last night about transitioning, i looked like a completely different person in the beginning though, all i can remember from the dream is standing in the mirror for a few seconds while time passed at the speed of about a month a second, so after a few seconds i looked like a girl.
i have had a dream where i looked in the mirror and was a girl, but it wasn't any girl i would have been. not the right genetics. she was a blonde. she was not any girl i had ever seen to my knowledge. it was sad to wake up.

>>38718985
>And I want to be a real boy. We can't all have what we want.
being a boy sucks balls. enjoy your female privilege. only alpha males are riding high and there's little chance you would have been born with that lotto ticket.

>>38719608
>I had a dream once I looked in the mirror and was an actual girl. No amount of transitioning can make that actually happen.
had same dream. i bet it's common for all of us.

>>38721505
>>38721404
>>38719608
That's weird. I'm a girl in all of my dreams.

>>38720469
hmm does anyone have that one /g/ screencap of something like this happening except the person was locked in a cage?

>>38721524
im usually just a viewpoint with no body in all of my dreams

>>38721524
>That's weird. I'm a girl in all of my dreams.
r u grill (female) tho?

>>38721505
I was washing my face in the bathroom and when I looked up I was a beautiful Asian girl with long black hair. I slim and had fair skin and beautiful dark eyes. I was surprised but it made me so happy. Then I woke up.

And yeah I think it's super common for people like us.

>>38721524
I've dreamt I was a girl on multiple occasions too, sometimes characters from books/manga/anime.

But I also dreamt I was Transmetal Tarrantulas from Beast Machines once too and fought a cyclops. I have fun dreams.

>>38719687
Whoever the fuck keep propagating the statement that asian can become good traps better fucking stop it pisses me off because I know I'll never be one

>>38721579
It's so true it hurts. I saw a clip of Kamen Rider once where one of the male leads did a half ass crossdress and looked great. It drives me nuts.

>>38721579
>Whoever the fuck keep propagating the statement that asian can become good traps better fucking stop it pisses me off because I know I'll never be one
take the pills and let the magic happen. just do it. you might turn out better than you expected.

>>38721665
Not him but I don't want to fuck my body up. I may not like being male but at least I have my health. I'm terrified of permanent damage.

And as much as I want a real actual vagina I like jerking off and having orgasms.

>>38718403
How big is your benis?
Very original question

>>38718924
I had a dream once where I got to be a girl, I was cute, I was sad the moment I woke up

>>38718403
And I want to be a real guy. I guess we can't have all we want. Now suck it up and take your estrogen injections/pills/whatever.

>>38718666
it is not a good disease and i hate havign it :)

cant yall just man up im just asking not trying to be offensive

>>38718985
>>38721888
yo what the fuck didn't even read your post. AM I hallucinating again?

>>38721445
It's a bit hard to enjoy "female privelige" when that is centered around being coddled because men want to fuck you, when you're a wannabe man with gender dysphoria.

>>38721888
>tfw i can't get off unless i imagine i have a penis and i'm fucking/getting sucked off by one of my 4 elaboratly imaginated gfs

>>38721959
Boohoo, cry me a fucking river, fag.

See that's a taste of what men deal with. I wish I could be coddled.

anyone else with gender dysphoria want to add me on discord so we vent and be autistic together? lol I'm looking to make friends with other people with this disorder

>>38722297
whats your discord then?
o r i g

>>38722355
don't feel comfortable posting yours?

>>38718403
I'm a bi fembot and want a t-girl gf so o can cherish her and make her feel like a real girl (I genuinely consider trans women real women) not fetishize her like mentally ill robots/men

>>38722387
I'll just throw on an alt, I was just asking you because you said you wanted people to add you

>>38722297
I'll join if you post yours. But i'm gonna go take a shower first and get something to eat.

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>>38722297
Are you talking about a server, or just like PMing you? I would be down for joining a server.

>>38722485
Same. Might be fun to hang.

>>38722485
vu3HwY Here you go its exclusively for gaybots/gay fembots whatever you are please read the rules btw

>>38718403
you aren't alone and it's okay to leave everything behind for that reason.

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>>38721545
i just found it