>be me
>19yo virgin (more or less average looking)
>be in love with your one of your best friends (21yo hot girl)
>managed to get her and another friend (guy) to sleep over at your place and get drunk
>guy friend goes to sleep 3 meters away from my bed on a mattress on the ground
>girl and i chug another bottle of vodka until we're completely smashed
>she hates feet and says if i put some socks on she'll sleep in my bed
>don't get the hint
>we're lying completely smashed together in my 1person bed
>she suddenly gets really touchy
>out of nowhere she talks about how she wouldnt want to be friends with benefits with strangers
>still don't get the hint
>she now openly compares me to a naive anime boy
>jokingly ask her to lie on top of me and be my blanket tonight
>she actually gets on top of me
>10/10 petite girl I love with a beautiful face and D cups is now lying on top of me
>get awkward boner from her boobs on my chest
>lie there for 30 minutes with her lying on my boner
>GET THE HINT
>ask her if she wants to be friends with benefits with me
>she says i might regret that
>start kissing her
>we make out for 5 minutes straight before i strip her completely naked
>stare at her naked boobs for 2 minutes straight
>she starts humping my dick through my shorts
>get on top of her
>oh boy this is it, i'm going to become a normie now, with the 10/10 girl i love, nothing can stop me now
>she keeps mumbling that i would regret this
>really excited
>suddenly boner fades
>OH SHIT OH SHIT
>it gets awkard
>I try to panic finger her
>unable to get my dick hard because of panic
>managed to get the tip of my semi hard dick in
>she stops and is now again completely naked on top of me
>says this is a mistake and i would regret wasting my first time on her
>she believes i should have sex with a girl i have romantic feelings for
>I'm unable to tell her I love her
>agree with her after i couldnt get my dick hard for another 5 minutes with her lying completely naked on top of me
>she's cool about it
>randomly says she hasnt seen my dick or knows its size (does she think im small because she only saw my soft dick?)
>we promise not to talk about it to anyone and to still stay friends
>she promises she will "fuck the life out of me if i'm still a virgin by the age of 21" and that we'll fuck once im not a virgin anymore
>still cant tell her i love her and she's the only one i want to lose my virginity to
>drunk me asks her if she can prepare me for that first time
>since i've seen and felt her completely naked she agrees and show's me how to properly make out
>lets me fondle her 10/10 D cup boobs for 10 minutes straight and shows me how to do it properly
>bite-kisses my neck, leaving a visible mark
>we get up and look for her clothes
>cuddle in bed and talk about what just happened and other intimate stuff
>I cant tell anyone about how i nearly fucked the 10/10 girl im in love but couldnt because my dick got soft
>remember guy who was "sleeping" next to us for the last hour
>he probably heard everything
>oh shit oh shit
>too sleepy to do shit about it
>sleep
i'll see her again in 5 days where i'll sleep over at her place for a bit.
what do i do now except for killing myself?
how do i convince her to try to fuck me again?
why couldnt i get my dick hard?`
i need help, robot friends
Christ this is autism
>>38709803
>Why couldn't I get my dick hard?
Ever heard of whiskey dick, anon?
>>38709868
just googled it, i might to kms now that i know that mightve been the problem
>>38709937
not kms*