>tfw no one to blame but yourself
>you knew what you needed to do and didn't do it
>you are well aware that everything is going wrong but you are too lazy to change anything
>>38700932
at least you've identified the problem now you can fix it
>tfw you manage to sort your life out but relapse into autism after 4 months
>>38700955
See
>>38700941
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>>38700969
The ride never ends.
>tfw everyone to blame but yourself
>tfw too apathetic to stop being apathetic
>tfw can't feel emotion anymore and always feel empty inside
>>38700932
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>>38700954
>>38700969
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>>38701590
It's scary that these relate to my current life situation.
>>38701659
>tfw you spend more time commiserating with other losers than working on making yourself less of a loser
>>38702486
You just want someone to know and understand. We all want that.
There are lots of people to blame, how about my genetics for balding, how about society for being so damn effective at selling the degree meme,
>>38702486
>tfw try to work on self
>quit because it's too much work to make the slightest improvement
>>38702486
I tried to change myself, but the gods hate me so my destiny is to be eternally miserable. I was so close, too. Everything in my life has been a constant, never-ending bitch slap.
>dead inside
>hate self
>hate world
>everything is a lie
I know that feel all too well
I'm the kind of person that will want something, try to obtain said thing but once it seems like I might actually get it or once I realize I'll have to put in more effort than I'm willing and/or leave my comfort zone to get it I get scared and run
Every
Fucking
Time
there have been so many times when I thought I wmgot past it but every time I run away as soon as shit is getting real
>tfw you realize how it all went wrong
>tfw might as well be impossible for you to unJUST yourself
>tfw you get bridges on the captcha
>tfw your parents invested their time, money, and love into you and you still failed them
>tfw you were born into circumstances that 90% of humanity would give anything to have had, but you still blew it and failed to properly leverage your environmental advantages into anything productive or satisfying
>tfw reality hits and you're too crippled by regret and sadness to find the will to fix things
>tfw stuck in a negative feedback loop
help.
>>38703181
this is me.
i have everything going for me, even good looks. but i just dont give a shit about anything
>every time you think things are changing for the better, something happens that sets you back on square one.
>Too depressed to enjoy life
>Too lazy to improve life
>Too fearful to end life
>tfw praised by family for good grades and intelligence, but still drop out of college due to depression and apathy
>tfw praised by therapists for being intelligent and articulate, but still fail to act on any of their suggestions
>tfw you told yourself you were past the point of no return and gave up on life, but years later you realize that wasn't true and you were lying to yourself to avoid having to change, but it's too late now and you really are past the point of no return because your mental, physical, and emotional state have decayed to the point where you're unable to change your self-destructive habits or learn anything new, so you spend your days wallowing in agonizing self-pity over your inability to ever fucking do or accomplish anything
What a lovely thread.
>>38700932
>tfw can't muster up the energy or care to maintain even the basic functions of life, much less work toward any kind of success
>seemingly every other person in the world is doing it while I can't
How is someone supposed to cope with this fact?
>She asked to come over to my house and get drunk. I didn't respond.
>(Different girl) We talked about having sex. She stopped talking to me for a couple weeks. She called and said she needs to see me. Never called her back.
>(Different girl) She gave me her diary to read after we had a great date. Never saw her again.
>(Different girl) She wanted to see me after she finally broke up with her boyfriend.
>>38702531
Just shave your fucking head and quit whining. No one cares that you're going bald. Shave that shit and get laid.
>tfw there is no stopping the inexorable march of time
>tfw you can never again experience the innocent joy and happiness of childhood
>tfw you can hardly remember what that even felt like anymore
>>38700932
>seem this pic posted for years
>only now realize it's Rich Evans
I'm retarded
Pic related, it's also Rich Evans
>tfw been feeling depressed for only 2 years, maybe there's still hope..
>the year before that was the happiest year of my life
Lost most of my friends, my studies haven't lead anywhere. I live in a small apartment and rotate between work and sleep. Working more and more every month becuase boss dosent care.
Parents wonder why I don't have friends etc.
>>38700941
Please delet this post friendo it's a little too real.
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>>38706510
Quick question lads why is everything in this thread so relatable
>>38702565
I know this feel. I tried so hard twice own the first time I tried was after college. I gave up after 2 years then became a neet. Started trying again about a year ago and then life fucks me over again. Some of us are just too broken for this world.
>>38706989
Because we're robots. Failure, misery, and apathy are traits we collectively share. Why would anyone without those attributes spend time here? It is a cesspool of bitterness, impotence, and self-hatred. The only place more depressing is Wizardchan.
>tfw some people can just arbitrarily be happy
>you're not one of them
>>38700941
>>38700954
>>38700969
at least you guys have the hope of fixing yourself
>tfw graduated uni 2 yrs ago, workout for 1yr+, try to eat healthy and try to socialize
>tfw overnight stocker, with bitch tits(gyno), too autistic to properly make any connection beyond acquaintancy and haven't had a friend in 10+ yrs
Its all pointless bros every morning I wake up I don't know why I try and I hate looking at myself in the mirror only to be remained of all my failures