hi people, you may remember me form late night, anyway i sent

>Like why should your brother be happy? Why shouldn't I just make something up to the parole board so he goes back to prison? I despise people like him, just because we might be related I'm supposed to change how I feel? He at least got to meet his father, I'll never be able to because of you. He actually has some sort of life, he's achieved way more at least socially. and is clearly much better mentally and emotionally than i will ever be

>And this will be another reply that won't get responded to. It's been a year of trying to reach out and I've given up. At this point expect every reply to be a few words but mostly picture of my cock, some dirty talk, and animal abuse photos.

>drop dead. and you know whats the worst part about those 2 words. I would probably never even know if you did die. going a long time without talking is the norm, no matter what i'll just be thinking, "she'll respond when she's ready, eventually she'll respond" and it might be years down the line. I'll still be replying back, month after month, as my brain slowly dies out. you know, you started out saying that i was a good person, you didn't even know me, and yet you still said that, you know because thats just the way people are supposed to respond to things like that.

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>>38697358
>>38697385
Just recommend that she should talk more holy shit

>>38697398
yeah, sorry about that. there is some background stuff to this relationship. But basically the only reason i'm not some amazingly successful chad is because of her. instead i'm a robot and will soon be a wizard

>>38697358
Jesus Christ... This is an absolute abortion. The reason that you're a wreck has nothing to do with her. Period. End of transmission. An "amazingly successful Chad" isn't derailed by one person whom he doesn't need to have in his life.

You should have sent your first two sentences and left it at that.

>>38698147
basically she is the only reason for an early separation with my family that i had gone through.

ok, i don't want to say all the details.

but i'll agree, i did overkill

>>38698213
How did she respond to this?

>>38698244
>inb4
>k.

>>38698244
nothing yet, like i said, she takes about a month to reply. I just wanted to ask you all to confirm how much i fucked up by emailing this to her and how i destroyed the only good thing in my life and how i will regret this forever.

Also i'm not replying until she says something

>>38698332
Honestly I think that you should hope that she never responds. You need to sort yourself out. Get your head together. If you never speak to her again or at least for a long time that may be a good thing.

Gain some self respect. Realize that your own experiences have some worth to you and don't require her. Pull back. This is a pathological obsession and it will ruin you if you don't master it. You need to rebuild your understanding of the world from the ground up. Then you can try again with her or someone else.

>>38697385
>just because we might be related I'm supposed to change how I feel?
you and her might be related? HOT

>>38698381
lol, yeah like i said, some family drama that she played the whole role in.

>>38698381
i hope someone rapes your daughter Jordan Peterson

>>38698649
I'm not mentally unstable or spiteful and bitter like you, but I know how hope can be suffering.

Hoping someone will finally respond to you after months, they forget you but you know forget them.

>>38698772
thanks its just i truely thought this time would be different. she is literally the greatest human being ever, and for the world to seemingly dangle this great person and this amazing life that i will forever be forbidden to have. it just is maddening

>>38698883
>she is literally the greatest human being ever
No, she's not. That's the kind of poisonous thinking that you have to extricate yourself from.

>>38698911
fine, she is the woman that has treated me the best out of the dozens i have interacted with