Welp, i think i better post this here because there has to be some of you that relate.
>have 1 (one) friend i made in highschool
>hung out with him all the time
>thought that over the course of freshman year till now i made my first close friend
>be me now 23
>drive over to his house
>we hang out and talk about the past
>i buy some weed from him because he has a med card
>we go out to a local sandwhich shop to eat
>i sit outside after ordering
>he stays inside and talks to a group of chads inside
>the guys inside points to me and says
>"hey, isnt that your buddy right there?"
>my friend turns to look at me
>i clearly hear him say to the chad
>"no he isnt my friend."
>sit in stunned silence as they both continue to talk as they walk deeper into the store
>dont know what to do for a few minutes
>eventually get up a leave
My first mistake was thinking its good to go out, i should have stayed in my room and played vidya.
This is just soul crushing, i thought i had one person in this world i could share my feelings with and it was false all along.
What the fuck? Have you talked to him since? I'd be tempted to punch him in the face
>>38697221
No, this happened today.
I just dont ever want to talk to him again, i feel so pathetic.
>>38696981
Don't worry after enough time passes you will be used to being alone
>>38697298
At least chew him out over the phone or something. He should feel bad about this
>>38697355
So what?
And prove to him i got bothered by it?
Whats the point anon, i just want smoke in silence tonight not argue on the phone with someone
>>38697349
Thats what you all say.
I guess im better off on my own anyway.