I feel good. Tell me how you feel at this moment.
>>38679847
Bad, the opposite of how you feel, apparently.
>>38679847
I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die.
i have no drive and dont know how im supposed to feel. empty
>>38679847
apathetic, aimless... somewhat horny
>>38679847
Would you still feel good if I told you you were being used and manipulated like the vulnerable, dumb cunt that you are?
>>38679847
Feeling great. This year has been going swell, slowly improving my life, with a few stumbles here and there. After 6 years of literal nothing and just wasting away, finally started having dreams, aspirations and goals that i'm able to reach.
>>38679893
Pretty much this. Sometimes i think life could be great, and than i realize it was just a dream i was thinking of
Got a headache that I'm afraid might balloon into a migraine but once it gets better I'll be playing S.T.A.L.K.E.R so I guess my day's not too bad.
>>38679922
Want to jerk each other off (no homo)? Just as like friends.
My chest hurts a fucking lot right now, honest to god hope it's not a heart attack because I don't want my family members finding my body with cum in my pants and on my thighs.
Captcha was pants.
Depressed. Sixth day in a row I have to go to work.
Just started a new job monday to thursday that I'm hoping works out so I can ditch my retail security slave job friday and saturday.
tfw
>31
>still live at home
>no gf
>make fuck all money so work two jobs
Suicide is best option
>>38679847
Feeling great as well. This year, this summer... just great. Sitting on my balcony and listening to love songs. fucking awesome time
Is numb an emotion?
I don't feel good, I just don't feel... bad?
Empty. I tried so hard for months but it didn't get any better
help
I feel oddly at peace with my life. I haven't seen another living human in four days, haven't left my house and have had the sound of rain outside as a constant companion underneath my music and life.
Comfy af desu
>>38679847
I feel good. I'm feeling alone; yet not lonely. I have food, videogames. The only thing that made me angry is that my streaming website is down, hence I can't binge on my shows anymore. But hey nothing can be perfect right?
coming down off drugs
but good tho, going to switzerland next week prolly
original
all the feel you can feel in one
>>38679847
I feel a little high
Which is good
>>38679908
This. I don't feel normal.
>>38681350
I used to feel like you back when I was in school. There was really no point. Now I'm on holidays but I'll need to go back to college soon. So I learnt to enjoy the moment. I'm great now. If I could stop going I would but my gibs depend on whether or not I attend so I suggest you take a break off whatever you're doing
>>38681384
I have a month to do nothing, but I'm gonna spend it playing cs.
>>38681416
Same, I spend my days on CS and streaming videos. It feels so good to escape the real world, but I can't stop feeling angry and sad here too, sometimes. It's just less present and less potent.
>>38681439
Being on r9k? I don't know why I don't look for another place to shitpost.
I'M PISSED
I'M AN HOUR LATE FOR WORK BECAUSE I WAS STUCK BEHIND THE SLOWEST MOTHERFUCKER IN THIS ENTIRE STATE AND SOMEHOW MANAGED TO GET STOPPED AT EVERY RED LIGHT SO NOW I HAVE TO STAY LATE
MY BOSS REFUSES TO GIVE ANY MORE DETAILS ON WHAT HE WANTS DONE WITH THIS PROJECT BECAUSE HE DOESNT KNOW SHIT ABOUT BASIC COMMUNICATION IN A WORKPLACE ENVIRONMENT
AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF WITH A SHITCHERRY MY PHONE IS CRACKED AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW
I AM PLATINUM MAD AND I JUST WANT TO BE AT HOME AND BE A USELESS NEET AND READ ALL DAY BUT I HAVE TO WORK TO LIVE AS A CAPTIVE TO MY FAMILY AND THIS ISN'T THE SORT OF LIFE THAT'S WORTH LIVING BUT I CAN'T KILL MYSELF BECAUSE THAT WOULD INCONVENIENCE MY RAPIDLY UNWRAVELING FAMILY AND I'M SO GODDAMN MAD
>>38679847
Life sucks.
I shifted my jaw out of place so I gotta wait like a week while in immense and agonizing pain to see my specialist.
>>38679847
i feel 40% comfy because it's night time and i don't feel guilty of isolating myself in my room but my dad is still up watching TV outside of my room (and i have strained relationship with my dad) so yeah. can't wait for the next 2 hours where he's supposed to be asleep and i can go full comfy with my headphone and not being worry of being called.
can't wait to be completely alone
>>38681580
i already have my warm tea, probably gonna refill when everyone's asleep and start watching Game of Thrones because i have never watched it.
>>38679847
anxious, it's early in the morning and i can't sleep, and can't concentrate in watching a show
Just had a quick workout (20 min) while listening Nightcore rock for extra crazy after almost a week of inactivity.
Drinking tea with some honey right now to replenish glycogen. Feeling pretty fuckin good.
Also listening to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nxd9HeJdsUM
>>38679847
Feel anxious, can't sleep
I can't feel
I've spent all summer at home watching anime and other useless hobbies and if I feel something that would be disgust
>>38681509
No, being on /r9k/ doesn't affect it. But sometimes a little thing goes wrong and I start screaming and punching the table, like when I can't find an episode or have a losing streak in CS. Being alone with no other obligation makes me less sad, but more angry
>>38679847
I reinstalled a fps game and felt pretty anxious while playing it. I used to be a fearless 1 man army.
>>38681580
What is your scaling?
>nighttime 10%
>feeling justified 10%
>probably PC things 10%
...
That's just an example, I personally am quite inexperienced in measuring this so do you mind sharing your scaling experience?
After some thinking I would probably scale feeling higher than headphones, dad lower than having eaten well or cuddling higher than sex.
>>38680234
i doubt we live anywhere near each other desu
>>38679847
Feeling calm. Took a freezing shower and it felt good.
incredibly anxious over something that isn't even happening yet
Sad. Lonely. Empty. Depressed.
Mostly just craving physical affection from a girl. I just want to cuddle.
why can't I be happe