INTP-T

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>>38641416
your personality isn't your human nature: it can actually change, even if only a bit. being an INTP (which entails being pretty fucking self-aware as OP pic related accurately said) means i have no excuse, so it's on me to stimulate that change where necessary. there's always hope imo desu

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>>38641416
Literally the only thing that keeps me from offing myself from this soul crushing wagecuck life is that one day I am going to find a like-minded person that I can play vidya and hang out with, someone I can call a friend, but I have a hunch that connecting with that person will be even harder than finding him.

>>38641480
That's the thing. I have no motivation to do shit (even though I'm capable). I procrastinate all the time. I cant concentrate long enough even on things I like. And I'm not autistic but for the life of me I can't be confident enough to have social interactions. I feel like at least most of these problems are not "personality", but are simply because how my brain is wired, and it depresses me even more now.

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>>38641541
I know what you mean. I have a desire to have a friend when I'm alone, but when I do I just want to be alone. It's a curse

>>38641416
Istp here,
that image looks like a sac of tl;dr hirse shit, the only thing that made me laugh in that image was that pepe being stabbed at the bottom lmao
Does anyone have that pic in full res?

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>>38641848
>Istp here
>that image looks like a sac of tl;dr hirse shit

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>tfw INTP and schizoid

>>38642286
I read it, like half of it, but it didnt make sense and it was unrelatable and boring

>>38642477
Literal god of all gods tier. People literally hate you for being happy and it feels so glorious.

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>>38642670
>>38642670

I'm more numb than happy, but it feels good to need no one.

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>>38641416
I have a job and I go out of the house, but I never talk to anyone when I go out, my job requires me to talk to people but i keep it at a minimum. In my head Im a fucking orrator but I have to prepare evrything I say and half the time it comes out autistic. My boss barely knows or doesnt even know my name, I never talk to my co-workers and when I go home I spend all my time on /k/ and /b/. Am I a robot?

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>>38641416
>maladaptive daydreaming
Holy fuck, there's an actual name for that? I thought I was the only one that did this and that it's autistic as fuck. It's like I've got a bunch of stories in my head based on real life/real people that are never written down. They only exist in my own mind and I can replay them over and over again like a film or TV series. Never power or control themed, they're more centred around friendship/coming-of-age. I think it's because I've never had a whole lot of friends or felt welcome or connected around other people. Does anybody else here do this?

>>38642899
>am I a robot?
Sounds like it. A cyborg at the very least, since you do leave your house.

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>>38643150
>Does anybody else here do this?

Just smile and nod until it's all over

>>38641416
Quit crying.
Come back when you know what it's like being ISTP.

>>38643588
what's so bad about it?
t. not an ISTP

>>38641416
This sounds exactly like me, though I've gotten INTJ every time I've tested.

>>38642753
I understand the feeling that being an INTP schizoid brings you.

>>38643542
For some retarded reason that made me feel good. Thanks anon.

>>38643561
Smiling takes energy I don't have at this point. No matter how much I sleep, I'm always exhausted and numb.

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>>38643618
Imaging wanting to join conversations that interest you or you actually know something about, but not being able to because you want to minimize any chance of being criticized or rejected.
Always daydreaming about things you'd do if you were omnipotent and there were no consequences.
Immediately getting bored with a conversation once it changes to something you're not interested in, and easily becoming bored with things in general.
Live in the present.
Only get work done in bursts of energy.
Like taking risks and hate commitment.
Other shit I don't feel like listing.

I'm sure you can see where some combination of these might suck.

>>38641541
I am an INTP and I have a friend like that. Met him in kindergarten. Made some other friends through him but no one else stuck around. We used to play vidya together a lot, but now we haven't played anything in about a year. Still good to have him around, without him I'd have killed myself by now. Connecting with him isn't hard at all; he has tons of friends, but I'm his best friend by a large margin. The hardest part is finding a friend.

>>38641416
>Is there hope for us?
There never was any hope to begin with. Your screencap stands painfully true.

>>38644139
Lolled at that pic. Truly beautiful and amazing how minimalistically different personalities can be summed up.

INTP, likely schizoid, possible bipolar (history of schizophrenia anxiety and bipolar in family) and somehow I'm still alive.

>>38644139
sounds more like isfp desu

>>38641416
As an INTP, this is exactly how I am. INTP is a blessing and a curse.

>>38645740
Nothing about being an INTP is a blessing. At least not INTP-T

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>>38645740
being this self-aware can only bring pain

>INTP with low IQ
kill me
It truly is a curse.

>>38641541
>found a friend like that
>he ends up drifting away from me as he grows into an adult while I remain a manchild
>eventually we never speak again
>last i heard he has a gf, engaged, going to college to be a chemical engineer
>has a large circle of friends and a huge loving family
>his family was like the family I never had when I knew him
>tfw working a dead end job mowing lawns
>come home everyday and drink myself to sleep because the only happiness i feel is from being drunk
>everyday i tell myself i will change
>always too tired at the end of the day to do anything other than my daily ritual of eat, play vidya, give up, masturbate, sleep
>festering mental issues all the while
>losing bits of my fear of suicide every day

>>38644139
I do that and I'm an INTP

>>38646240
I can share those feels. I got smashed in the head as a kid and I have moments where I can be fucking brilliant, or absolutely fucking retarded. Mostly retarded. I'm an INTP too.

>>38641416
INTJ here, you are all inferior to me emotionally AND THAT GIVES ME POWER HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>38641416
I feel guilty for relating to this picture.Is that an INTP feel of am I just smug?Either way I feel very guilty.

>>38646425
Your arrogance makes me superior intellectually

the problem with you freaks is that you are so utterly self-absorbed. get outside of yourselves (and your self pity) for just a fucking second, and begin the journey outward by accepting that everyone has different strategies for living a happy life. it's not just one army of "normal" people who continually reject or alienate you.

i have a new neighbor who is one of you, and, i've tried about 5-10 times to simply make eye contact with him and say hello. after the 10th time he does some awkward rejection of such a simple gesture, i find it pretty hard to feel anything for him when i walk past his little hovel and see him watching tv all day.

it's not society that is entirely rejecting you. i am sure there are some real pricks out there who have been rude or hurtful to you, but, it's really agonizing to engage with anyone who radiates being in their own head 24/7.

tl;dr, go fuck yourselves

>>38646552
I don't know about guilty but I mainly feel sorry for my self

>>38646564
That did not make sense. I can be arrogant and still be able to do anything I want.

>>38646651
not true......but you are too intellectually disabled to understand

>>38646579
It sure would be nice if interacting with other people wasn't painful.
Sadly, it is, so unless you are someone I really care about, I'm likely going to avoid talking to you as much as possible.
Thanks for trying I guess.