Order drinks, share feels. I like melancholy so drown me in it.
Jukebox: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0IYght7FGdg
To the memory of Jack
>>38640938
May I have a highball, barman? Please and thanks.
I got ghosted after confessing my feelings for someone. At least I got that out of my life, right? It ate at me when I hadn't told them.
>>38640938
Dark rum. Any brand. Leave the bottle.
I have very little hope for my future. I'm afraid that I'll be stuck in dead end after dead end job for the next 50+ years. Never be able to experience love. Companionship. I feel like I'm turning to dust.
Hey what's going on Keep ?
A nice and spicy rum for me, to get the exotic and opportunistic vibes going. the world is right in our palms boys!
im alright today, going on a little holiday soon full of intoxication and relief of the old regular room-dwelling NEET-dom. the guitar has been singing to my tune really well and even some vocal practice is starting to show its results so I can't complain, there's been worse days.
>>38640938
finest pint of american piss
Rum & Pepsi, no ice
I'm feeling okay today, been eating more, feels nice to have a full stomach again
>>38641270
Not being hungry is really nice. I made fried chicken today and i'm suprised it turned out good.
>>38641066
Yeah you did the right thing. If you can't run into her irl everything will be fine.
rum & coke
hold the rum
>be me
>be in 6th grade
inb4 underage banthis was many moons ago
>co-ed sex ed day
>school had sent letters to parents saying they could come and sit in if they wanted
>Chad's mom shows up
>This seems to have no effect on Chad's social standing
Could you imagine if one of our mom's showed up? We would be ridiculed for weeks.
Rum and Coke please, Barkeep.
So I'd started getting back into a routine of being a bit more assertive. However, I saw something before and it's kicked me down.
>Ex girlfriend became an Escort well after we split
>She's married to her lesbian partner, has kids from a previous relationship (nd IVF'd a new kid for her partner)
>Makes lots of money, seems happy
Then there's me.
>27 year old militaryfag
>Have put on a fair chunk of weight
>Chronic Alcoholic
>No savings, but not poor either
>Not a fan of socializing any more (possibly due to weight)
>Naturally a nomadic person, would rather be online and alone than with lots of crowds
So being shown her Twitter from a bloke here was a kick in the guts in a way. I feel like shit.
>>38641192
>Celtic
Back to Ireland you go famine dodger.
>>38640938
A shot of vodka please.
My life starts taking an interesting turn. I met a girl, I like her and she likes me. I'm feeling better, it's feels good to be liked and wanted. Yet I'm full of worries. She is really the nicest girl I ever met. I don't want to fuck it up, I don't want to disappoint or hurt her. I really want her to be happy.