Psychology

No. Being the center of attention makes me uncomfortable

>>38634492

>tfw when I have comfy dream about me performing in a band in front of the entire school.
>crush is amazed by my skills.
>finish performing and go to see her.
>she goes to kiss me.
>wake up before she does.

>>38634518
Those feels bro

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>can't afford or know how to get gun in secret
>look up various suicide methods sometimes
>finally find one that is painless and quick
>carbon monoxide poisoning
>seems like the easiest way
>be excited to sleep forever
>realize I have no gas, money and one of the windows on my shit beater car is broken

Yeah I've even had dialogues out loud where I respond to the interviewer's questions.

>>38635778
>litteraly to stupid to get gas

>>38634492
>Do you ever imagine yourself being interviwed or doing a speech at a school?
No, too old for school now anyway
>Do you fantasize about being famous and having succes?
No
Do you ever recreate scenarios in your head where you meet people and you are recognised?
No

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>>38634492
>do you ever imagine yourself being interviewed or doing a speech at a school?
i never want to see another human being. I want to be invisible. If I could live in seclusion with my basic necessities met + internet/power than I would.
>Do you fantasize about being famous and having success?
I fantasize about winning the lottery and finally being able to shut everyone out.
>do you ever recreate scenarios in your head where you meet people and you are recognized?
sounds like a nightmare to me

I perform in front of the mirror or record myself doing scenes from movies. I have conversations with directors in my head about the ingenuis sutilties in my performance. My dad saw them on my phone but didn't watch any. I should just off myself desu.