>Got back into Oblivion today, traveling around with the Adoring fan is comfy
>I have a sims legacy family that legitimentally interests me again. I feel legitimately proud for my sims acheivements
Looks like I have the coping skills I need until the summer ends lads.
because i will be dead for eternity
i would rather squeeze out a shitty life than be dead longe- oh
you know, being alive less than 100 years isn't that much when compared to eternity
maybe i should just kill myself
haven't watched all the anime yet
Finishing my backlog, waiting for the next Evangelion OVA, and waiting to see how Berserk ends. I imagine that I'll die of old before that happens, as It seems like the universe will experience heat death before any of the above occur, much less all 3.
>>38629772
>getting drunk and watching anime
>getting drunk and playing vidya with my Xbox friends
>getting high and walking around innawoods
>getting drunk and/or high
I still wouldn't mind my existence coming to an end though. My life is fucked aside from those few things.
I'm too afraid of dying. I know it's the most logical choice to die, but I just can't get over that biological programming that makes me too scared to die.
I'm also afraid of people finding my internet activity or any shitty stories I wrote (and never finished). I want to destroy everything I have first and I'm too lazy.
>>38630219
life is different once you finally do. you realize you have learned so much, yet you have learned nothing.
I got a new pupperino. His name is Bear.. there was a thread earlier where anons had many nice things to say about him.
Anyways I wouldn't kill myself because then who would Bear have? I have Bear and it's us against the world!
I got on some ssris and they've lessened my want to die quite a bit. Recently I've been having girl trouble though so the feelings are back
Rocket League does that for me. It;s been my primary game for about 18 months and I'm not getting tired of it anytime soon.