>pace around for hours
>bite my finger to relieve pent up energy
>believe I might be the centre of some cosmic mystery (although I entertain the thought I don't fully believe it)
>can't look people in the eye
>for some reason feel extreme hostility toward China but not necessarily Chinese people
>am obsessed with conspiracy theories and serial killers(serial killers not so much anymore)
>severe hypochondriac
>severe anxiety
There's so much more that's hard to explain
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>>38624841
You remind me a lot of myself. I do pretty much all of this.
I feel like I'm slowly becoming insane wat do
On the other hand, I like China
>>38624841
Totally insane tbqh family
Welcome to schizophrenia.
People relieve stress in different ways.
>Hot summer, shit loads of flies
>a bunch get in my house
>make a huge effort to remove all food
>flies start starving, end up dead all over the place
>I get sick satisfaction from this, I intentionally leave my door open to let them in
>hearing them trapped behind my blinds is musical
>count the new bodies every few days
That's how I relieve stress
>>38624969
>>38624976
I don't want this though
>constant dejavu
>shit memory so things from yesterday seem like dejavu also
>I think I've lived this exact life and am in repeat or hell
>slowly losing ability to speak coherently and repeating what I say immediatly after saying it to confirm they understood me
>>38624980
If there is a bug which disturbs me while gaming, I trap them in a Pringles box, close the lid and put my table lamp(pretty strong and gets hot enough) right on top of the lid.
It is like a bug microwave where they like it at first and then start getting grilled :)