r9k fails

Just how weird are you?

I've spoken to 2 people on /r9k/ before. The first ghosted me after less then an hour. The second... well, I panicked and ghosted them out of my own fears after an hour of speaking as well.
Don't feel bad, OP. Most people on /r9k/ struggle to form bonds with each other.

>>38611103
i have come to terms with the fact that i cannot discuss the full extent of my weirdness in real life.

but here you go:
>savage prolonged bullying and isolation as a kid
>parents ignored me or tried to force me into doing things i didnt want to do, regularly humiliated and slapped me for things that i couldnt control
>killed small animals and started watching sadist pornography before i was 10
>was humilated and punished for showing sexual interest in girls
>moved countries three times during vital developmental stages, my ccent madde it impossible to fit in, so i have never had childhood friends

more to come

>>38611069
>actually meeting up with others
This is either normie tier or youre such a robot that you bent through the universe and found yourself at normie tier behaviour.

>>38611264
>first girl who actually liked me and kissed me was viciously raped and the perpetrator was never arrested
>saw two or three lynchings
>spent the last two years of highschool alone in my class, and all of my teachers were changed multiple times
>white persecuted minorrity
>mum slowly going insane because of brain cancer

more to come

>>38611287
>have strong impulsive behavior
>constant low level anger at everything that i hide or try to manage
>used to start fires as a kid
>dealt drugs throughout highschool to try and get friends(didnt work), brother became a high functioning drug addict/alcoholic
>extremist politics
more to come

>>38611328
>because of the shit i went through as a kid , i have an obsession with military tactics and hardware, body building/strength training
>probably prison bi/gay but dont want to admit it to myself because of highly conservative religious backround
>mysogynist, fuck hookers and do periodic bouts of heavy hallucinogen/stimulant usage (highest dose of lsd is 1050 mics)
> im only 19

>>38611394
become my friend.
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