Every time I think about fixing my life my mind tell me it's

>>38605703
Suicide is easier, but it's the end of everything.
Fixing your life is hard, but it gives you a chance to experience happiness and satisfaction.

I would go for suicide any day of the week.

>>38605703
Because something in you is trying to hold you back from your full potential.

suicide is the true shortcut to life. instead of living you cut the middle man and jump straight to death

>>38605760
What is it anon? What is holding us back? Why?

>>38607246
fear of suicide.

I hope you robots care about something. Even something mundane.

I botched an attempt once before. My life got better, I kicked my suicidal thoughts to the curb. But now, the more time that passes, the more apathetic I'm getting. I still enjoy a lot of things, but suicide has always been in the back of my mind as a quick escape plan. I don't like being more and more apathetic but I keep heading that way. Idk how many years/maybe months more I'll go. I'm just a bit lost tonight. Had a few things blow up on me lately and needed a bit of stream of consciousness. Now I need some sleep.

Idk peeps. Peace out.

octopus with two heads
it was the weekend i was in regence park.
and a caterpillar fell out of the sky. imagine it would be poop, have a shit going to Cornwall, get startlet by caterpillar disgusted by poopfucking lol. the shape of my head would be an exclamation mark