>be genuinely ugly and manlet
>have normal mental capacity, enough to notice people making fun of me, giving me dirty looks
>some people don't even try to hide their disgust
For God's sake!! Why am I here? Is the point of my existence to get ridiculed and suffer?!? Whose sins am I paying for?
It's hard to believe that I rolled this low in terms of genes. I could at least have been retardrd so I wouldn't be able to understand all the ridicule against me.
Life's hard, bros. Even harder when you're ugly. What do you guys do to just get the day? (Religion, philosophy, etc?)
>>38587503
What do you guys do to just get *through* the day?
sorry, bros. On mobile, lots of typos
I fap and play video games when I don't have to go to work.
*woofs*
I'm pretty ugly, and very tall which I think only makes my appearance more intimidating and off putting, but I also believe I'm a Schizoid. Since I don't want friends or relationships, whether that was always th case or I grew to accept it I don't know, I don't think I really feel the full brunt of my looks. That being said I think that may be your only way forward, putting orhers aside and focusing on yourself and self alone.
From there you can realize that there's a whole world, not just society and civilisation, but a whole universe. So many people get down when they take that into account but I just get overjoyed, that I'm real, and you are, and the world is, and we can realize that. By my human logic it makes more sense for nothing to ever exist, but for some reasonless reason I'm hear messging you where ever you are about what to do about our looks.
I dunno if I'm getting anywhere ere, but just try thinking about these fundamental things with both an open mind and a grain of salt and don't get lost in confirmation bias or schizophrenia.
>>38587503
>be 6'4
>my face is 3/10 and i'm fat
Height is a meme.
>>38587695
I get what you're saying about not minding others, but I think it's easier said than done.
I've even gotten so desperate in my adult life that I tried to become a Christian again, but I don't think I'll ever get to a state where I will convince myself to believe. I threw my bible into a pond when I was 12.